Okay, Yeah Nope I Can't Romance Anyone Else Before E, Because Yes I'm A Sucker For Fwb Or Ex-something,

Hello~ I was wondering if the character creation is going to be diverse, in the sense of our MC's personality. Because all the characters seem so tragic, erotic and stoic to me in a cruel and dark world (I may be wrong), and then we have my MC, a social misfit with anxiety, with mood problems and making jokes at the worst times (similar to Jack Sparrow) XD hahahaha. And I thought: the characters are going to hate my MC.

So, my two questions are: are we going to have the opportunity to develop an MC with a varied personality with stats that give us various reactions (extroverted, stoic, adorable, joking, etc)? Or will it be something more default? And what kind of reaction or impression could the RO's have with such a different MC?

Nikita and Gael definitely have a good grip on me at this point ajsjdhdjsj AHHHH I can't not fall into the arms of a walking red flag and an anarchist who wants to kill me. XD

I keep having this scene in mind where Nikita asks my MC to wear this cute necklace around her neck, nothing suspicious, obviously...and my MC responds like: Uh~ kinky, I like it.

Or being with Gael and he pointed a gun at my MC, for some reason, and my MC was like: you know? I charge for having a gun pointed at me, but since you're so hot, I'll let you have it for free.

I don't know, it may not be at all what I think, but if possible, I'm going to create my Jack Sparrow in this wonderful IF just to annoy everyone. Hahaha

PS: Sorry for all the babbling, but this IF has so much potential and so much love in its creation that I can't help but applaud your work in progress. Take care of yourself and sleep well. ✨

Awwww your MC sounds so adorable! They would stick out like a sore thumb among the dark crowd of the ROs 😞 but yes! The character creation is going to be diverse, with options like STOIC vs EMOTIONAL, CAREFUL vs RECKLESS and many more to be included as it goes! So you needn't worry about character diversity 😊

For your first question, yes the MC will have a varied range of personality stats that will range from stoic to reckless to extroverted and etc. there will be no default settings as according to the story the MC will have lost all their memories and therefore they will not be acting the same way they did before. Secondly, the RO’s reactions will range from pleasant surprise to maybe even disgust? Depending on your choices ofcourse. The ROs who have known the MC before, like Nikita and E. will be quite surprised by the new change, the former will be more welcoming to it meanwhile the latter will have some mixed feelings on it. Leo on the other hand will be disgusted, they quite liked the previous MC and their sassy attitude. Caesar and V. who don't know the MC will be more or less welcome it as they don't know who MC was or how they acted earlier. Meanwhile, Twenty and G. will be originally disgusted thinking that the MC is faking it, but soon realise that they aren't so they'll slowly grow used to this new MC, albeit being a little wary.

And OH HO looks like my favourite babies have got you quite on the chokehold 🤭 I'm not complaining tho I love it when people like the ROs ehe-

Though that necklace scene tho- I can't get it out of my head now, curse you! 😭 And lmao 🤣 the way your MC reacts, Nikita will be taken aback for a while! (Not that he's complaining lol) Meanwhile G. trying not to kill the MC out of frustration because of their new attitude. Like c'mon they're crying to kill you for crying out loud! Stop making it so sexual! 😂

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHOWING YOUR LOVE FOR MY LITTLE PET PROJECT 😻 I SHALL DEFINITELY GET SOME GOOD SLEEP AND PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF AS WELL ❤️

if you choose the ‘friends with benefits’ past with e, would that have been before the mc lost their memories and thus doesn’t remember e, but e would remember them?

YES!!! ALL FOR THAT SWEET SWEET ANGST!

and ahem, indeed the MC had a mutually beneficial relationship with E. before losing their memories. Needless to say E. would NOT be happy knowing what happened to MC, even though it has been kept under wraps for years now. So you can expect some drama there hehe

lol how does Evelin feel about a gold digger MC

Oh boy that's an ANGSTY ONE. ahem so there are two ways this can go. If you choose to have a FWB situation with MC then E. will be heartbroken. They will give you the most tearful yet hateful look and coldly call you the vilest creature that ever existed then have you promptly taken away to be trialed for trying to harm a high executive. If you choose to not go with the FWB route, then they most likely won't even glance at you oof. And if it turns out that you're a scummy goldigger, we'll, off to be trialed you are! Either way you're gonna be either executed or throw to some reformation camp where you will likely die of hunger or be killed by some rogue prisoner like you. 😋

Are we going to have any variations for MC abilities other than Conscious Manipulation? Memory loss is no doubt a big factor in accessing any complex knowledge (such as high education), but what about something more basic? Like muscle memory: MC discovering that they are apparently good at fighting the moment they were attacked, or MC tinkering with a weapon/some machinery and discovering that they are actually familiar with it on more than a basic level.

Oh yes that is going to be a thing, where the MC will subconsciously react to their circumstances and quite possibly do things like idk, firing a gun or breaking someone's arm without actually meaning to. Their muscle memory will be pretty strong to the point sometimes they themselves won't be able to hold themselves back from doing something they do not want to.

As time goes on and their memory slowly creeps back in, expect the MC to become more than a badass 🤭

Any spoiler-free explanations/snippets of why V is a slight Yandere🥺?

OFCOURSE!

1. V. was first introduced to MC by the rumours surrounding them, they though MC was just another criminal who pissed off some higher officials and got thrown in, imagine their pleasant surprise when they found that MC was nothing like that

2. Then their interest was piqued even more when they realised that MC had amnesia and their entire background was wiped clean, so they decided to stick around MC to learn more about them (and perhaps collect some dirt in the process as well)

3. In the beginning they saw a reflection of their siblings in MC as they taught them the ways of Tartarus

4. Then MC, who they previously thought was naive, got involved with the Warden and actually saved their overall curious ass twice

5. So now that interest now turned into attraction, V. would never admit it but they do like acting like a damsel in distress every once in a while to have a prince/princess in shining armour save them, guess who showed up hm

6. Long story short, V. ended up head over heels for MC

7. Too bad, their love would never reach MC because

.... EHE I CAN'T GO ON ANYMORE OTHERWISE IT WOULD VENTURE OUT INTO SPOILER TERRITORY SORRY 😞

G going for a kiss and mc moving their face because "babe, I just drank milk" the horror of G who has a partner that loves lactose products.

LOL🤣 I can now imagine a scenario where G. and MC get into a fight so MC just loads the entire fridge with milk based products out of spite for G. 😂 but regardless thats so cute!

I also love Nikita solely for the fact that he’s a walking red flag. The pet play is just a huge bonus for me.

EHE red flags may be scary in real life but in fiction they are too tempting to resist 😔 I understand your feelings as a fellow Nikita admirer dear anon, and i hope that you continue to show your love for him in the future as well ❤️

I have a theory based off what I’ve seen so far from your tumblr. MC tried to infiltrate the rebellion, started believing their cause so they started to truly help. When they got caught the blowback fell hard onto the rebellion (which is why they are hated by G),but so the high council or whatever they’re called (assholes seems a fitting term) couldn’t figure out what the MC learned while they were working with the rebels MC erased their own memories. I’m assuming people in Tartarus hate MC more for the fact of who they were BEFORE the rebellion rather than the aftermath of MCs choices.

LE GASP 😮 I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS THEORY 😍 IT'S AMAZING AND HONESTLY QUITE TERRIFYINGLY CLOSE TO WHAT I HAVE ENVISIONED FOR THE MC 😜

Indeed the MC was quite deep in the rebels cause so the blowback from their actions actually ended up devastating the entire rebellion. The Hightable (assholes is quite the fitting term for them) cracked down HARD on the rebels, with a complete bloodbath and one sided massacre which lasted over two years (all the while MC was left in a coma) in the end leaving behind only small slivers of the opposition who now hide in the dirtiest corners of Elysium, struggling to survive each day. Quite understandable why they hate the MC for that 😞 especially G.

"To say you belong to me is an oversimplification. You are the nexus of my possessive inclination, the echo of my desires, a possession that resonates with every beat of my heart."

Name : Leo (alias)

Age : She is in her early thirties

Height : 5’7

Appearance : Leo stands at 5’7”, with flawless, slightly wavy hair that falls in golden strands resembling real gold down her waist. She has striking crimson eyes that reflect butterflies in them, often accentuated by her ruby-red earrings. Her skin is almost like a marble statue in its perfection, being unblemished and smooth. Befitting of her high status, Leo is almost always seen in tasteful, expensive elegant dresses in various shades of black trimmed in gold with butterfly motifs.

Personality : Within the social circle of elites, Leo is nothing if not a perfectly well-mannered lady of high class. She carries herself with all the elegance and composure of a noble-rarely raising her voice, having perfect manners. However, even though she acts cold as ice on the outside, she has an extremely calming and soothing aura around her. People have always described her as having a surreally calm aura that just puts people at ease, no matter the situation, making them let down their guards. Big mistake. Behind her tender smiles and gentle words, lies a viciously cruel individual. Leo is very cunning, having developed the ability to deceive and manipulate others in order to obtain what she wants. She has absolutely no qualms toying with the emotions of other individuals and throwing them away when she's done playing with them, seeing humans as nothing but her pawns. While she is always poised and mellow voiced, she is also able to cut others with her sharp words.

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Likes : Chess, glass paintings, roses (especially the red ones), reading books, sweets

Dislikes : dead flowers, disobedience, mistakes, noisy/loud people, pda, rainy days

Pet peeves : bad public manners, being interrupted when speaking, slow walkers

Trivia :

she used to play piano and would often practice ballet in solitude, but abandoned them soon after becoming a Master

she has hyperosmia, meaning she has an acute sense of smell. can be easily suffocated by strong smells, so all of her scented items – shampoo, conditioner, perfume, etc. – aren’t very strongly scented

is ambidextrous, meaning she can use both hands in perfect unison

love your blog as one true crime lover to another I must ask what’s what’s your favorite crime?

Oh a fellow true crime lover I see 🙈, hello to you too! And I have a long list of true crimes that I find interesting, but here are my top three!

1. The Burari Deaths : this case really shook me to the core, especially after watching the Netflix documentary. I wasn't quite aware of the extent of its case as the media here likes to embellish things quite a lot, but really behind all the mysteries and unfortunate deaths was the sad truth about society demonising mental health to the point talking about it becomes a taboo. Sometimes I wonder if the perpetrator(not gonna mention his name) had gotten help with his mental health maybe things could've been different. Plus this was my first case about the topic of shared psychosis, which in itself is so intriguing!

2. The case of Taylor Parker Morton : this was my very first (and possibly last case) related to fetal abduction that made me more madder than I had ever felt in my lifetime. And although the topic is itself very interesting (albeit horrifying) the case surrounding it will make any empathetic persons blood boil

3. The case of India's (and the world's) youngest serial killer : really brings out the age old debate on Nature vs Nurture when you go through this case. And idk what's more terrifying, the fact that this kid did it when he was 8 or that he's out and living his best life rn, with a changed name and all that. Makes you wonder who the person you're walking or sitting beside really is and how many skeletons they are hiding in their closet

So there are my top three true crime cases that I found really impactful and interesting 🤔, feel free to tell me yours 😁