Today's Stream Is Gonna Be A Bit Depressing.
Today's stream is gonna be a bit depressing.
This week has been genuinely harsh to me and mom, but today we had found out that a lot of our things back at the old house I had mentioned before is officially gone.
I barely held it together after hearing that, but on stream I ended up getting emotional while explaining what happened.
Im sorry to everyone that watches my streams to relax and get away from your own harsh realities, I just needed to express my deep sadness of losing a lot of items i might never get back. Some that had been given to me by my dad, such as books and knives he used to collect.
I genuinely don't know what to do anymore and after this week, I don't think I ever will. Im tired. I just want to rest and stop fighting what is just a losing battle with life.
Currently on stream im just trying to do a quick edit on the minecraft vod on youtube and pulling up a video for chat to watch so you guys don't have to sit there and hear my sniffling the whole time.
Hopefully I can bounce back from this but we will see tomorrow.
Thank you for reading and in sorry for bringing down the mood on stream.
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Gonna be a wee bit late!
Was doing a scan on my computer and its taking it's time going through the 90%'s >:|
SO SOME ASSHOLE GOT HOLD OF MY PHONE AND CHANGE ALL MY CONTACT NAMES, ICONS AND RINGTONES TO THIS FUCKING THING
SO NOW WHENEVER I GET A CALL MY PHONE THINKS IT’S BEING ALL CUTE LIKE “it is a mystery >O>” FUCK YOU MAN
Will be a bit late to the stream!
My computer is giving me so much sass today! >:T
Not done with editing the video, but the full Silent Hill one video had about 8ish hours worth of stream footage as a whole.
After cutting it all up, that has been shrunken down to about 2-3 hours worth.
Don't know when the vid will be done but at least I managed to get it shorter. My computer thanks me c:
GASSPPPPP BLUEEEEE
KIKIIIIIIIIIIIII HAI HAI HAI!!! (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o))) I’ve missed your chaotic energy 🥹❤️❤️❤️
*waddles forward*
Once again, im gonna be a bit late to streaming tonight orz
Puking and shitting
It’s Spooky Month 🎃
Time for the return of the Succubus costume uwu✨
Hello, Blue! Can you tell Dys on discord that he sucks toes? Hope you're doing well! uwu
No, cuz he will take my snacks away and I worked very hard to steal those ( V~V )
Also I'm doing ok, thank you Anon! C:
