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if you choose the ‘friends with benefits’ past with e, would that have been before the mc lost their memories and thus doesn’t remember e, but e would remember them?

YES!!! ALL FOR THAT SWEET SWEET ANGST!

and ahem, indeed the MC had a mutually beneficial relationship with E. before losing their memories. Needless to say E. would NOT be happy knowing what happened to MC, even though it has been kept under wraps for years now. So you can expect some drama there hehe

“Within the depths of my being, a haunting familiarity lingers. Dread intertwines desire with uncertainty, and I wonder. Who are you?

Name : Nikita

Age : He is in his mid thirties

Height : 6’1

Appearance : Graceful, refined, and sophisticated: you’ll never see Nikita without a small, knowing smile gracing his porcelain face, accentuating his dark, knowing green eyes. Overall, he is rather monochrome, wearing your usual black suit, white-button up, and black tie tailor-made to fit his towering form of 6'1" and match his neatly cut black hair, which is often swept to the side to fall over his left eye (which if you look closely enough to, reflects a crescent moon). And if that wasn’t already enough to make everyone and their mother fall for him, he also likes to wear form-fitting slim black gloves. Additionally he has a scar, a very long and jagged scar that wraps around their left blade and trails all the way down their back in a zig-zagged fashion right down to their tailbone. And a long scar running across his throat.

Personality : Nikita is a very complex individual to deal with, who can be described as a mix of childlike curiosity and mature behavior. He has a calm and relaxed demeanor, but can also be cold and ruthless. Nikita enjoys pushing people's buttons and is proud of his intelligence and attractiveness. He is a skilled manipulator and cannot be trusted completely. He enjoys playing mind games with the inmates, taunting and provoking them relentlessly for some sort of reaction, anything to amuse him. He may act nice to everyone but cares for no one, will gladly climb on the back of others to reach his goal yet breaks at the slightest negative criticism. Will act like nothing's wrong as someone's bleeding all over him, and completely lacks warmth and humanity yet acts like it's his greatest traits. He is known for being flirtatious and enjoys the reactions of others. Nikita is sophisticated and unpredictable, having experienced a lot in his long life.

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Likes : lily of the valley, baking cakes, pranking the inmates, stargazing, music boxes, dry fruits (especially walnuts), reading ancient epics, eye pleasing visuals

Dislikes : rude people (the irony), the ocean, getting screamed at, criticisms, potatoes, humans in general, responsibilities, weak people (basically those who can't protect themselves)

Pet peeves : crying, shoes on the bed, obnoxious cracking of body parts, smell of blood (he's used to it, yet it still irks him to an extent)

Trivia :

tends to get hiccups whenever stressed or angry

shit talks everyone to anyone who listens. you see that guy? yeah his breathe smells like rotten potatoes, that girl over there? yeah her hair looks like a cat's balls.

unexpectedly Nikita despises physical contact, which is why he is always seen wearing gloves and if possible chooses not to touch anyone unless absolutely necessary

I love the story concept🥰😘😘😘 are there any fun facts about mc 💖😍😍😗😘

OMG IM SO SORRY I DIDN'T SEE THIS ASK UNTIL NOW- PLEASE FORGIVE ME I SWEAR I DIDN'T MEAN TO IGNORE THIS UNTIL NOW 😭

As for the facts, here are some!

Canonically, the MC is ambidextrous. But they're also a very terrible artist (can make even a stick figure look disfigured)

Has an insane tolerance towards alcoholic beverages and poisons

They're also very competitive (can make even walking a competition if that was possible)

MC is missing a couple of their nails on both hands (possibly has something to do with their past)

Is a notoriously light sleeper, even the slightest sound of a door swinging open will wake them up

Gonna go for The Count(ess) because I am colorblind so I can't see those red flags, baaaay-beh!! Also I think MC will benefit from "belonging" to someone. <3 All my MCs are tetherless lost individuals who want to love and loved and taken care of, so the Count(ess) is EXACTLY their type.

Hahaha i'll pretend I'm colourblind just like you and ignore all the red flags blaring around them 🤓 and awwww they sound so sad but lovable 🥺 Im sure the Count/Countess would love to love and cherish them like their baby (they have a thing for sugar babies I tell ya)

Can I just say your writing is so good and so aesthetically nice to look at and read?? The vibes are immaculate.

Awwwww thank you so much 😊🙏 I hope you continue enjoying my writing in the future too 😀

I'm gonna fucking bodyslam Leo I swear to god. How dare you create someone so fine for no reason. :')

Huhhuhuhuh all according to my plans 👀 and I'm glad that you like her! <3 (even tho she's kinda a red flag-)

eve, do you answer nsfw asks too?

I do! :)

"To say you belong to me is an oversimplification. You are the nexus of my possessive inclination, the echo of my desires, a possession that resonates with every beat of my heart."

Name : Leo (alias)

Age : She is in her early thirties

Height : 5’7

Appearance : Leo stands at 5’7”, with flawless, slightly wavy hair that falls in golden strands resembling real gold down her waist. She has striking crimson eyes that reflect butterflies in them, often accentuated by her ruby-red earrings. Her skin is almost like a marble statue in its perfection, being unblemished and smooth. Befitting of her high status, Leo is almost always seen in tasteful, expensive elegant dresses in various shades of black trimmed in gold with butterfly motifs.

Personality : Within the social circle of elites, Leo is nothing if not a perfectly well-mannered lady of high class. She carries herself with all the elegance and composure of a noble-rarely raising her voice, having perfect manners. However, even though she acts cold as ice on the outside, she has an extremely calming and soothing aura around her. People have always described her as having a surreally calm aura that just puts people at ease, no matter the situation, making them let down their guards. Big mistake. Behind her tender smiles and gentle words, lies a viciously cruel individual. Leo is very cunning, having developed the ability to deceive and manipulate others in order to obtain what she wants. She has absolutely no qualms toying with the emotions of other individuals and throwing them away when she's done playing with them, seeing humans as nothing but her pawns. While she is always poised and mellow voiced, she is also able to cut others with her sharp words.

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Likes : Chess, glass paintings, roses (especially the red ones), reading books, sweets

Dislikes : dead flowers, disobedience, mistakes, noisy/loud people, pda, rainy days

Pet peeves : bad public manners, being interrupted when speaking, slow walkers

Trivia :

she used to play piano and would often practice ballet in solitude, but abandoned them soon after becoming a Master

she has hyperosmia, meaning she has an acute sense of smell. can be easily suffocated by strong smells, so all of her scented items – shampoo, conditioner, perfume, etc. – aren’t very strongly scented

is ambidextrous, meaning she can use both hands in perfect unison

G is gonna be such a fun ride! Please facts about rancorous babe?

Sure! Some fun facts about them;

G is a notorious kleptomaniac. They can't seem to keep their hands off any shiny thing they lay their eyes on

Is very weak to crying. They may act all tough and macho but the sight of someones tears seems to soften them up slightly

Has a 'pet rock' that they keep on themselves all the time. Apparently they aren't emotionally capable of keeping a living pet.

Allergic to the sun

I'm really interested to see where this book is gonna go also will there be any poly routes for the count/the countess

Hmmm unfortunately not, primarily because the Count/Countess is notoriously possessive over their belongings (in this case the MC) so they won't take kindly to sharing them with anyone, regardless of the other parties power. But hey atleast they're loyal? 😁

OMG Im so so sorry guys for the slow updates guys 😔🙏 I was planning to be release all the RO's profiles on the weekends but something came along so I couldn't

But they'll be up soon so be on the look out for them 😉

Also thank you so much for helping me reach 800 followers guys ❤️ (I never thought I'd get so many so im kinda feeling the pressure there hehe) also I'll be replying to the asks soon so feel free to send me as many as you want 🤠

Just wanted to say I'm loving these profile posts and also I hope exams aren't/ weren't too stressful! ♥️

Hello! 🤗 Thank you so much letting me know about that you like the ro profiles, I'm very glad to know that you enjoy them! And yes although the exams were kinda stressful I managed to pull through (somehow 😭)

I hope you have a great day ahead of you! <3

"Behind those glares, I sense the weight of my misdeeds. Does my reflection in your eyes carry the burden of our unspoken discord?"

Name : Twenty

Age : They are in their mid twenties

Height : 5’6

Appearance : Twenty stands at 5’6” with elegant, beautiful features contrasting their hatred for you. They possess pale, silken white hair and crystalline eyes, with female Twenty having icy sky-blue eyes and male Twenty having fiery pinkish-red eyes. Female Twenty has longer hair that spills down her back, somehow kept meticulously straight despite her living conditions. Male Twenty has spikier hair trailing just past his nape often tied back in a half-ponytail.

Personality : Twenty is rather best described as timid but blunt. They're often honest, unfiltered and sarcastic, something people don't particularly like about them, but hey, they could care less if the whole world hated them, because they hate it just the same. They're often seen as narcissistic and petty, to the exact point that you can describe as a god complex. They hate being inferior and they hate it when they’re looked down upon or insulted despite them doing the same. Often described as an egomaniac, as stated above they have a deep hatred for being inferior so most of the time they’re manipulative and would occasionally bring people who make them feel inferior down, just so they can show that they are better or that they’re, in any way, superior. Don't get me wrong, Twenty is mature enough to not just fight with random people they don't like, but they’ll be judging them, ridiculing them from afar, or hell even making their life hell if they wanted. But despite that they're calm and collected most of the time, they'll only do so if they're provoked or feel threatened.

Background : The Subject’s traces can be found way back in the Libra District, where they resided in one of the more impoverished sectors. Subject has had a history of gang violence and been arrested multiple times on charges of scams and robbery. Not much is known about their background other than the fact that they have siblings stationed in the [DATA REDACTED] District. The Subject was sentenced to life in prison to Tartarus for allegedly conspiring with the terrorists responsible for the Infinity Plaza Terror attack five years ago.

Likes : Eye pleasing visuals, literature, good food (not the trash they're served in Tartarus), their self care routine

Dislikes : The scent of blood, overly curious people, irrational people, those who think they're better than them, the shitty canteen dog food (as they call it)

Pet peeves : gets annoyed by repetitive noises e.g. tapping or own clicking, when people eat with their mouths wide open

Trivia :

they have hyperthymesia or highly superior autobiographical memory (HSAM), a condition where one can remember even the smallest of life experiences in vivid detail

a slow eater; they like to savor their food so it usually takes like thirty minutes to get a simple meal for themself done.

sleepwalks a lot, can be found sitting by the edge of a balcony while asleep or by the canteens door, much to the night staffs dismay

is a firm believer of rock, paper, scissors. has never lost a game of rock paper scissors in their life

“Immortality feels more like a curse when you believe your very breathe is laced with ill fortune. I, the shepherd of tragedy, carry the heavy knowledge that my touch may be more of a curse than blessing.

Name : Caesar

Age : He is in his mid thirties

Appearance : Caesar is a tall, imposing man of 6’3”. Everything about him is monochrome – from his dark blue eyes and messy tousled gray hair, black eyepatch over his right eye, pale, almost ashen skin, and all-black outfit. Befitting of his battle-hardened gaze, he boasts a well-toned, muscular body that is often hidden by his clothes but is no doubt scarred. Caesar is half blind, having lost his right eye to a terrorist attack five years ago.

Personality : Caesar is a very charming and sweet person, albeit a little clumsy and awkward around crowds. He’s sharp and his experiences as a commander has given him enough skill to deal with troublesome people. Despite being a workaholic who works overtime to the point of sleeping in his office and not returning home for days, Caesar is a neat freak. He does not tolerate disorder at all and will actively try to tidy things up even if not required. Around his friends Caesar may be a sweetheart and charming commander, but during duty he is cold, cruel and calculative. He shows no mercy towards law breakers and delinquents and will not hesitate to execute the more serious offenders on the spot by the authority given to him by the Master of the 5th District. Yet underneath his tough exterior lies a broken man with a past filled with death. His apparent immortality has made him believe that he is the bearer of death and misfortune. His silent self loathing of himself doesn't help the issue as well, making him a highly dyfunctional yet sophisticated individual to deal with.

Background : Not much information can be acquired on this individual as all data is heavily regulated and censored. All that is known to the public is that he came from an upper middle class family from the 5th District. The subject joined the FAE (Framework Against Evil) at the age of 18. The family went bankrupt soon after following an acquisition of their business by the Quinn Industries. The subject is a widower with a single daughter, age 10. Remaining data cannot be retrieved.

Likes : Gardening, his job, pastries, white roses, reading, the sun

Dislikes : Darkness, failure, disorder, unnecessary skin contact

Pet peeves : Interrupters, people who beat around the bush unnecessarily, bad public manners

Trivia :

Adores tea; literally needs to have someone swap it out with water so he doesn’t end up getting no sleep with how much he drinks it on a daily basis.

Almost surprisingly, he likes to read storybooks as well–yes, like the type that young children read, because he finds them calming and entertaining.

Enjoys rainy days, but likes clear days a bit better as the sunrise and sunset are stunning to look at and watch

Hello guys! I will be offline for the next 2 weeks because of my college exams so I won't be able to answer your asks and requests, I hope you can excuse my absence 🫡😊

Staring at both the enemies-to-lovers route like 👀👀👀👀

👀👀👀👀👀 😽😁😜

RO’s favorite foods?

Because the cuisine of RTH is a little different from the normal world, I'll just use them as references for their ideal foods ☺️

Twenty - they prefer more sweeter foods (that are also healthy) over anything else. They have a big sweet tooth so their favourite foods will include desserts like strawberry pies, carrot cakes, cinnamon rolls and ice creams.

Nikita - he likes anything that has meat in it. Vegetables other than potatoes, capsicums and carrots are a big no go for him. Steaks, chicken katsu, lamb chops, kebabs and many more.

Victor/Vanessa - sweet and sour! Although not as classy as Nikita, they love eating tamarind chutney, sweet and sour chicken and sometimes oranges. Gotta stay healthy yknow

Emir/Evara - a true indian to the heart, E. likes to eat their food packed with all sorts of spices. Without that they'd probably starve to death. They love eating samosas, vada pavs, momos, butter chicken, and tandoori chicken. For desserts they vouch for a classic rasgulla over anything else.

Leo - they don't really have a preference for anything, as they have a rather particular taste in food. Neither too greasy nor too dry, not spicy yet not bland at all. However if one were to insist, they'd prefer a well done steak

Caesar - he's a simple guy. Some cheese sandwich will do :) working for the national defence force doesn't leave you with much time to cook good food. But he really liked the cheesecake his wife made that one time on his birthday. He tried to replicate it but couldn't do it

Gael/Gwendolyn - living in poverty and under constant surveillance doesn't give one much choice. They'll eat anything they get, but a nice juicy hamburger will do

In regards to G's kinks, are we giving or receiving? 😳

More probably recieving 🥵

Omg please please please tell me you took inspiration from Path To Nowhere, the signs are all there. Anyways, this is so cool already!

YES INDEED! another fellow PTN lover I see 🙈

whens the demo out??

oh it'll take a while for that :) mainly because of external factors like my college, exams and etc

When the MC gains better mastery of their power could we make every inmate forget that they hated the MC

Hmmm 🤔 possibly not. Otherwise they'd be too much OP 😞

What are the things the MC can do with their Conscious Manipulation?

Mhm other than altering and erasing other memories, nothing much. But there's no limit to what they can erase so it is possible for MC to make you forget how to walk, talk, eat and even breathe. Depending on one's experience and knowledge of the skill the effects can be either temporary or permanent.

You had me at slight yandere.. 😍

heh heh heh looks like I caught one more fish 🤭

What kind of Yandere is V btw? Or is it too spoilery then in that case, feel free to ignore^^

V is a mix of the love trope and shock trope, meaning that they are relatively harmless when compared to other yanderes. although not manipulative they can try to control their love interests (in this case MC) actions a little and also act (plus look) more threatning to those around MC, often loosing their cool during certain situations which can surprise anyone.

Hi! Is your IF perhaps inspired by Path to Nowhere? Cause I'm getting Nightingale, Cinnabar, Eirene, Shalom and Daemon vibes😂😂

Oop- looks like I got caught hehe 😁 and yes, kinda. You can say I was kinda inspired by Eirene and Demon for the Count/Countess and the Protector, mainly cause they carried me throughout the main story so I got attached to them XD dunno about Nightingale, Cinnabar and Shalom tho 🫠

Eve, you can have my heart, all the ro's are 🥵 may I please asks their kinks? we got a glimpse in the info but I need more.

Sure! The answers under the cut so it's NSFW ehehe- 🥵

1. Twenty - they're not really that kinky, mainly because they've repressed themselves their whole life, but have a slight tilt towards Praise Kink. They love being praised and complimented even if they don't want to admit it hehehe

2. Nikita - mf is a goddamn sadist, he loves Blood Play a LOT, and if the MC consents to it he might even try to drink their blood like some vampire (then kiss you with the same lips, ew)

3. Victor/Vanessa - They too have a Praise Kink, they love being complimented (especially by the MC) and will be get aroused quickly if the MC does many times

4. Emir/Evara - Blindfold play. They would love to see the MC absolutely begging for them on the bed while they tease them relentlessly the MC is close to tears

5. Leo - She's VERY kinky and has a thing for BDSM, especially sadism. As long as MC does not mind (even if they do, whose gonna stop her) that is, along with Bondage

6. Caesar - Among all the RO's, he's the least kinkiest of them all. I would say he doesn't have one in the first place, but under the MC's insistence he'd probably agree to Roleplay

7. Gael/Gwendolyn - Degradation and Breathe Play. That's all I can say, you can imagine the rest ;D

Hello! Are you going to do future posts about the ros, what they look like, race/ethnicity, their interests, brief background or can we ask for tht here?

Ofcourse! That's still under work so it may take a while (especially with their appearances) but yes it will be out after some time 😊

so.......mc can alter their own memories............either they did something that they themselves couldnt bare living with or they knew something that could get them fucking killed, so they got rid of it and tossed themselves into prison as a last ditch survival effort.....or im completely wrong and its a secret third or fourth thing! either way? i NEED to play this omg, i look forward 2 what u write!

OMG 😳 that's very close to what I've planned for them, p.s. saying anything further will put me on spoilers territory but I'll let you kno that it is indeed a very interesting theory 😝

You can continue to send theories my way I love reading them! 🤗

The Master and the Count/Countess ('Countless' in the intro btw) got me like: GRRRRR BARK WOOF BARK BARK WOOF BARK??

Ahaha I'm glad that you like them so much! 😳🥰 Please continue to shower them your love 😘 and who knows they might appreciate it some day 😉

Hi! How're ya doin? Would you be ok with RO ask? Scenario and NSFW asks too? Just wanted to know the boundaries and what you're comfortable with!^^

Have a good day/night!

Ofcourse! <3 feel free to ask me any kind of asks regarding the RO's! As long as the NSFW aren't too explicit I don't mind them :)