Can I say I like something without a ontologically evil divine force (my fuckass depression) taking it away from me real quick?
I wonder who'll find my dead body first when the day inevitably comes. i hope it gives someone a scare
In my reign the proportion of consequences per act will be evened out
I dont even know why i tag my posts, no one will see them. It's like writing my name in the corner of my ugly drawings, except the tag may be cooler because it can be a phrase or something. I kind of like my name, though. I just wish i
I have been really self deprecating in my conversation, own thoughts, habits, etc. Which is, as many would say, very tiresome and annoying. Still, I don't think that noticing how bothering others with the guilt you feel for being bothersome is a "self fulfilling prophecy" will be the reason for me stop doing so, because I think that was atleast (but not necesseraly) uncounsciously the point from the start. It is a very egocentrical act, which is fitting for someone so insecure, to want to be right for once, to prove and to be proved correct. My intentions were never being loved, it was merely being seem (as something really unloveable)
ever since i was a child ive known that i wanted to, someday, be the mutilated corpse on a nature trail that ruins a hikers week
All i wanna do is play videogames
there's people everywhere....
nothing ever happens ?
I really hate that I only feel good about myself if a person that dislikes me validades me. I think that I would much rather be hated than loved, many times. Someone who hates me is someone who seems me for who I am, so I want to appeal to them. Even in negative ways, sometimes
I failed again today