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stadindays

8 months ago

I might never post my art ever again

I’ve been doing an art class and I’m actually horrible. I’m reconsidering even doing art ever in my life again, and definitely thinking of just never doing an art class ever again. I knew I couldn’t do realistic before, but I’m pretty sure that if I show my art to anyone ever again I’m going to be seen as really bad and immature. I wasn’t thinking of pursuing an art career before but now I’m sure that I show never show people my artwork ever again, just mine so I can get rid of it at anytime without question. I don’t even want to identify as an artist.

I know that this might make people not want to follow me now, but I really don’t care. I’ll have my old posts up just because people have already seen it, but I’m most likely not going to ever post art related content again.

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art sorry artists on tumblr idk how to tag this Im so tired anyways (i know) im such a loser i love yall um bye i suppose! i just cant (hopefully not) I know this is bad too vulnerable i don’t think i’m okay i probably never was I don’t think this is vent I don’t want to ever vent to anyone else not my style This would be tagged I really don’t want to be called out for this This isn’t against any other artists i just cant find any reason to draw anymore I can’t even draw in my freetime and I don’t even have anything to show for it

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van-rensselaer-stan

3 years ago

I’ve gone insane. It’s 1 am and I’ve been on Tumblr for the past two hours. The first thing I did when I got home was open up a transcription of Alexander Hamilton’s notebook and rant to my friends about James McHenry in all caps. Then, I got a tub of ice cream, sat on the couch, and played BitLife for 5 hours before impulsively buying all my school supplies on Amazon.