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Hi! I requested the happier one and Bakugo please
Original ask: Hi! Could I request a bnha x reader where the reader does a cover of Marshmellos Happier (like Alec Chambers) and it’s just super angsty
A/n: I’m so sorry for the weeks wait! I’ve been busy but I finally have time to write
Quirk: Slight super speed. You can go as fast as a cheetah if you really try but even that speed wears you out that if you do it for more than 2 minutes you pass out
Genre/Warnings: attempted angst, break ups, (songfic)
WC: 1,181
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Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
“Where’s Y/N?” Mina asks as she noticed she saw everyone in the dorm but you. She looks around at her classmates, some she saw going to school and some eating breakfast, she’s seen everyone except you. The others shrug or give some response of confusion. The others look around and try texting you but you don’t text back. They assume your still in your dorm but you don’t answer when someone knocks.
They catch Bakugou as he walks out the elevator and immediately go to ask him, “Have you seen Y/N?”
When the morning comes When we see what we've become In the cold light of day we're a flame in the wind Not the fire that we've begun
The question processes in his mind, worry taking over. He was just about to apologize but now you were nowhere to be seen. He goes into a frenzy, checking every room, the kitchen, bathrooms and even laundry room but you weren’t in any.
Then, he facepalms, the idea of checking in your own room going into his head. Relief washed over him at the thought of you oversleeping but it was taking over with the anxious idea of you not being there.
He goes to your door and barges in, wanting to see you on the bed, your covers a mess around you, but he doesn’t. Instead, he is met with an empty room, devoid of any of your stuff. The furniture was gone, your clothes were gone, and the only trace of you he could find was the lingering scent of your shampoo.
His eyes widened at the sight, only then he pulled out his phone to text you, pausing when he sees a video you sent him.
Every argument, every word we can't take back 'Cause with the all that has happened I think that we both know the way that this story ends
It was you, the message underneath saying how you couldn’t explain with your own words so you sang a song instead. The background was different, it wasn’t a dorm but it had some familiar stuff hung up on the walls. That’s when he realized, you were in your house back in America.
He plays the song only to have a flood of memories come back to him. He knows what youre trying to say, knowing what you were thinking of while listening. The same memories in his head.
It was of him, telling you how annoying you were the night before. How-
“No one needs you in this school, and the only reason you were here is because of your daddy’s money. You aren’t even as fast as Iida and you get so tired too. Your quirk is useless and you combat skills are average, at best. No one even wants you here, the only one who’s willing to try is me and it’s even getting more difficult by the second!”
Then only for a minute I want to change my mind 'Cause this just don't feel right to me
You hesitate going on the private jet. For a second you want to go back, try again, but you know that your relationship with Bakugou has been deteriorating for a while now and you will never be able to pick it back up again. It will be weird without Bakugou and the other, sure, but you have to do this for your sake and theirs.
I wanna raise your spirits I want to see you smile but Know that means I'll have to leave
With one look back at Bakugou’s contact number, you decide not to call to rethink your decision and put it back in your pocket. You get on the jet, looking back at the city and catching sight of the school you thought had accepted you. They will be better off without you there anyway. Bakugou will be better off without you dragging him down, too.
Know that means I'll have to leave Lately, I've been, I've been thinking I want you to be happier, I want you to be happier
When the evening falls And I'm left there with my thoughts And the image of you being with someone else Well, that's eating me up inside
You didn’t like the idea of leaving Bakugou and to be honest he didn’t like it too. You two made it known that you didn’t want to see the other with someone else through your mutual acts of petty jealousy. As much as it hurt you to leave you knew he could grow more as a person and as a hero without you there.
You didn’t know that he lied wake that night thinking of the fight you just had. He didn’t mean anything he said and he thought you knew that, but apparently you didn’t. You didn’t know how much he loved you, how you were the only one h could come to with problems. The only time he didn’t was when he blamed himself for what happened to All Might. You’ve tried to comfort him about it but was only able to scratch the surface of how much he was feeling.
That’s why he ignored you, he didn’t want to tell you how pathetic he thought of he was. That’s why you believed he lost interest. When you tried to pry and ask whats wrong, it always turned into a heated argument but that last one really did the job when he said you were annoying to try to get you to stop asking.
But we run our course, we pretend that we're okay Now if we jump together at least we can swim Far away from the wreck we made
At the time, him distancing himself wasn’t such a big thing, you knew he needed space after what happened. You two still went on dates and spent time together but it gradually became shorter, he became more silent and talking to him proved to be more and more difficult. It had been a few months when you realized something was very wrong and you were hurt when you thought he fell out of love with you. You noticed that after one conversation that he felt more than what he had told you but you thought he would open up, but he didn’t.
When he made it clear he didn’t want you to comfort him you knew that things weren’t gonna work out but you just tried to ignore it. Until you obviously couldn’t anymore
So I’ll go
You saw land beneath the aircraft you knew you were almost home
I’ll go
The jet had landed on the familiar place you grew up in
I will go, go, go
Your parents greeted you politely, as if you were just some guest
So I’ll go
You went up to your room, where a familiar keyboard lay
I’ll go
A surge of emotions came to you as you set up a camera
I will go, go, go