I May Or May Not Be Crying Super Extremely Hard - Blog Posts

I'm so sorry if this sounds terrible. but I feel extremely proud that my work made someone cry LMFAO

*＊✿❀ ❀✿*I can't handle change*＊✿❀ ❀✿ In the back of my mind, you died.*＊✿❀ ❀✿＊*Dallas Winston @dljcem (I love you)

Info: Slight xFem! Reader, Angst (sorry loves), Johnny died but Dally didn't (I love Johnny, don't come for me. I love them all. <3) (Also i've made angst before but never like this so I wanna know if I should continue making these?)

.・゜゜・ ・゜゜・．.・゜゜・ ・゜゜・．

Dallas Winston can't handle change.

And it wasn't a secret to anyone when you just walked into his life in a blink of his cold eyes.

Those once cold eyes softened by your touch, or the sound of your voice.

When Johnny died, you were by his side, watching him break into peices as he watched his best friend flatline.

And in that moment he felt cold. Any warmth he felt an hour ago was gone without a trace.

Dally Winston can't handle change.

Johnny Cade will live in the back of his mind forever. Even if he was gone, he liked to think he was still there.

Maybe if he showed him the right way, he would still be here.

He wanted to run away and change his name. There was nothing for him in Tulsa, Oklahoma.

Almost like the place he once called home as he walked the streets with his best friends was just a figment of his imagination.

Oh how he hated Tulsa, Oklahoma.

He hated it almost as much as he hated New York.

Johnny was like your little brother.

He was a distraction so you didn't have to see the bad in the world.

No amount of Two- Bit's jokes were gonna wash away the dried mascara from your cheeks.

Smoking cigarettes aren't the same anymore. They only remind you of Johnny.

But you still smoke only when you watch sunsets with Ponyboy.

You knew he tried. Johnny tried so hard to be just like Dallas Winston.

But thank God he didn't.

Because Dal Winston can't handle change.

But then again, can anyone handle change?

The answer to that question we will never know.

But everyone will know what happened that night in Tulsa, Oklahoma.

The burning tragedy of the innocent boy who ran into a church to save little kids.

The endless story of Tulsa, Oklahoma will be the talk of the town.

And Dallas Winston will walk the road, letting their words go in one ear and out the other.

Because they don't know his side of the story.

Mr tough guy can't handle change.

"Oh that is so pathetic" Yes, indeed it is.

But he watched it happen.

And it burned in the back of his mind, over and over until he started screaming in his sleep.

He wished it was him.

Dallas wished it was him that was laying in a hospital bed, hanging on by a thread as the lord of heaven comforted him as he laid at his feet.

Not Johnny.

Please not him.

He has a chance, a life ahead of him.

No. It was only in the back of his mind.

If Dallas Winston can handle the cruel world around him, why can't he handle change?