Staying Home Isnt As Fun As I Thought - Blog Posts

Man I need to stop being a dead beat wuss of an adult and get employment. Being in the house majority of the time every single fucking day is not as fun as I thought it'll be.... I wish I can kill my anxiety of talking to people, people having expectations of me, people being disappointed in, accidentally blowing up at Somos, dealing with people, talking with people, repeat the last two 10x. And I'm BORED. I'm so bored, I'm not in school cause fuck school, I'm not in fountain house cause I haven't finished the application, I'm going insane-