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Hii!!
Is chapter 11 of Can't Go Solo, a possible thing? Or already in the works?
Considering how the last chapter ended š I would love to see how chapter 11 goes if we get one, and many more if it's a possibility
have no fear, the story is not over!
a lot has happened over the last year of practically radio silence, from a traumatic event to suffering brain damage, which sucks but hey iāmiterwllt the āhey sorry for no update i got run over 4 times and my parents died, ill update by the end of the weekā author!
so i donāt have a date for you guys to keep in your calendars, but definitely expect a chapter 11, i still have a lot planned for this fic
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Hiii!!!!
So, how did you come up with Roman and Solo's dynamic in Can't go Solo, along with Solo's and Samis?
I would love to hear how you came up with these dynamics and what you might have thought while you were writing them!!!
hi!! thanks for this question š
basically this was like welll over a year ago, solo never spoke, he was the bloodlines enforcer, roman was his ādaddyā (-jey mockingly said this), the boys just did everything roman said. i basically just saw the bloodline as his dogs and especially solo, and with how the boys and ro talked about solo as a kid, so i really wanted to extrapolate that personality.
i basically had roman be a psychologically abusive cunt to solo- heād watch his brothers get beat up and avoided doing the things they did to stay on romans good side, and learned to dissociate to create a sort of barrier to distance himself from the trauma as a young kid. with him being romans little snitch and following him around constantly and being groomed by roman into becoming his to control, i figured it would make it pretty sad if solo basically had no personality of his own, hence the lack of a dating life, no favourite food/colour/etc. i had rikishi be an absent father, so that with roman being around much more to act in his stead, solo always saw him as more of a father than he ever saw rikishi.
he doesnāt understand that sometimes people just do things because they want to or like the person, without wanting anything back in return.
which brings me onto sami. sami is a happy guy, he doesnāt necessarily see the years and years of abuse roman put the boys through yet, he just loves them. solo interests him because heās so quiet, he almost wants to crack him. heās enamoured by the way solo slowly slowly gets used to him, the little moments they have mean everything to him.
sami is the outside perspective, he notices slowly that things arenāt really okay, the twins are terrified of roman, solo has an insecure kind of attachment to him. he knows that solo isnāt exactly ānormalā, but as an autistic person he never felt like he fit in anywhere either so he sympathises with solo in a way. he wants to be the one to help him figure out things in life separate from roman. he wants to be his first kiss, his first **š, and teach him what *real* life is, but heās more than willing to be incredibly slow and selfless about it. despite his size and killing capability, sami basically sees a baby deer. he canāt spook the poor thing.
honestly you could go as far as to say solo has some kind of stockholm syndrome with roman, where in the long term roman manipulated him through fear to love and respect him.
anyway, thanks so much for the ask, any excuse to yap for me! hope you like the fic!
he is rizzen babygirl! happy christmas to my starving cant go solo readers
canāt go solo update when!!!!!!
now!!
merry christmas babe