I Finally Thrned The Tablet Pressure Thingy Pencil

I feel so exhausted for today. Hungry and thirsty, not very good. I was trying to lose fat but its difficult to do that healthily without muscle and everything else. After finishing or reading higurashi I dont know I must make a rule not to deal with the tranime genre much more. It just makes me brainwashed so I think I pass out on umineko or any other bullshit if that is how theyre gonna end them.

It begins strong as horror but devolves to home alone happy comedy 1.5 hour skit sweet shittily didactically scripted. Indeed if author writes stories like these, I don’t think I can handle much shit including Satoko becoming evil, its like a fucking cartoon. I mean it is no longer mature whatsoever, it kind of fucking annoys me how japanese anime become such mix of mature elements written by a complete toddler.

Idk what to say except I am too old now.

It doesn’t seem in our world anyone truly cares about it. We are aware and when we are aware we dont particularly follow quality. There’s nothing wrong with living that way, living like a mechanical person, doing same things over and over even though cold to the mind is warmful to your heart, just because of far worse existence as mind that is cruel in its apoptosis forming network of sin. It’s comfy. Being static and habitual, ultimately one would want to learn many skills and excel at these skills instead of picking as many hobbies as fraud maniac, but I myself think who reads my rambling? Do human beings only tender to what is in their benefit? Do they understand what these cretins want too?

I don’t feel like doing anything right now. Sigh… Sometimes I wonder what’s the point of doing anything especially hobbies… I overthink like I always have done, God…

The camera sticker that I bought doesnt want to stay on top. Yahoo! I am 21 years old tomorrow.

Aaaaah

I have overdrawn ankle.

As long as Satoko Houjou cooks, she is perfect muslim haram wife

you should be lynched wtf is wrong with you

i don't do the aggressive flirting, i hate it nigger.

I really hate tracking using Adobe, firstly unless your video is 800x600 or 400x300 it is requiring a lot of time more than rendering itself. It calculates slowly drove me nuts for fuck’s sake. Instead the better approach is to pray that it wont go off into random direction during the camera and than manually work with it, posting 40 minute video is just not valuable with high surface of camera. Then, you’d have… uh, God, I will not tell.

I actually managed to eat yesterday pretty well, I don’t think I will eat so many carbs but I did fe bloated. Why is my shake full? I can’t consoom while workingggg

The more I get friendship from people and the more they act in respect to me, angrier I ever become. Maybe I am a coward, I’ve been always in shadows so it’s heard to feel when you never possessed a chance to speak. I feel I watched and watched others shine daily, only to be stepped on and thrown into mud, it’s difficult to feel empathy after all.

I thought of AI that spreads its brain like torrent through many peers, it will be horrible to think of evil Ai virus that cannot be deleted.

uh, yeah, chatgpt, put that in the note. this is punishment for this retarded video not reupoading.... jk

no seriously, ive been spending all morning trying to install this video from my phone. FUCK!

I am just reading manga and procrastinating, guys.....