I Really Hate That I Only Feel Good About Myself If A Person That Dislikes Me Validades Me. I Think That
I really hate that I only feel good about myself if a person that dislikes me validades me. I think that I would much rather be hated than loved, many times. Someone who hates me is someone who seems me for who I am, so I want to appeal to them. Even in negative ways, sometimes
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I think there's a big incongruence between my body & my mind but i don't see why they should have to match anyway.
O LORD TEACH PHYSICS
elder people go crazy if they see a young disabled person in the priority queue they decided not to go to
I am so mad at myself for not finding the words nor the wording that would make this post at least the tiniest bit like a relief from my feelings
The idea of reblogging makes me a little embarassed. Feels like walking up to someone in their friendgroup and agreeing with them randomly
One day no one will remember me and I'll be still alive
my problem is that I don't know where to start!!!!
A lot of people are way less complicit in their own suffering than I am. I am more of an enabler than a victim or survivor. I don't think it is impossible to abandonm this position, if I say so impersonally
The only company for me is my own
If this keeps going I'll soon be a petplay mutt!
