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How I lost my virginity, I'm sorry in advance.
BTW all names locations and such have been changed for privacy reasons. If you think you know who I'm talking about you probably dont.
I was 12, it was summer vacation and a few of my cousins and I went down to North Carolina for it. I was going into the 7th grade.
I didn't expect anything to happen on that trip, until I met my older cousins friends. For context here, my cousin, who we'll call Aaron, was 14 and all his local friends were 13 to about 15, I was 12 my other cousins, Grace, Micheal, and Lily, were 9, 10, and 12 in the same order as their names.
One of my cousins friends, who shall be referred to as Lucas, had a pretty shitty reputation of being a player, my dumbass was fucking obsessed with his malnourished white boy abs. With in about a week of being there we had sort of a werid flirty relationship.
One night my pale ass got SUPER sunburned to I went back to my cousins vacation house. I was sitting on the couch in a sports bra and shirts with sunburn cream on my shoulders, I was just playing OEM my phone when the door opened, it was Lucas.
I was really confused to why he was here, all of my cousins and their friends went to another house for something else. I told him that Aaron wasn't here and that he was at another friend for theirs house. He walked closer to me and said that he wasn't here for Aaron, then he kissed me.
It wasn't my first kiss but it was the best kissed I'd had up to that point. It started out by him pretty much just shoving his tongue in my mouth but it evened out prett th quickly. When we pulled away he asked me if I had enjoyed it, I did and told him to shut the hell up and kiss me again. I turned on some movie and we kept making out.
After making out for a few more minutes he asked me if I wanted to move this to the bedroom, NOW I finally told him I was a virgin, he said that it was ok and that he'd be gentle and make sure I was ok with everything before he did it.
He picked me up, dropped me, and then picked me up again. He took me to some bedroom (It was not my bedroom) and set me on the bed. He kissed me again and took off his shirt. He got one top of me, still kissing, and took my shirt off.
Eventually were both stripped down to our underwear, at this point I not only realized that if my cousin Aaron ever found out he would murder me and that this pretty much naked guy on top of me had a huge boner. He said to take off my underwear so I did. After some time he once again got on top of me but this time he put his dick in me. It was weird, it was awkward, and jesus christ I hated it but I didn't care. He started moving in a..weird way, if you've ever seen a fish out of water you'll have a pretty good idea of what he was doing. Any way for a good 30ish seconds he keeps doing that then phone rung.
I couldn't hear what they were saying but he put it on mute to tell me that he was putting it on speaker phone, I could care less so I just said ok. Then I heard Aaron's voice
He was asking why Lucas wasn't at the bonfire, Lucas just said that he got sunburned and that he was feeling sort of shitty, Aaron said ok then he asked if Lucas and I were fucking or something.
I started laughing, I didn't know why but Aaron and anyone he was with could definitely hear me wheezing, I also knew that because all Aaron said next was that this kind if awnsers his question.
(I know that this is super shittily written but I hope you like it. If I should make more of these let me know. Love yall!)