Sorry About All This Guys— My Life Has Just Been A Fucking Mess Recently. - Blog Posts

R you still into prsk?

Oh, god. I should have expected this at some point.

This is my second time typing this out because my iPad decided to glitch out, but basically the answer is yes but also no.

I do still like ProSeka. I even went to see the movie in theaters with my irl friends!

The main problem is that in my opinion, ever since On Your Feet, the VBS story has been going in a direction that I don’t like and it’s removed everything that made them unique and what drew me to them in the first place.

And this has made me so upset that honestly, I’ve barely managed to bring myself to open the game since… I think December? I used to have every single easy, normal, and hard completed and would freak out at the idea of missing a day for my challenge show. Now I just… Can’t?

And honestly it’s not even just that— It’s also that the ProSeka fandom just kind of sucks? Like tell me why I keep seeing casual biphobia on my Twitter timeline and why I’ve seen people straight up mention me by name and talk about how much they hate my fics and wish I’d stop writing? It’s made me miss smaller fandoms recently— smaller fandoms where I can escape all the toxicity and I don’t have to deal with all this.

Combine all that with the fact that someone I trusted enough to dedicate a fic to them betrayed me and when I went to the university about it they made me feel like I was the problem and regret coming to them, my university experience has been so completely ruined that even though it’s the fucking… second week of summer I just woke up from having a nightmare about returning to uni, things haven’t exactly been the best for me recently.

Now, this does not mean that I’m never posting ProSeka fic again. I actually have one planned out for the Bad Things Happen bingo card. But well, that’s kind of the reason I haven’t been posting ProSeka recently and that’s kind of where I am right now.

I’m sure this isn’t the answer you were hoping for, and I’m truly sorry about that, but it’s the truth— and I don’t want to lie.