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Fuck right and wrong. I'm doing whatever makes me happy. Im going to stop thinking about what anyone else thinks of me and my actions.
- I am who I am. Deal with it.
I said it would be fine. That i was okay just being your friend... until you told me that you love her and that you would wait for her. You once said that to me, and now you dont even think about what we once had, because to you, that was nothing. I knew i was just your rebound, but i just wanted to know what it was like. I was in it for the rush, that high you get. But little did i know there would be such a dark fall after. Were good. Weve both moved on. But, still i go back to us holding hands in the movie theatre, telling me you love me. Well, not really. You went back to her a few weeks later. Youre chasing someone who doesnt love you, and im chasing you, who doesnt love me. What made me this messed up that i dont look at the people who love me but only think about the one who doesnt? Because whats not healthy for you always has the best high, and once youve had a taste, youre hooked.
EXCERPTS FROM MY NOVELS, “"THANK GOD FOR DRUGS”“ & ”“WOMEN IN BLACK AGAINST THE MACHINE”“
Peace and love, these are the first chapters from both my novels that I'm putting out this summer on the same day. There will be merch for both novels: 🔴 https://medium.com/@IAMKEWALNAM/the-lucifer-experiment-5a5d572e5135?source=linkShare-ed374a276e20-1491540996 🔵 https://medium.com/@IAMKEWALNAM/bullet-with-butterfly-wings-dcf173aff2cc?source=linkShare-ed374a276e20-1491540942 Hope you enjoy