what doesn't kill me makes me want to die.
Happy Friday the 13th
Riddle the Cat lookin sleepy and evil
i shall inhale poison rather than falling in love.
sun went away
to rest in paradise
stars in constellation
and moon held the sky
i painted them
in black and white
held them within me
away from human sight
-august
{Words by Anaïs Nin, from The Diary Of Anais Nin, Vol. 4 (1944-1947) / Cynthia Cruz from diagnosis,The glimmering room}
Mary Oliver, from "Serengeti”, House of Light
Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance
Change, Strange.
i will end up disappointing people if i do something for myself and that is fine.