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i was gonna stop posting until i shifted to my mp100 dr for more than two seconds but i had by far my weirdest shifting experience ever this morning and i NEED to talk about it or i'll die
i got to the void state this morning? idgaf about the void state. i have never once intentionally tried to go. i had only just gone lucid in a dream and decided to practice teleporting and instead ended up in the void
it was like 4:30 am atp and i'm exhausted and not fully comprehending the situation (i didn't even realize i got to the void until like. seven) i just start thinking "hmm im not in my dream anymore i should probably start saying affirmations now" so i do and i start getting this gut feeling that something is happening. this starts making me freak out but the more time goes on the more i have a sense of feeling "right"; like i'm meant to be doing what i'm doing, if that makes sense?
and THEN i suddenly feel like i've been lifted up by a fucking tornado and i'm being thrown around in the air. i felt like i was in a washing machine or a blender or something. and this wasn't just for a few seconds- i assume my sense of time was probably skewed but this went on for like a whole minute 😠i usually don't pay that much attention to symptoms but literally why. people act like the void state is so peaceful why was i put in the human blender
and then i immediately fell back asleep 💔 i ended up waking up to my alarm in my CR at 6 am. part of me wants to try that again just to see what happens but the other part of me doesn't really wanna experience the torment nexus again; guess i'll just see if i go lucid tonight and go from there.