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There is an elderly man in my neighborhood who lives right next to where I park my car and he’s very proper and polite so I always wave hello to him whenever I see him sitting on his porch, and apparently he saw my mom outside the other day and told her about how nice and polite I was and how much he appreciated me talking to him.

That was really nice to hear and made me happy, because I like being polite to people, but I also realized that this means that every time I park there and get out of my car I have only JUST turned off my Lemon Demon playlist before opening my car door and am probably thinking about the little gay people who live in my brain and this very nice old man (who wears a very nice brimmed hat btw) has no idea what magnitude of shenaniganery I am getting up to behind the scenes….

Just took my prescription for the first time in like months and damn unfortunately

the medical doctor with years of experience in my specific condition was right

I do need the pills they recommended.

My brain is back online again.

Guess I’ll have to get back to the mage (exhausted underpaid pharmacy tech) who relieves my malady (literal diagnosis of top 1% severe adhd) and take the potions (Adderall) from the apothecary (Costco pharmacy) until the end of days.

you guys ever wish headphones could connect to your tv?? like…i want the headphone immersion with my big screen, especially when im high and movie soundtracks are the best thing ever but i want pretty pictures :(

Tw bug

Praying mantis

I did my first pinning of a bug! Just gotta wait for them to dry out! :3 if anyone has more info lmk

(TW: part 2.2 of the update news)

WELPPPP SPEAKING ABOUT MY MOM'S NEW JOB

SHE HAVE A ANOTHER JOB THAT'S INVOLVED THE MARY KAY AROUND PENNSYLVANIA @^@

FUCK YEAH Y'ALL >:3

Anyways for a reminder that I'll have a birthday party (PS: that's involved the horror movie series theme) coming up until June 14th for getting started @-@"

(TW: DRAMA FROM MY MOM'S WORK + LOST JOB AND UNEMPLOYED)

WTF YA PEOPLE FROM MY MOM'S WORK!

Welp last friday, my mom got fired from her work for no reasons or some false information reasons but she haven't done anything wrong bro >m<

She have been worked at Turkey hill for almost 11 damn years and SHE WAS IN HER MID 40S (44 ABOUT BE 45 UNTIL OCTOBER 2025 THIS YEAR BRO!!)

AS THE PEOPLE WHOEVER SAW IT IN FACEBOOK, THANK YOU WHOEVER REACHED OUT TO HER PERSONALLY

Unlike someone whoever fired her

. . .FUCK THEM! 💢

Anyways good thing she's fine but i smelled signs of exhaustion nor stress from her which i founded out that there were false information that wasn't happening at her work during some paperwork that she have to do (ya know getting the jobs done) which she's 24 years older than me ;–;"

and some hopes for many blessings and hugs there 🥺😭

(PS: AS I'M AFRAID THAT I WOULD RATHER NOT SHOW HER NAME THERE SO YEAH ;-;)

HEYO, GOT MEH NAILS DONE ONCE AGAIN >m<

Half blue from the right hand and half black from the left hand which it's GIVING ME Dabi vides :3

Welppp happy autism awareness day for the people whoever have autism and were autistic like me -m-" :>

(TW: UPDATE + JOB EMPLOYED + HIRED)

GUESS WHAT Y'ALL, MY MOM FINALLY GOT A JOB AT BOYER'S FOOD MARKET AFTER WEEKS OF UNEMPLOYED BUT THEY'RE ABOUT GAVE HER AN SCHEDULE Y'ALL YEY :3

Anyway Happy international trans day of visibility for the trans people in this server >:3

welp except I'm not trans irl except I'm tomboy and the trans ally for that and i knew some people between irl and online that were trans female and trans male lol

;^;

ANYWAYS MEH TRANS AUTISTIC SILLY BABIES FOR Y'ALL. . . . FROM THIS - ↓

↑ - 1. Majin Reni - 🩷🏳️‍⚧️🍫🍨🍭🍬 - (Trans Female)

↑ - 2. Rei - ❤️🏳️‍⚧️☕🫖🍜🥣 - (Trans Female)

↑ - 3. Seru - 💚🏳️‍⚧️☕🍩🧁🍫 - (Trans Male)

(TW: DRAMA FROM MY MOM'S WORK + LOST JOB AND UNEMPLOYED)

WTF YA PEOPLE FROM MY MOM'S WORK!

Welp last friday, my mom got fired from her work for no reasons or some false information reasons but she haven't done anything wrong bro >m<

She have been worked at Turkey hill for almost 11 damn years and SHE WAS IN HER MID 40S (44 ABOUT BE 45 UNTIL OCTOBER 2025 THIS YEAR BRO!!)

AS THE PEOPLE WHOEVER SAW IT IN FACEBOOK, THANK YOU WHOEVER REACHED OUT TO HER PERSONALLY

Unlike someone whoever fired her

. . .FUCK THEM! 💢

Anyways good thing she's fine but i smelled signs of exhaustion nor stress from her which i founded out that there were false information that wasn't happening at her work during some paperwork that she have to do (ya know getting the jobs done) which she's 24 years older than me ;–;"

and some hopes for many blessings and hugs there 🥺😭

(PS: AS I'M AFRAID THAT I WOULD RATHER NOT SHOW HER NAME THERE SO YEAH ;-;)

OOOOOOOOOOOO MEH BIOLOGICAL DAD GAVE ME A CHEESECAKE :3

THX DADA <3

HELL YEAH ROUND 2 OF WATCHING WICKED PART 1 >:3

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(PS: YES HI, I'M FINALLY AT HOME FROM MY STEP DAD'S PARENTS' HOME 😭)

UPDATE:

YO DUDES AND DUDETTLES

IRL SERU HERE AND I GOT THESE MOTHERFUCKING NAILS DONE ONCE AGAIN BUT FIRST HAPPY FIRST DAY OF SPRING AND THIS TIME IT'S INVOLVED CHEERY BLOSSOMS WITH THE BLACK COLOR THERE >:3

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GOT MEH NAILS DONE ONCE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME MORE GREEN WITH SKULLS AND BITCHES I'M STILL DEFYING GRAVITY LOL 😂

BUT MOSTLY IT GAVE ME SOME IRISH+SCOTTISH PIRATE+LEPRECHAUN VINES BRO LOL 🤣 /Autistic silly :]

GOT MEH NAILS DONE ONCE AGAIN BUT THIS TIME MORE GREEN WITH SKULLS AND BITCHES I'M STILL DEFYING GRAVITY LOL 😂

BUT MOSTLY IT GAVE ME SOME IRISH+SCOTTISH PIRATE+LEPRECHAUN VINES BRO LOL 🤣 /Autistic silly :]

Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.

This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.

I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.

Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.

I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.

Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.

Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.

Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.