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PLEASE I WANNA DO THIS TO SOMEONE
purposely getting me to age regress and then violently fucking me while i sob and moan uncontrollably because i donβt understand whatβs going on
Tips for Transharmed people!:
You can manipulate yourself into thinking something happened to give you trauma relating to that thing! Try telling people around you that the trauma happened to you. After that you can begin to think of exact details of the trauma. I'd recommend using people you're not around much anymore to base the trauma off of.
Steps!:
Step 1: think of a VERY detailed story of what happened, it's okay if you forget details! Just say it happened a long time ago.
Step 2: tell your friends small details of the trauma during sensitive moments in your life. This will trick your brain into thinking that it happened!
Step 3: talk to yourself/write about your trauma. After a while of doing this, it'll make you believe yourself when you say it happened.
Step 4: stop thinking about it as a transharmed fantasy, instead, think about it as an actual piece in your life.
Step 5: when doubting yourself, tell yourself this: "if I'm doubting myself, then that means it's real. A faker would know they're lying."
Step 6: keep doing this! It'll take a bit to fully convince yourself, but it'll work eventually!
Love: a cisharmed person!
plss send me more depraved asks!! π₯Ί
pls someone do this to me??? really,,
I am not doing this because you did something wrong I am doing this because I can.
yes yes yes yes yes!!!!! I hate food. feed me through a tube and only rarely. I need someone to own my eating or else I'll never be pretty and thinn
i can't stop thinking about feeding tubes. scheduled feeding times, the intimacy of administering the formula. making them beg to be fed. not allowing them to ever taste their favorite food ever again...or any solid food, for that matter.
they can only eat through the tube, no more...and made to βve and wither in between feedings whenever you finally decide they deserve it,,
no chewing, no solids, no control.
need a big bro to take out his anger on me, punch out some teeth,, then give me a big hug, tell me it won't happen again (it will), tell me how much cuter I am without the teeth i just lost, let's do it again
when you derive deep and almost spiritual pleasure from serving someone, to be their emotional support pet, to see them at their worst but support them then you'll happily have the shut beaten out of you just to once in a while see them smile at you
Maybe I like the thrill of consensually abusing someone whilst also being a pathetic depressed dad in the process.
"No, mon cher, I would never lay a hand on your perfect skin." I say seconds before getting drunk and beating the shit out of them for my own enjoyment.
And I'll cry about my problems while neglecting theirs because I need the pity more.
In the end, though, they'll never get anything out of being with me.
fuck I'm feeling obedient rn, probably good theres no freaks in my DMs I wouldn't be able to control myself
If I make this blog a manual for how to stalk, manipulate and kidnap me maybe I'll finally meet the love of my life
β ««« System Overview
We're the L-System ("Leo" or "Lilly"), pychotic incel faggot-tranny loser (he/him, any).
We have relationships between system members (4-8, on&off for at least 4 years). feel free to ask us about it
We tried dating externally many times but it never worked. We're too much of a freak for normies and we never felt properly bonding with anyone else. i really just want to obsessively fall in love with a cutely controlling/manipulative boyfriend-girlfriend, is that too much to ask?!
»»» β TransIDs and MUDs
Our body is an adult and our system and subsystems consists of 12 main alters, . : we're transitioning to psychotic and delusional with weed and adderall. : it feels nice when ppl online encourage us π₯Ί
cisids: autism, adhd, cptsd, ptsd, bpd, npd
Our transid list is always changing so some of these might change, altho others definitely won't.
radqueer, gay, genderfuck, aro/ace, transage, permahigh, permastoned, permadrugged, permateen, sex doll, prey, victim,
transharmed, transpsychotic, transdelusional, transamputee (?), transdentures, transabusevictim, transforcedsh, transsuibait, transed, transanorexia, transana, (corpse) )
We also experience "some" MUDs:
β’ Mirror Infatuation Identity Disorder
Β« β Β» Other labels
Some of us identify with the labels retard, faggot, cripple and probably some other ableist slurs that I forgot rn.
DMs and asks open if u really wanna know. pls be nice π₯Ί
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(fuck nazis transphobes sexists racists etc etc)
please!!!!
I need to be encouraged to get worse, encourage me to get higher, take stronger substances, take more, get drunk, cvt more, make me destroy myself more then I already am, encourage me to just be the destructive little fuckhead I am
I'm not delulu enough :c
ppl in my asks should egg me on to smoke more weed and to feed my psychosis :3