My Problem Is That I Don't Know Where To Start!!!!

I think there's a big incongruence between my body & my mind but i don't see why they should have to match anyway.

I really hate that I only feel good about myself if a person that dislikes me validades me. I think that I would much rather be hated than loved, many times. Someone who hates me is someone who seems me for who I am, so I want to appeal to them. Even in negative ways, sometimes

O LORD TEACH PHYSICS

If this keeps going I'll soon be a petplay mutt!

I Wanted To Reblog Posts but unfortunately I only allow me to do such if my blog looks throughly organized and "me" at my core am truly disorganized. The monotony of a page with only short, irrelevant posts on my blog is for now a source of comfort

Wrote a paragraph of why i'm truly, and i mean truly, a bad person, kept away in drafts because if I din't it would be a public confession of why I should be shot. But in summary I am literally griffith

A lot of people are way less complicit in their own suffering than I am. I am more of an enabler than a victim or survivor. I don't think it is impossible to abandonm this position, if I say so impersonally

Mmmm. Should I really have a radiohead url? Could've been, I don't know, a chico buarque's one instead. But what can I do, if waiting does drive you crazy

I failed again today

Sometimes I am twelve again