Same.
Do you ever just want someone to punch in your face, crack a few of your ribs and cut open your skin?
People need to stop guilt tripping suicidal people. We feel enough guilt from our brain telling us what pieces of shit we are. Guilting us by saying we’re going to cause heart ache to those around us is unproductive. Instead of wanting me to stay alive due to your selfish reasons try and help me stay alive for myself. Just like cancer is part of the body attacking itself mental illness is the brain attacking the body and most of us who are suicidal or end up going through with it didn’t do so willingly. We lost a battle with our own brain. Please be kind and careful when talking to suicidal people like we try and be kind and careful to not hurt you with our feelings. We don’t want to hurt others. We are fighting within ourselves whether to release ourselves from such horrible pain or continue trotting on for the sake of others. We try our hardest. We’re not all successful. And while it’s heartbreaking when someone loses a battle to depression it isn’t their will or desire to hurt others. It’s this yearning to finally find inner peace, and it’s the body’s way of obtaining it.
nobody fucking cares about me and i don't know what i'm holding on for
“I want someone to see the dark parts of my mind. The messy, the scary, the destructive parts and still choose to stay.“
05.04.2019 08.51
I hate my fucking body. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I hate it. My voice is too high, my chest too big, my face too feminine, I miss the Adam’s apple that I’ve never had, and I’m bleeding my guts out. Why can’t I bleed to death? I don’t want this body, I wish I could get rid of it.
no offense but your struggle is valid no matter how many people have it worse than you
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Weil es mich fühlen lässt
Same (":
0 days clean,, once again,,