This Is Your Personal War.

Structure on the walls

Indistinguishable from

A remote distance

Sorry...

Sorry for being a burden.

Sorry for being clingy.

Sorry for being such a mess.

Sorry for having no self control.

Sorry for being insensitive.

Sorry for being thougtless.

Sorry for being heartless.

Sorry for being unempathic.

Sorry for overestimating.

Sorry for not grasping cues.

Sorry for being emotional.

Sorry for overthinking.

Sorry for being distant.

Sorry for being manic.

Sorry for being depressed.

Sorry for being arrogant.

Sorry for hating myself.

Sorry for bothering you.

Sorry for dissapointing you.

Sorry for making excuses.

Sorry for being suicidal.

Sorry for telling you about it.

Sorry for staying.

Sorry for opening up.

Sorry for saying all that.

Sorry for apologizing.

...I'm sorry.

Wasted Water

This soil is out of nutrients

carry on my dearest friend

all the seeds bound to decease

there’s no need here for your trees

Try not to loathe, no time to mourn

your heart was always battle-born

Go on and find the fertile lands

carry on my dearest friend

& Space

Some might see me as a key

Some might feel me deeply 

Some might see me as the door

Some might meet my core

Some might perceive my essence

Some might hear my soul

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Just go step by step

Take all the time you need now

Don't rush through it all

The tears in my heart

They rise into my mind

Form clouds in my mouth

And rain down onto the void

Moment

War nie was

Werd nie was werden

Nur was sein

Ein' Augenblick lang

Es tut weh

Sich einzugestehen

Im Leben niemals

Sich selbst zu begegnen

Sollt ich Mich

Je wieder verliern

Im leeren Spiegel

Erinner mich bitte

I try to open up to you

About the inner of my heart

My shameful thoughts

But your reactions 

Sound like a brutal judgement

I collapse into myself

Feel belittled and small

When all I wished for

Was love.

Silent Cry

Really if I'd knew how to

I would just take care of me

but every attempt falls trough

in absence of some air to breath.

Made all the moves I know my dear

wishing you'd say something

and every word untold by me

screams in deep despair darling.

Lost in time and space

Living moment to moment

In search for a resting place

With no clue of where I'm goin'

If home is where your heart is

It must be a miserable place

A blood painted carnage

As it doesn't stop to ache

And I waited and I ran

Till I was tired and exhausted

Guess fatigue is my best friend

It leaves me numb and thoughtless