It's Not Anything Substantial. I Just Feel A Lot And Amount To No Satisfactory Resolution. It's So Stupid. I Know Less Than Nothing - Blog Posts

i have been thinking so much about gender transness in me or others. i have not been able to think about anything else. it's not anything substantial. i just feel a lot and amount to no satisfactory resolution. it's so stupid. i know less than nothing i hate every word i say and think and feeling i have. i dont understand anything meaningfully. i am a perpetrator of everything i hate.