Latest Posts by a-very-merry-bitchmas - Page 2

I love how Mir looks like the freaking Babadook, and then there's Lyner. Precious baby.

t hey smile

This is a fanart I did for @sleepyeule ! The character's name is Nyx, and I used a screenshot from Eule's "Ultraluminary" animatic as a reference~! I adore their stuff, so I hope it looks good.

Can someone dm me m3ansp0 so I don't binge? Struggling rn cuz I'm starting to feel sick (fasting stuff). 😓

Ayo 1 like = 2 hours of extra fasting for me

How far do y'all think I can go? Test me.

I FOUND SOMETHING

INCREDIBLE

Ok so for all you other anas out there who want their pelvic bones to stick out, try this. Lay down flat on your back and tuck your legs underneath you for as long as you can. Doing this every night in bed has done SO much good. My pelvic bones stick out even when they normally wouldn't. There's also a little dip in my stomach now even if I maintain or gain a bit of weight.

Who's gonna tell Harley LMAO

i don’t care if it’s fake this is literally a top ten batman twitter moment for me

Oh my GOD I love this

TW : SELF HARM MENTIONS

https://www.fataltotheflesh.com/

use this website whenever you feel like cutting and/or self harming, pls share the website as much as possible

Thanks to my SHIT self control, I gained back two or three pounds. I stood on the scale, saw the number (136.0) and started crying. I hate myself.

Not gonna eat until June 1st. Let's see if I can finally do this RIGHT. Damn I'm such a freaking loser...

Uhhh, thanks, Reddit. Cool. (Dude as if these care messages are helping.)

Not me nearly puking my guts out after chugging a full water bottle at Mach 3.

I hate my internal organs, they ALL suck.

Anyone else crying in their living room at four in the morning?

Context: I had a breakdown and ate two pieces of toast. AFTER A 72 HOUR FAST

LIKE C'MON MAN WTF WHY AM I LIKE THIS

Oop, it's Fast Day #3 and the dizziness is setting in lmao. Headaches and stuff, too.

Hey, that means it's working.

I love getting so lightheaded all the time 💞

TW, weight

SO excited to get this far. I've gone from 150 lbs to 133.6. I'm so happy with myself! I'm working so hard at it.

Despite this though, the week long fast is still going 'til Wednesday, cuz I am NOT a quitter~! 💕

(Also my grandma [who was visiting] asked if I was eating enough. Could NOT stop grinning.)

I have two younger siblings and can confirm. The dog's name is in fact Marshall.

The dog’s name is Marshall.

D'awwww! Oh my gods, that is SO precious!

Blankie

Why u callin me out like this, Tumblr-

my relationship with food is somehow worse than my relationship with my father

Making this post to hold myself accountable lmao.

Gonna try and fast for a full week. The last time I went over three days, I couldn't get out of bed. Not this time! It is MY body, and I will do what I want to it. I can do it. I have to.

Distracting myself is gonna be hell XD

Why did I feel that in the depths of my soul?

Osdddid culture is every so often going “oh these are my hands. I need to use them.”

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Bloating weight is the freakin worst. I lost three damn pounds and didn't even know because my body sucks.

Anyway I'm down to 136 lbs thank GOD. Closer and closer every day. School gets out in two weeks, hoping to weigh much less by then.

ok am I the only one who makes up dance routines based off fictional characters instead of diets? It cannot just be me. I am a theatre kid, it is in my bones by now.

(If y'all wanna see any, message me, I've made several and am willing to share. Most are set to songs btw, and can get kinda long.)

So I'm sitting here, being depressed. I looked up some doki doki literature club memes for funsies because that's what I used to do when I was sad.

THEN I remembered I know how to tie a noose. Why? Learned when I was twelve and found out what DDLC was.

Now I have a noose on the floor. Out of nowhere. My intrusive thoughts made me lmao

My enby self saw this and hit that reblog button so hard I broke it

Please Reblog is Your Blog is Safe for Non-Binary People.

If my mutuals can’t rb this then we can’t be mutuals

Not saying he's thinspo, buuuuut-

Lol I have a problem (more like obsession)

Btw I did draw this, so don't steal it pls 💕

I need this to happen lol

C'mon body, work with me here

i keep losing weight daily despite having family gatherings for holidays

rb to claim

Oh man Tumblr image quality tho-

I made this out of boredom and a random idea at three AM lmao. Took me about an hour and two minutes. I just LOVE this whole Backrooms thing and I decided why not join in? Lol hope it looks good.

So it's like five in the morning where I am. I haven't slept at all. I cannot tell who's fronting. Sure as hell can't tell when anyone ate last.

BUT ANYWAY

I (whoever) thought of something that made me giggle for a good few minutes. So the system got stuck with an Alastor fictive like forever ago when Hazbin first got popular. And at the moment, the body has dyed red hair that's shaved on one side. Nobody has any sort of fashion sense, so Al's voice and mannerisms coming out of this dumpster fire of a human being is for some reason HILARIOUS to me. He tries so hard to be serious and just cannot. (He doesn't front much anyway so-)

Lol a few I was in used Code Blue. One hospital just straight up called the cops XD

Me? Coping with sh*tty humor? Psshhh-

CODE GREEN: 3 SOUTH - CODE GREEN: 3 SOUTH

What colors did your nut hut use when someone tried to bum rush the elevators?

Yet another post that needs to be reblogged. I questioned if I was faking a system for YEARS despite actual psychologists, doctors, a therapist, and even other systems telling me I most likely had OSDD. Seeing this kind of post helps a lot.

hey hey

pssssst

guess what

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

you aren't faking

faking is a conscious choice you make.

Man I'm on a reblog spree today. Maybe it's because for once people are ACTUALLY MAKING SOME EFFING SENSE. I myself happen to be a system and look up stuff like this so I don't feel so alone all the time. OP is right, more people (especially singlets) should see this post.

This is a serious problem I've noticed people like us having. It needs to be addressed. We're real people too, gosh dangit.

i continually see posts telling people how to treat systems correctly and yet i STILL see systems being hurt by harmful behavior, whether singlets know it or not.

do NOT put whether an alter is an introject or not above them being a real person. as a singlet BY DEFAULT their source does not matter to you. treat them like you would anyone else until you know what they are and aren't okay with.

do NOT treat alters other than the host like they're lesser than them. everyone in a system is in the same boat, your host friend included. if you treat any other alter like shit the host (and everyone else in the system) WILL be affected.

do NOT trigger alters on purpose. i shouldn't even have to say this. we aren't fun little toys for you to play with, we're REAL FUCKING PEOPLE. i don't care how big of a fan of our sources you are or how stupid you think our triggers are. be a decent person and treat us like you would anyone else. it's dehumanizing to act otherwise.

do NOT make jokes about "waiting for [x] to split" to your system friends. this one really depends on the boundaries of whoever's in question, but joking about wanting us to split is insensitive. we don't split for fun or for you to interact with your favorite character. we split because it's how our brain knows how to cope. you're not in the place to make jokes about this unless you KNOW it's okay.

often times i see posts like this get mainly reblogged by systems, when singlets are the ones who perpetuate this behavior a majority of the time. singlets can (and should) reblog AND internalize this. we're real people with a real disorder. learn to treat us like human beings.