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guh okay i'm bored and i'm thinking bout existence so here's this. probably will delete later.
when i was younger, i would hate on any form of popular or mainstream artist/creator/whatever. it was because i didn't want to be all popular and trendy and preppy, and such. anything that gained any sort of popularity and wasn't really underated i would "hate" it bc of that reason. even if it wasn't "overrated" i would still hate it even if it was good. i would also be obsessed with the terms overrated and underrated for that reason.
i realize now that that is very bad and i'm starting to get into better habits with that. i want to expand what i engage in so i'm not straight up missing out on life. like yeah bro, breathing's pretty popular, but i aint gonna stop anytime soon. there is so many aspects of life that i didn't engage in because i thought it was "too popular" and "too mainstream". and the same goes for the other way i thought stuff was cringe as well. i missed out on so much of my childhood that way. also, no i'm not saying i'll engage in trends or mainstream stuff in my content. i still very much enjoy more 'original' ideas, so to speak.
i don't want to become repetitive, but i also don't want to be like "waahhh wahhh i'm quirky give me attention"
i basically just want to enjoy stuff i like, unrelated to it's popularity status.
okay done with the info dump i'm done now byyeee