Stop Guilt Tripping The Suicidal

Stop guilt tripping the suicidal

People need to stop guilt tripping suicidal people. We feel enough guilt from our brain telling us what pieces of shit we are. Guilting us by saying we’re going to cause heart ache to those around us is unproductive. Instead of wanting me to stay alive due to your selfish reasons try and help me stay alive for myself. Just like cancer is part of the body attacking itself mental illness is the brain attacking the body and most of us who are suicidal or end up going through with it didn’t do so willingly. We lost a battle with our own brain. Please be kind and careful when talking to suicidal people like we try and be kind and careful to not hurt you with our feelings. We don’t want to hurt others. We are fighting within ourselves whether to release ourselves from such horrible pain or continue trotting on for the sake of others. We try our hardest. We’re not all successful. And while it’s heartbreaking when someone loses a battle to depression it isn’t their will or desire to hurt others. It’s this yearning to finally find inner peace, and it’s the body’s way of obtaining it.

I just want to be beautiful

Reblog if your SICK of these things:

FAT thighs

FAT stomach

FAT arms

FAT face

FAT hands

FAT calves

FAT knees

FAT hips

FAT EVERYTHING.

I just want to be skinny…

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xxsadist0nexx

2 years ago

tw sh

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

Andd this is why I cut myself off from everyone and no longer reply to messages :)

Friendships/relationships are exhausting, and I’m starting to wonder if its even worth it anymore. I’m the only one who tries anymore. I’m the only one sending the first text, I’m the only one who initiates hanging out, I’m the only one who cares. What’s even the point?

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

Does anybody know the app name?

I'm over 3 months "clean" but, in Valen's name it's been difficult.

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

Same

Cant remember how my arms look like unscarred. It feel like I always had them.

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

Fr bro

i never fucking asked to be here

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

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xxsadist0nexx

6 years ago

“Teach me how to feel this skin without wanting to tear it from my bones.”

- Skin and Bones

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xxsadist0nexx

4 years ago

05.04.2019 08.51

I hate my fucking body. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I hate it. My voice is too high, my chest too big, my face too feminine, I miss the Adam’s apple that I’ve never had, and I’m bleeding my guts out. Why can’t I bleed to death? I don’t want this body, I wish I could get rid of it.

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xxsadist0nexx

5 years ago

What the actual fuck. It's fine man. They don't know your story so please don't take it to heart.