"Not Sorry."

"Not sorry."

"Not Sorry."

Genzou would watch as blood pours out of Iggy’s earlobes and eyelids. He continued to struggle against the two rabbit guards' grip.

“I’M SORRY!! ORLAM, STOP!! PLEASE STOP, I’M SORRY!!!” Genzou loudly begged as tears continued to stream down his cheeks. He could hear the two guards holding him, chuckling underneath their breath. He watches as the life in Iggy’s blood stained eyes faded away. 

Genzou's struggles came to a pause as he looked at Iggy’s limp and motionless form. He couldn’t be…

He watches the ginger haired king release the motionless form of his white haired friend…his partner’s body slumped over as it was the chains that were stopping his body from falling onto the dirty ground.

“Iggs?..” Genzou quietly called out with a shaky voice. His usual cockiness was completely gone, broken, as he looked at the body in front of him.

“Iggy!?” Genzou called out once more but louder this time. He didn’t even notice his body trembling as he continued to look at the body of the man he was supposed to protect. The man he was supposed to love. The man he was supposed to hold every single night.

His thoughts were interrupted by a loud bark of laughter coming from the King of the land. Slowly, Genzou lifted up his head and looked up at Orlam. He never felt so much hatred against Orlam until now. Orlam looks down at the teary mess that Genzou had become.

“What’s the matter, Gennyzou? No more witty comments?” Orlam ‘playfully’ pinched Genzou’s cheek with a victorious grin. Genzou grimaced by Orlam’s touch as his gaze lays upon Iggy’s body once more. Just by looking at the once live body of the man he loves, faint memories of both past and present, the moments from last night left an ache in his heart…

How he held Iggy close to his body as they slept through the night.

His first kiss with the man he loved and had a crush on since High school...

The warmth he felt with Iggy close to him…

What a fucking moron. A shitty moron is what he is. An self-centred asshole who should've been the one to get tortured, to get killed . Not Iggy.

He was supposed to protect Iggy. What kind of person wouldn’t protect their partner? What kind of asshole leaves them vulnerable? 

I’m sorry…

Genzou quietly apologised as he continued to look at the pale, bloody burnt body of his white haired partner.

I’m so fucking sorry, Iggy…

Silence filled the area. That was until Orlam let out a small chuckle. He roughly grabbed both of Genzou’s cheeks and forced him to look up at him once more.

“Tell me, Genzou,”

Orlam trailed off for a brief moment as he mockingly wiped away the tears coming out of Genzou’s eyes.

“Are you still sorry?”

[ Fractured Loop #1: Poor Genzou should’ve been genuine to Orlam, should've been nicer. Oh well, at least Iggy isn't suffering anymore. Sadly, Genzou suffered a slow death as Orlam made sure his death was slow and painful. To remind Genzou of the pain he had made Orlam go through. It would be a lie if one say that Genzou died peacefully.]

Note: Idk y I wrote this. maybe because I have 2 tests this week. wish me luck UnU,

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1 month ago
Day 8; CGs/scenes That Made You Cry Or Affected You Deeply.

Day 8; CGs/scenes that made you cry or affected you deeply.

I rambled about crying over a few OWs CGs however, I'll actually talk about the ones that either made me go through the five stages of grief or have an emotional breakdown.

The ending of Arc 1, brought back unpleasant memories. By that, I mean, the days I've spent in my room, the days I blamed myself for something I didn't even do and simply wishing that I never existed in the first place. Maybe everyone will be better off without me. Maybe.

In Arc 2, when it got to Gidgets scene in the bedroom. Even though Iggy tried to refuse/reject them, they continue on, harming Iggy, making him 'ugly' so that they can only have him. It really gave me the ick that I just saved the game before taking a breather.

It's hard to explain the emotions I felt in Arc 5, but Imma try anyways. :P

When Iggy confronted Bucks, making her remember. The flashbacks of the amount of times that people had called her a monster, even when she turned into an adult, I...I don't know why but I felt a hint of familiarity. I don't know if it's because of the fact that I've been labelled as a freak multiple times or maybe something that I can't really recall.

Although, when Iggy at the beginning of Arc 5 (not really), when he and Genzou were on the boat, he told Genzou that everything is his fault and how everyone is better off without him. It really tugged at my heartstrings that I literally had to take a moment to breathe AGAIN before continuing on.

At the end of Arc 5 though...Was honestly the best VN ending I have ever played/watched...Oh my fucking lord, the amount of times I cried when Iggy makes his own choices, how he finally chose for Himself! (I totally didn't get fooled by the fake choices-). I felt so much joy that tears were even flooding down my cheeks. I'm happy he chose for himself. It reminds me of how I finally freed myself from the prison I had created myself. The urge to please others and everyone.

Welp. That's all. -3-"

I'm going back to sleep.


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2 weeks ago

Me: I'm bored, I've done all of my school work. 😞

My brain; Draw 'corrupted' Genzou and Iggy.

Me: HELL YEAH.

Me: I'm Bored, I've Done All Of My School Work. 😞
Me: I'm Bored, I've Done All Of My School Work. 😞

Notes;

Yeah, in Genzou's Corrupted form(??) in the rough sketch, he's wearing a very fluffy yet silky sleeping robe(?), which is a little transparent (still a w.i.p). I was trying to go for a 'sleepy-forest-depresso-man'.

While, Iggy's Corrupted form in rough sketch, is supposed to represent the White King in the chessboard (but, didn't really. So. Yah). I was conflicted on giving Iggy a cape SOOO, I gave him a big ass jacket!!

I might colour these two rough sketches digitally soon or later lol.

+ Might draw a canonical version a-like for the two corrupted woobles.

++ Draw their small servants...


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2 months ago

OMFG SJKDKFKDKD THEY ALL LOOK SO CUTE!! The art style is so freaking amazing

A while ago I remembered I had art that I never shared mostly because of it being mostly me figuring out how to draw different body types and messing around with lighting. And it WAS so long ago that I touched this game. I recently played the last bit of arc 5 and suddenly, lo and behold, I’m here and present once more. Might as well share something while I suffer trying to learn animation! :)

A While Ago I Remembered I Had Art That I Never Shared Mostly Because Of It Being Mostly Me Figuring
A While Ago I Remembered I Had Art That I Never Shared Mostly Because Of It Being Mostly Me Figuring
A While Ago I Remembered I Had Art That I Never Shared Mostly Because Of It Being Mostly Me Figuring
A While Ago I Remembered I Had Art That I Never Shared Mostly Because Of It Being Mostly Me Figuring

I was very hesitant to even post these when I first made them if I’m being honest— I wasn’t even sure if I was able to since these were all scenes drawn in my style.

I love this game so much—


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1 month ago

Unfortunately, my little boy Ahmed still suffers from heart disease and pain due to holes in his heart. He also has eye problems as a result of being in the incubator and being exposed to artificial oxygen, which affected his eyes and caused eye problems. He needs two surgeries. Ahmed came after ten years through artificial insemination, but unfortunately the cost of the operation is very high. You are my only hope to save my child through donations and help so that we can perform the operation on Ahmed.

Unfortunately, My Little Boy Ahmed Still Suffers From Heart Disease And Pain Due To Holes In His Heart.
Unfortunately, My Little Boy Ahmed Still Suffers From Heart Disease And Pain Due To Holes In His Heart.

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2 weeks ago

If SOMEHOW Genzou gets corrupted in Wonderland, what would the reason (wish??) be?

I remember answering something similar to this a long time ago but I can't find it now ahhhh I do vaguely remember though

It was something where he would start hating himself so much that he'd just find a spot and lie down and never get back up so he can't hurt anyone anymore. And then over time the landscape would like actually start growing around and into him and he'd become a part of the woods. I have this visceral image of like a grove in the woods and he'd just be like half-grown into the wilderness and constantly sleeping and the others would like try to convince him to leave but he'd just lazily sleepily refuse


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1 month ago
Our Children In Gaza Are Facing A Famine That Is Affecting Their Health And Lives After The Crossings

Our children in Gaza are facing a famine that is affecting their health and lives after the crossings were closed and aid and food were prevented from entering.

Save my children

Help me

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1 month ago

A blind Olie and a hungry Orlam.🧡💛🧡💛

A Blind Olie And A Hungry Orlam.🧡💛🧡💛

Did I draw this after playing Easter? Of course I did.


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1 month ago
A Palestinian mother holds her injured child in a makeshift shelter in Gaza. Her eyes are filled with exhaustion and fear, while the child lies weakly in her arms, wrapped in a thin blanket. The surroundings are bleak—dusty floors, torn fabrics, and little sign of medical support. The mother’s expression is both protective and pleading, a silent cry for help. This image represents the unimaginable suffering of families caught in war. With hospitals overwhelmed and poverty widespread, children like this are left without treatment. In the wake of Pope Francis’s death, let this moment inspire compassion and urgent action to save lives.

With deep sorrow, we mourn the passing of Pope Francis—a man of peace, compassion, and unwavering humanity. His voice stood boldly for justice, and his heart was open to the suffering of people around the world, especially in Gaza. He prayed for my child, Qais, after he was injured in the war. Today, I humbly ask our Christian brothers and sisters: in honor of Pope Francis, please Donate to help save Qais. Let your gift be a gesture of love and mercy in his memory.

Pope Francis was a true beacon of solidarity:

1. He repeatedly spoke out against the violence in Gaza, calling for an end to the bloodshed and suffering of innocent civilians.

2. He showed deep empathy for Palestinian women, acknowledging their strength and pain as they endured unbearable conditions.

3. He reminded the world that every child, including those in Gaza, deserves safety, dignity, and care, regardless of borders or politics.

As we say goodbye to a spiritual father who stood with the oppressed, let us carry forward his legacy. I am just a mother trying to save her son. Your donation for Qais is not just charity—it is a tribute to Pope Francis's love for peace and justice. Even a small gift can help Qais get the treatment he needs. May your kindness be a blessing for his soul and a lifeline for my child.

Donate Now Here

With Deep Sorrow, We Mourn The Passing Of Pope Francis—a Man Of Peace, Compassion, And Unwavering Humanity.
With Deep Sorrow, We Mourn The Passing Of Pope Francis—a Man Of Peace, Compassion, And Unwavering Humanity.

Please stop ✋🚨 Pope Francis died today—you're the only hope to save a child’s life 😔😭

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1 month ago

Everyone listen and don't ignore me, I really need you to help me participate and donate. Today, bombs were dropped near our tent and my family and I were displaced to the north because of the violent bombing. We moved to a far place on foot while we were fasting and we did not find a safe place to sit in. We did not sleep except in the street. I need you. Donate Here

3 weeks ago
In Bad News, I'm Still Sick.

In bad news, I'm still sick.

In good news, I finally took the deep dive back into the remaster and made some decent progress already this weekend with 4 new CGs, 4 new sprites, and 3 more scenes redone with Iggy sprite.

I have a very tentative goal of being able to release a new alpha build up through Arc 2 before the end of the month, so we'll see if it happens. Normally, such a goal would be pretty easy for me, but I don't really want to fall behind on the comic... Also I now have to go into the office for work 2 days every week, so that essentially eliminates 2 days from getting much of anything done between less time and the sheer exhaustion. (And apparently getting me sick, too...)

At any rate, nothing is guaranteed, but at the very least, I'm quite enjoying jumping back in and am getting a lot of motivation and energy from it again, so that's a good thing! And I already feel like my expressions and composition have improved from all my comic work lol.


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