Queen Of Candlelit Drama

genuinely when you log off and are only exposed to the lives of those around you as god intended you realize how much shit does not matter. i know this is not a hot take but we were not meant to hear every thought, feeling and opinion of people we will never see face to face. it’s so much easier to pile on people for harmless but annoying opinions when you will never have to spend extended time with them.

I think everyone should make dumb ugly zines and bad music and write shitty books with weird premises and publish them for pay what you will online. I think people should write plays that are only ever intended to be performed with their friends in their living rooms. I think people who like ttrpgs should explore bizarre itch.io games and new systems that have no affiliation whatsoever with any major publishing house. If youre lucky enough to have a cool local community radio station nearby you should listen to that and what people close to you have to say and what they're creating that has no focus on being nationally appealing. I just think creation should be more joyful and local both in a geographic sense and a personal and social sense and unconcerned with whether or not it will be commercially viable or slick or even good beyond your own pride in it. And I think it's good to seek out art that exists for its own sake or to appeal to the community it was created within

one of the favorite games

Granny from The Convenience Store (2020)

doll came in !! she is scary … nothing can compare to the unnerving sense of utter and complete entrapment she holds you in when she makes insanely intense eye contact with you then starts asking you questions without using her words-,__,- gives me a brainbleedd

my mother already cleaned her insides twice but the spirits are many and she said shes been a vessel for so long she will need quite a few more cleanings before she is no longer staring into the depths of my minds inner conscious and begging me to attach myself to her

hopefully she will be completely clean soon, for now she is blessed and covered in charms

any advice given is advice appreciated

so in love with cultivating a space for yourself exempt from the view of others, for no reason in particular other than self-expression. i could stare at my saved pins pinterest board for hours. those are the picures i like!!

here is a kandi i made today !!:)) interesting and ever present of a repeated offender to my cerebellum. this song is always stuck in there !! and most certainly my favorite of the ones theyd made. felt i should make a bracelet of it, as it is an interesting concept in the variety of music i envelope my auditory cortex with.

was looking for the hot glue yesterday to glue the exclamation point to the t in hot to make it resemble the bands name !!!!! although i believe they go by a different name now, i will choose to live in a world where i know them by this name. as it is much more interesting to my own perception.

snacks for kikurage

What do you do when you’re feeling bad?

draw, go to forest, read on psychology & philosophy.

You’re responsible for your own happiness.