That House Next To The Jungle Belongs To A Care-taker

broken glasses and broken hearts are

shattered in the sky, bare and uneven

darkest and coldest every night

my skin still feels the heat of burn

our love begun with tulips and red roses

these days it seems our garden is withered

we promised to protect eachother

now i am blind and everything is blurred.

all my dusks and daws were tears

and i bathed heavily in your thoughts

i was in the delusion of our perfection

little did i know, there were unseen spots

we are the culprit and we did the crime

there is no one else to blame

i did love you with all that I had

and you burned me with your flame

~august.

i have a monster with me. i have kept the darkness locked inside. the fear of surviving in this world is more deeper than the fear of this monster that lives within me. i am more scared to live than to die. i don't want this monster to leave, it kept me alive. i just wish i could feel alive again and not let it feed on my soul. this world is as cruel from under as beautiful it is from above. let me escape this world and run somewhere where there's no sign of existence of mankind.

~scream of my soul

-august/fictionflaws

TODAY I'M 19.

the world, so shallow for some and for remains, a beautiful home.

~august/fictionflaws

what doesn't kill me makes me want to die.

Claudia Rankine, Citizen

Happy Friday the 13th

Riddle the Cat lookin sleepy and evil

i never adored any gold more than the fall, this moment of year.

it says something. it speaks warmth to me and abandons me in frozen land.

but still again after all, i will be waiting for it.

just as it names itself fall, i remember myself. i recall the time when i fell like those fallen leaves and noone stood to pick me up. instead i have been stamped over by all those shoes and dirty feet untill snow falls as well just to cover me and lessen my pain. sky feels so miserable and cold that it cries for me, to save me.and i couldn't be more thankful to anyone and anything.

none of those golden makes me delightful more than the sunset beside yellow leaves as if it cries calling night.

-Autumn

-anonymouslie_

To anyone who needs it, this is Your good luck post

Your heres to a new job post

The money Is coming your way post

The like to charge reblog to cast

You. Are. Going to. Make it. Post

Today I start the job that will never make me cry because the schedule came out and I can already see which weeks I won't be able to pay bills. Today I go to a place where I can see sunlight, am encouraged to move and learn and grow. Im sending good vibes, good luck and godspeed to whever needs this.

A bouqet, for you.

When Celine in before sunrise said, “I like to feel his eyes on me when I look away.”

When Praveen Shakir said, “sabse nazar bacha ke wo mujhe kuch aise dekhta, ek dafa toh ruk gai gardish-e-mah-o-sal bhi.”

And Jaun Elia said, “Jab uska deedar hota hai, dil ko sukoon milta hai, Aankhon me uski tasveer sajti hai, yaadon ka ghar ban jata hai”

And Faiz Ahmed Faiz said, “teri surat se hai aalam me baharo ko sabaat, teri aankhon k siwa dunia me rkha kya hai”