I Never Could Think Of Prostitutes As Human Beings Or Even As Women. They Seemed More Like Imbeciles
I never could think of prostitutes as human beings or even as women. They seemed more like imbeciles or lunatics. But in their arms I felt absolute security. I could sleep soundly. It was pathetic how utterly devoid of greed they really were. And perhaps because they felt for me something like an affinity for their kind, these prostitutes always showed me a natural friendliness which never became oppressive. Friendliness with no ulterior motive, friendliness stripped of high pressure salesmanship, for someone who might never come again. Some nights I saw these imbecile, lunatic prostitutes with the halo of Mary. I went to them to escape from my dread of human beings, to seek a mere night of repose, but in the process of diverting myself with these 'kindred' prostitutes, I seem to have acquired before I was aware of it a certain offensive atmosphere which clung inseparably to me... I had, quite objectively speaking, passed through an apprenticeship in women at the hands of prostitutes, and I had of late become quite adept. The odor of ' lady killer ' had come to permeate me...I remembered now clumsily written letters from bar girls...with all of them I had been extremely negative and it had gone no further. But it was an undeniable fact, and not just some foolish delusion on my part, that there lingered about me an atmosphere which could send women into sentimental reveries. It caused me a bitterness akin to shame to have this pointed out by someone like Horiki; at the same time, I lost all interest in prostitutes
Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human
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We make an idol of our fear and that idol we call God.
Ingmar Bergman
America is a horrible, terrifying country run by mostly rich old white men supported by white mouth breathing morons whom the urge to punish is strong especially if you're not white. America literally sucks you dry of any resources, until you run out, then they lock you up and use you as slave labor.
America then uses the funds from that and their other vast shady endeavors to wage war under false banners for oil and further wealth gain, which it then evenly distributes amongst basically 12 mr burns type old guys, half of which are Pfizers ( hitlers family ) and Rockefellers ( Oil vampires that have their hands in the med/food pfizer cookie jar )
I know i know, im some stupid liberal and im reporting fake news, because math isnt science anymore...
This liquid is boiling and freezing simultaneously because it’s reaching its ‘triple point,’ which is the temperature and pressure at which three phases of a substance (gas, liquid, and solid) co-exist in equilibrium. Source
This is a not so special song you may remember from GTA4 with a video that well, it’s hard to describe how perfect this video is, you have to watch it all to really appreciate it, and it was cheap to make at that, the communist in me loves that.
😂😂😂😂
oh ive been there...
And the road was like a ribbon, and the moon was like a bone.
Chapter Whatever: American Prisons
" The degree of civilization in a society can be judged by entering its prisons" - Fyodor Dostoevsky
The United States, we lock up more people than anyone, BY FAR,
" In October 2013, the incarceration rate of the United States of America was the highest in the world, at 716 per 100,000 of the national population. While the United States represents about 4.4 percent of the world's population, it houses around 22 percent of the world's prisoners. "
4% of the world has 22% of all the worlds inmates, and it’s not some scam for money somehow I’m sure. The last statistic I heard was the average prisoner only costs the prison around 90 cents a day, that’s food, water, heat, about 90 cents, and they not only still do that chain gang shit in the south but they’re bringing back the free labor road project type inmate of the early 1900's acrossed the country.
" In state prisons, African-Americans are incarcerated at 5.1 times the rate of whites. "
Sounds like legal slavery to me, THE SOUTH WILL RISE AGAIN. But i know you're thinking, well what's the south have to do with this demographic? I'M GLAD YOU ASKED BUCKY!
" Twelve states have prison populations that were more than half black: Alabama, Delaware, Georgia, Illinois, Louisiana, Maryland, Michigan, Mississippi, New Jersey, North Carolina, South Carolina, and Virginia. Maryland has a prison population that’s 72 percent black. "
Yes there are SOME non confederate states on that list, but really the proofs in the pudding, and the pudding says the south decided if they couldnt have slaves, theyd just do it this way, " usin them there fancy yankee laws "
America, home of the free ( Unless you're black, or poor, but especially if you're both )
Musings and more of a despondant 30 year old man, former drug addict, current writer/alcoholic. I'm unmarried, I have no children, and all my dreams are dead, I've wasted my life, and you can too! Never say never. Sometimes prolific, mostly offensive observations about people, life, and the nature of the universe. I'm a communist, your god's a lie, hate mail welcome.
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