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EVERY GIRL IS A MISSING PERSON

I wanted to go out soft, undone at the seams (no stitches, no staples, just silk & surrender)—wanted to be so lovely they couldn’t look away. My mother said I was fragile but she didn’t mean it like glass—she meant I looked like something that could starve in the wrong hands (she meant don’t let them touch you).

I kept secrets under my tongue—names, dates, dosages—small enough to swallow but heavy enough to drown in. I pressed flowers into my notebooks, but they always rotted (always turned black around the edges). I liked the smell.

In school, I learned about animals that eat their young. Mercy, the teacher called it, but I saw the way she flinched. What’s softer than survival? What’s prettier than a girl who disappears just in time?

I wrote letters I never sent, folded them small enough to slip between teeth—I wanted to leave them something [a word, a bruise, a map]—wanted them to know I was never sorry. I picked out dresses for the burial (blue like veins, pink like gums) & practiced lying still.

I always knew how it would end—knew the shape of it, the temperature, the weight. What’s one girl in a world full of them? What’s one more name carved into stone?

I tend to forget how hard it is to sleep with wings. Mine are decently small (small enough that I can’t fly) but still so heavy. The weight is pleasant when I lay on my stomach though, like a weighted blanket! 🪽

Things Every Baby Hellenic Should Research/Know

-The Types of Theoi (Chthonic, Ouranic, ect.)

- The Greek Creation Myth

- Basic Ritual

- Basic Offerings

- Devotional Acts

- Khernips and Miasma

- Basics of How the Ancient Greeks Practiced

- Basics of Ancient Greek Culture/History

- The Hellenic Calendar

- The Basics of the Theoi you want to focus your worship on

- Modern Worship (reconstructionism vs revivalism, upg-spg-vpg, ect.)

- HOW TO USE SKEPTICISM/HOW TO AVOID PSEUDOSCIENCE

- Basic Philosophy (if you so choose, but its important to know why you believe something)

From there you will find out the idea of what path you want to go down! 

Cite my sources? How about we just pinky promise

its @tigers-zenith !

I may make an art blog..Ive been craving making pokemon oc’s so and I’d love to show them once done..

If I do I’ll reblog this with the user !! :3

A bit of a health rant / vent.

I keep having heart palpitations. They aren’t strong, its more like a fluttering. But tonight they are worse. Ive been awake since 2:10 AM (3:26 rn) They DO go away and have gone away for weeks before. I just hate when they come back.

I think it’s just my way of life that causes these. Im dehydrated and not active, but hopefully that’ll change by the afternoon. I also think stress and strong emotions are contributing to it— I hate having to pay attention and to find triggers for it.

I’m tired- exhausted. I have school in less than three hours and I can’t lay down. I can’t handle my bed currently (Overstim, associated with health issues and oddly making me itchy). So I don’t know if I should just sleep on the floor or just stay up. The proper day hasn’t even started yet and I don’t want it to. I’ll overcome this, I know I will.

I'm almost never angry but all the hurt I've bottled inside me make me look like I'm someone with rage.

do you think they explored each other's bodies

Maybe if I was prettier. Or maybe if I was more horrifying actually

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