THANK YOU omygosh you've just scratched an itch in my brain that I couldn't gettttt
he's literally a science experiment and he has to live with that fact, poor pookie π all of the things he has to maintain just drives me insane, like, the STAPLES ?? horikoshi needs to give me a whole volume dedicated to the decade dabi spent on the streets bc literally how did he surviveeeeeee
I mean it was confirmed later on in the manga but I won't spoil if you don't know yet βͺγ½(Β΄β½ο½)/ but even with that help, he was mostly independent!!!
imagine how many nights he spent, in an alleyway, or in a tub, submerged in water that he has to heat himself, just so he can get rid of some of the constant ache. imagine dabi having to staple himself together constantly -> there's no way he's going to another backalley hospital, not if there's a chance of him getting put to sleep and awakening another 3 years later. no. never. no one was ever there to help him πbut I doubt he would trust anyone with stapling him, that's a different level of vulnerability that he isn't ready to explore yet (until a certain birdman comes along, but whatever-)
imagine being at the constant risk of infection like dabi, he's basically a walking, talking, open wound, like you said, it's no wonder that he went insaneππ
imagine being rei, still hospitalised, and all of a sudden your eldest son, the first life you brought into this world, the first life that was taken from you, is now unrecognisable, but at the same time, unmistakably touya. YOU CANT MISTAKE THOSE BLUE EYES AND WHITE HAIR !! imagine how horrifying it must be, as a mother, to see your son (more like half, most of his skin isn't even his-) held together by staples and spite.
no offense, but i'm kinda surprised that she didn't have a whole other breakdown, it's said that when she found out that touya was dead, it broke whatever was left of her. so imagine now, you would think that the break would be out of relief that her son is alive (but is he really tho ???), but I feel like it would be more related to the question of 'how is he alive ?' bc he's clearly suffered so much, and when he revealed himself, he basically confirmed that he's going to suffer more. like no pookie :'(
like, I can't imagine he smells the nicest either LMAO he's constantly burning himself -> he can't feel any pain, all of his nerves and pain receptors were absolutely fucked when he was being "saved" (they couldn't let my shayla rest mannnnn), I feel like this speaks for itself regarding how messed up his situation is ππ
the body horror is so real guys, the potential with it is insane.
can we talk abt touya's medical trauma more please
touya being what grounds keigo is really nice (*Β΄Π`*) !! it makes sense to me bc I imagine that touya is probably the most unpredictable and rebellious person keigo has ever met, who basically acted as a bombshell in his life, but he's exactly what keigo needed and STILL needs (he was incredibly lonely before touya, as much as he hates his presence sometimes)
i agreeeeeeee with this entire rb !! keigo is always there watching and observing. hawks is a persona, so keigo is still underneath analysing every single thing that's happening in the room and a lot of ppl forget that i think ππ
we know all know that keigo and touya's personalities are somewhat opposites (mainly in the way they act publicly vs in private) so touya is more expressive and keigo is more reserved bla bla bla, but a good chunk of the fandom waters it down to keigo just not having emotions LMAO at least in what i've seen. which is really tragic bc I feel like it nerfs his character and how much you can explore (;Β΄-ο½) AND ITS ALSO WHY THIS AU IS SPEAKING TO ME SO MUCH, I LOVE THAT YOU ACKNOWLEDGE KEIGO'S ANGER (*β§ββ¦)δΊΊ(β§ββ¦*)βͺ
it's actually crazy how bad both of them are, but when they're together, everything just clicks (*^β½^)/β *ββͺ I love that for them too !!
college au keigo is studying something related to criminals methinks. criminology. criminal psychology. criminal justice. idk but something. give me some thoughts
Big brother Touya.
refreshing my memory of my art style after months with fem! shiggy β¦
I love how you can backup this hc with hard evidence likeeeee
just want everyone to know katsuki is the type to get extremely hangry. sometimes he starts throwing a fit and one of his classmates just shoves food in his mouth to get him to chill out. heβs very grumbly about it at first but then he settles and munches away. this continues into adulthood. if heβs angry just make sure heβs fed that usually calms him down
quick miruko sketch bc she's too sexy to not be drawn
#DabiHawks holding hands
Hawks, who convinces Dabi to go on a date, where they're both disguised in obnoxiously patterned jacketsβ a sure crime Hawks dug up from the back of his closet from an old photoshootβ pulled up so high past their mouths and sunglasses darker than night, Dabi doesn't really get it.
Doesn't really know how this is any different than when they slink with the shadows of night, but Hawks looks pleased even beneath the disguise and they're headed off to some unknown dining Hawks fancies. His eyes shift to Dabi's every so often, hand dropped against his side just brushing against Dabi's with every step like he wants to... wants to hold his hand.
So Dabi does it for him, doesn't think about what it means, doesn't think about it being their first, when he grabs Hawks' hand and slots their palms flat together, entwines their fingers and holds it firm against his side.
Hawks' hand automatically curls right along with his, smaller but thicker than Dabi's fingers and it's the first time he's noticed that too.
It feels like the right move when Hawks stares steady fast ahead now, his grip on Dabi's just as tight.
They're in sync, they're walking down the broadlights of Fukuoka, they're holding hands and no one is batting them an eye.
"Y'know," Hawks starts after a moment, "I've never..."
Held hands where it counted, Hawks thinks wordlessly, the last time being the distant memory of his mother's hand grabbing his to keep him from wandering off.
The sentence hangs, but Dabi fills in the blanks.
Never held hands?
Dabi doesn't have to look to know birdie is radiating happiness, the palm of his hands growing warm beneath Dabi's permanent heat.
It's nothing crazy and Hawks knows that, but still it feels like a first of a moment and he's never had, a normal moment before.
Dabi hasn't either.
They don't talk about it and Dabi, doesn't make him.
This is for Hawks.
Minor kny spoilers (?) And rant
I'll never get over how well the character deaths are written in kny. Like you get introduced to this colourful and very characteristic individual, you grow attached to them, you learn their backstory and you just think that the character will see the end of the story. That's what you think.
NO, gotouge just kills them off but in the most heartbreaking and soul crushing way, and it never fails to make me feel sad.
Kny is just full of tragedies that take place for the greater good with a bittersweet ending. A lot of people hate on kny saying that the plot isn't interesting and it's only saved by the animation. How does that explain the manga being one of the best-selling manga globally then, huh?
But I like how there's a pure evil villain, not a sad, misunderstood character with a complex background(not hating on those plots). Simplicity is nice sometimes.
I have so much more to say but I'm not writing allat
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