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DOING THIS BECAUSE MY SOONTOBECOMIC OCS ARE FLOODING ME HEAD ALONG WITH OW AND EASTER AJKDKFKSMDKF

Also, because I'm bored.

1) Draw your OC in their normal clothing.

Keith Williams!

This mf keeps running around my head.

Some small facts about him!

- He cries while watching Gossip Girls and Titanic

- Loves cosplaying

- He's a fandom weeb (like indie games, novels, shows, etc)

- Has an American accent

- Always makes up stories about his scar Lolololol.

I feel like Shayfer James songs fit with the White King Ignatius (Iggy) Maxwell.

Although, I feel like these two songs MOSTLY fit with my au of Iggy (aka that White King).

Yep. I can imagine Miss Ichihara showing baby pictures to Iggy, her future son in law.

genzou baby

LOL, MY SISTER IS PLAYING OUR WONDERLAND AND HER REACTIONS TO THE GAME IS PRICELESS XDD.

So, far she wants to kill me for telling her to open her eyes during the boat scene-

Could you tell me more about your AU, if that's okay? It sounds really interesting! :3

Sit down dear child as I shall ramble on about this W.I.P au of mine. Also, note that this is like in mid-Post OW (yeah, as I said a W.I.P)

AHEM-

So, in this small Crossover au. Nester and Easter both moved to a small town, wanting to make a fresh start. Well, Nester does. For, Easter, he does try to get used to the new life, living with Nester but still has problems with the locals. Big problems. Nester works at this shitty restaurant, to provide for the two of them.

Nester met Orlam first then Genzou. He met Orlam while working at the restaurant, having a nice small conversation here and there despite the 'invitations' Orlam was giving him. He's like that one friend you make during Adulthood. When introduced to the rest of the group, Nester felt quite welcomed and safe. HOWEVER, when Nester rambled to Easter about it, he wasn't really pleased. Especially whenever Nester talks about Iggy. Easter seemed quite annoyed whenever Nester talks about Iggy, how Iggy does this and that and Yada Yada.

With the beloved injured trio, Olie often stays in contact with Easter, as he works as a teacher in a school for blind people. Totl works at a large packaging business, despite him being half deaf. Mugwort works as a guitarist, only at some local bars. He's part of a band, which the group doesn't really appreciate him much. Mugwort does try and not let that get in his way though. Even if life keeps slamming a crowbar in his face ಡ⁠ ͜⁠ ⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಡ.

Totl and Mugwort rarely are in contact with Nester and Easter. Though, both do try their best but due to stress, Mental health and their work, they barely have the time to. D:

I mean, Mugwort will try and visit the two brothers here and there but that's like once a month or so. The trio hasn't met the Wobbles (the OW group), but does hear slight bits about them from Nester. Easter often complains about them.

There were a few incidents Easter had with the group, whenever meeting them. Mostly towards Genzou and Iggy, which led to Nester leaving Easter at home whenever invited to Bucks Barbeque or anywhere the wobbles were at.

I am considering trying to make a small itty bitty fanfiction bout this AU, especially when I have so many ideas for it. :3

So many. 😶

As I said before, it's heavily still in W.I.P, so there might be a few touch-ups here and there.

Random thoughts/rant;

I wished I had downloaded Tumblr ages ago. Tbh, I downloaded Deviantart first since I wanted to show a few of my art online back in bout 2022.

Obviously, it was slow going when I posted my first few fanwork of 'Poppy Playtime', until I got my first follower. Excitement filled me til they had DM me, asking if I know 'Fnaf anime girls' thingy (if you know, you know...).

I told them I didn't ,(before I searched up what the hell it was), and after I told them, they recommended some... inappropriate content that I should draw and how it would gain me more views/followers. I told them that my account is only to make Parody and bad humour content of random fictional characters but they continued on for a week... 😞

So, I did what I did, I reported them and deleted the dang app, never to touch it ever since. 🫠

Day 1:

I played Our Wonderland back around February.

A good friend of mine and I were talking about the topic of visual novels recommend that I should play Our Wonderland. They introduced me to some of the characters and I shrugged and said, "I'll play it one day" since I was already busy with my electives and other subjects.

Unfortunately, I got sick for three/two?? weeks which sucks. I felt worse each day that it got to one point that I felt crippled in bed. (Sorry. Bad joke 😅)

Due to me not being able to sleep sometimes, I would play on my phone. However, my phone was dead one night so I played on my laptop. Most of the games I downloaded felt lame and that's when I tried Our Wonderland.

When I first played it I was like;

"alright, after the first playthrough, I'll go to sleep."

Which was when I started playing Arc 1. My fucking god. It was the best experience of my life. I already posted a whole ass rant about how the first ARC already put me into tears and emotional turmoil and how I felt so stupid that it was just the ending of ONE SINGULAR ARC.

And now for the 2nd part of my anniversary celebration... 30 Days of Our Wonderland! A set of silly and/or thought-provoking prompts about the game and chars for a full month of OW!

I'll be answering them each day. Feel free to join in if you want to! Either creating your own posts or reblogging this one, etc. I'll be using the hashtag #30DaysofOW for all of my answers.

Random thoughts;

I want to make a visual novel..

😞💦

Sexual Assault Awareness.

Warning; Mentions of Sexual Assault and Harassment + discrimination towards both sexs/genders. (and a very angry rant)

It's April which means it's Sexual Assault Awareness month! Honestly, it's fucking disappointing and sad to see people getting sexually assaulted every year..

Strangers, Teachers, Friends, Family. People can get sexually assaulted at any time and place.

The excuse of clothing is shameful and disgusting.

"Oh, maybe because you revealed too much skin-"

NOT. A. GOOD FUCKING REASON. The fact that people, who are supposed to be the ones protecting their loved ones, even take the sexual harassers side. Sadly, on socials, I've seen many young adults get asked the same question whenever they open up about the assault.

What's more sickening is that people even joke about Sexual Assault. Not good enough. Shame on you. People actually have to bear the moments of helplessness and silence during those traumatic moments, and people think it's funny.

Hell, even people at a young age have to go through traumatic shit like that!

The worst part is that the predator gets away. I read in an article about a man, who had sexually assaulted a 12-year old girl, walks away with no charges. How?

Because he excused his actions by saying;

"I thought she was 15."

HOW FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THAT!?!?

I'm so fucking pissed on how many people would let predators like that walk freely. It's so fucking bullshit that the Government won't do anything about it.

It's also sad to see that the sexually assaulted victims get discriminated against for what they've survived through. Both male and females. It's also sad to see that most people antagonized men who had been sexually assaulted...

"why didn't you fight back?"

If you were in their position, you would understand. But you weren't, so shut the fuck up.

In conclusion of all of this, I just wish that whoever was reading this, to have a safe day. 🩵

If U want to learn more about the Sexual Assault Awareness month, click here.

Random Thoughts:

I am still surprised that I played Our Wonderland for free..

Like, before I even downloaded Our Wonderland, I was like; 'ah, a Queer visual novel with problematic 30 year Olds going into Wonderland? Sounds interesting enough. This would be a piece of cake-"

Bro, Our Wonderland touched yet beat up my heart like there's no fucking tomorrow. I HAVEN'T EVEN CRIED AT A VISUAL NOVEL (only internally BUT NOT OUTSIDE) UNTIL PLAYING OUR WONDERLAND.

Like the characters!?!??!?!? The plot!?!? The humour- 🫶👌- THE ANGST!?!? AND DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE ENDING. LIKE I WAS FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT WHEN IGGY WISHED HE NEVER EXISTED. I'M LIKE; "WAIT, WHAT, NO, NO, NO," until I saw that it wasn't actually the end of the game- just the arc.

BUT GOD FUCKING DAMN IT. THE ENDINGS AT EACH ARC WAS LIKE KNIVES STABBING INTO MY HEART-

And when I finally finished Our Wonderland. I slowly laid back down on my bed and cried both tears of joy and sadness-

Like, I played that visual FOR FREE. WTF.

Also, when first playing it, I thought Cecil was like an alternate emo version of Iggy-

Anywhizzle, that's all of my yapping.

R.i.p five tissue boxes, for sacrificing their lives while I played Our Wonderland.

🤧😞🫡🥀

Aftermath of this question...

Kids, do NOT eat three bags of sour patch kids, two bags of skittles and some other sweets...I freaking spent half of my day throwing up, having a large sore stomach and being in pain. ALSO don't drink Monster after eating all of that... It makes it even worse. 😞

IMAGINE THIS (and I'm totally not on a sugar rush after eating three bags of sour patch kids, two bags of skittles, two slices of cake and cupcakes)

IMAGINE THE AKWARDNESS IN ARC 3 IF IGGY WAS A VEGAN XDDD.

In one of the scenes (the dinner scene yum yum), when Orlam revealed the lovely cooked meat (*coughs* Gennyzuo) and out of the blue, and somehow not seeing the orange beanie of his pookie, Iggy would tell Orlam;

"Ah, sorry. I don't eat meat. I'm vegan" <3

AND ORLAM WOULD BE SITTING THERE WITH HIS BROW RAISED THEN LOOK AT THE COOKED MEAT THAT HE HAD PERSONALLY PREPARED FOR IGNATIUS. AND IGGY WOULD JUST SIT THERE IN CONFUSION OF ORLAM'S DISCOMBOBULATED EXPRESSION SINCE HE PROBABLY WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO THE MEAT, ORRRR IGGY WOULD WATCH ORLAM EAT THE MEAL HE HAD PREPARED FOR IGGY WHILE ORLAM'S LIKE;

'I killed that blind-horse ass bastard, only for Iggy to be a fucking vegan..."

Orrr, Orlam would probably convince that the Genzou meat is somehow vegan.

SORRY FOR THE CAPS, THRIVING ON MONSTER WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HONESTLY PLANNING ON DRAWING THIS IDEA VERY SOON. (BY VERY SOON I MEAN AFTER A WEEK (AND BY AFTER A WEEK, PROBABLY AFTER A MONTH-)))

HELP??? 🤣

LOL this is very funny though I'll be real that I don't think Iggy saying he's vegan would stop Orlam in any way, it's more about the shared symbolism of taking back power than about the eating itself fhfjdjd also have you seen that face he makes during that scene that is not the face of a man in his right mind who is going to listen to anyone... 🤣🤣🤣

if anything if Iggy tried to pull something like that it would probably lead to a similar game over with Orlam becoming convinced that iggy is purposely trying to play him for a fool 🤔

"The Barbeque"

OMFG.

When I first played Our Wonderland and when this magnificent scene had begun, it was another thing that touched my heart. Got me a little bit of Deja Vu.

The barbeque, I mean. When I was a little demonic gremlin, me and my cousins would run around the backyard while the adults talk and smoke. Often, me and my cousins would jump on the trampoline or would often make horror stories (One of them managed to convince me that old porcelain dolls lived in the walls. Hah, the memories).

Now, all (totally) matured teens we are, we still talk. Not that much as I slightly lost connection with them but still talking.

Anyways, enough of my memory lane. I guess that the Barbeque scene was just- warm- touching to my weird heart. Maybe because the barbeque was a nice reunion for the group. Huh. Reunion. Maybe that's why it touched my heart.

That and also why I felt...envious?? Jealous, that despite what they're going through, they reunited over some nice barbeque. I can't even reunite with my friends without them bringing up past problems, without me being the middle of their shit. Whenever I try to reunite them over anything. Even after my group had broken up into two, whenever I talk with one of them they would just say; "Oh, are you that selfish?" or "Do I not matter to you?" or "You can do way much better than hanging out with them." It's my decision on who I hang out with and who I don't hang out with. It's my choice if I want to stop hanging out with one or not. Like, I don't fucking care, it's my choice, why can't they fucking take a no for an answer? That I'm my own person and not some character from some twisted drama show?

But besides my enviousness of the barbeque scene. It really gives a nice introductions to the characters, how they act to one another but what I like most was the presentation of Hunar(Humar? Sorry for my misspelling) and Bucks relationship and how both of them react/deal with their unready . I love how Carrot had showed that Bucks wasn't ready or ready to be a mother (yet), showing how Bucks had dealt with the situation, which and sadly, she dealt quite negatively, neglecting Saydie and avoiding the problem. When arguing with Hunar, she had suggested giving their infant daughter whiskey to shut her up but when her friends were coming over, she had bought a new grill for the barbeque reuninon.. Hunar, who, even though wasn't prepared nor ready to be a father (just like Bucks), took the responsibility of taking care of Saydie, which in my point of view and my opinion, was the only one taking care of Saydie and also the only one trying to keep their marriage upgoing and stable. Instead of Hunar staying silent and letting Bucks do her thing (which I sadly keep seeing on SOME visual novels/books *cutely sighs*), he confronted her about the problem, telling her off for her irresponsibility, her neglection towards Saydie and how she rarely been at home for dinner and shit.

Honestly, if @just-a-carrot didn't add the barbeque scene after the small prologue, I would've gone;

'that's a wrap. I'll play this tomorrow!', then would've proceed to not play it for a week- (totally not me who spent one whole day on ARC 1 and balling my eyes out at the end)

LIKE SERIOUSLY THOUGH. How they expressed the types of relationship the group has for each other in their 30s, it's like fucking icing on a rich red velvet cake. (YES RED VELVET IS MY FAVOURITE FLAVOUR SWEETS, BITE ME). Like how Genzou still bullies Orlam, how Orlam improved his game (by game I mean getting laid-), how Gidget is trying to be perfect, Bucks becoming a momm- I MEAN, becoming a tough (anger issue??) woman. I WOULD CONTINUE RANTING BUT IT'LL FUCKING BECOME LIKE THE FNAF LORE BOOK. Ty, for whoever read this.

"Not sorry."

Genzou would watch as blood pours out of Iggy’s earlobes and eyelids. He continued to struggle against the two rabbit guards' grip.

“I’M SORRY!! ORLAM, STOP!! PLEASE STOP, I’M SORRY!!!” Genzou loudly begged as tears continued to stream down his cheeks. He could hear the two guards holding him, chuckling underneath their breath. He watches as the life in Iggy’s blood stained eyes faded away. 

Genzou's struggles came to a pause as he looked at Iggy’s limp and motionless form. He couldn’t be…

He watches the ginger haired king release the motionless form of his white haired friend…his partner’s body slumped over as it was the chains that were stopping his body from falling onto the dirty ground.

“Iggs?..” Genzou quietly called out with a shaky voice. His usual cockiness was completely gone, broken, as he looked at the body in front of him.

“Iggy!?” Genzou called out once more but louder this time. He didn’t even notice his body trembling as he continued to look at the body of the man he was supposed to protect. The man he was supposed to love. The man he was supposed to hold every single night.

His thoughts were interrupted by a loud bark of laughter coming from the King of the land. Slowly, Genzou lifted up his head and looked up at Orlam. He never felt so much hatred against Orlam until now. Orlam looks down at the teary mess that Genzou had become.

“What’s the matter, Gennyzou? No more witty comments?” Orlam ‘playfully’ pinched Genzou’s cheek with a victorious grin. Genzou grimaced by Orlam’s touch as his gaze lays upon Iggy’s body once more. Just by looking at the once live body of the man he loves, faint memories of both past and present, the moments from last night left an ache in his heart…

How he held Iggy close to his body as they slept through the night.

His first kiss with the man he loved and had a crush on since High school...

The warmth he felt with Iggy close to him…

What a fucking moron. A shitty moron is what he is. An self-centred asshole who should've been the one to get tortured, to get killed . Not Iggy.

He was supposed to protect Iggy. What kind of person wouldn’t protect their partner? What kind of asshole leaves them vulnerable? 

I’m sorry…

Genzou quietly apologised as he continued to look at the pale, bloody burnt body of his white haired partner.

I’m so fucking sorry, Iggy…

Silence filled the area. That was until Orlam let out a small chuckle. He roughly grabbed both of Genzou’s cheeks and forced him to look up at him once more.

“Tell me, Genzou,”

Orlam trailed off for a brief moment as he mockingly wiped away the tears coming out of Genzou’s eyes.

“Are you still sorry?”

[ Fractured Loop #1: Poor Genzou should’ve been genuine to Orlam, should've been nicer. Oh well, at least Iggy isn't suffering anymore. Sadly, Genzou suffered a slow death as Orlam made sure his death was slow and painful. To remind Genzou of the pain he had made Orlam go through. It would be a lie if one say that Genzou died peacefully.]

Note: Idk y I wrote this. maybe because I have 2 tests this week. wish me luck UnU,