Guys I took a nap in the middle of the day and had a such a vivid dream about such Devastating and Heartbreaking Loss??? And it was understated but brutal and I was driving across the sky to get to someone who in the end wouldn’t come back with me and what did I do to deserve waking up with this rock in my belly? It’s 5:30 on a Thursday and I haven’t had a break up in years :/ silly self torturing brain <3
Hello Void I went to the Lorde concert tonight and my life literally changed I am healed, so many bangers, divine unmatched vibes, top 10 life experience chefs kiss
Human sin and weakness is sooo funny because it's like. The deeper you are in it, the more desperate you are to keep anyone from seeing it and defining you by it. It's unbearable for someone to think of you as "the person with That Problem," and it feels more unbearable the uglier and more public That Problem is, so you scramble to hide (even when it's stupidly obvious you're hiding something, making you "person who Hides Things"), and you cut off relationships where you become too vulnerable (making you "person who Runs Away").
What's so funny is that you only actually get free of being "person with That Problem" (because that's who you are to yourself) when you stop fighting it and accept that you're in Christ, even with the problem. As soon as you can say "I do have That Problem, in fact I have Problems, but I can still be known and loved because who I am is in Jesus and not in myself," you've accomplished what you were after in the first place: being defined apart from the problem.
Guys I actually played the piano today at a level of competence tolerable to my ears I am funky fruity fresh thriving
When there is no more depression like a stone around my neck, rare and treasured happiness becomes commonplace, and the euphoria of joy now feels like nothing, nothing at all, and contentment is not a mountain peak overlooking a panoramic view, but a flat and featureless plain. With no depression hiding me in a little pit, away from the sun, there is no shade or shelter, Just the glare, an undefended and uncharted expanse with room for dread to creep in unhindered, for uncertainty to reign when all directions look the same, and when there is no more up, no more climbing out, how do you decide where to go?
I love you and forgive you by the way, just so you know
Today I am overcome
Such art, such joy, such satisfaction
It has come right back around
And become sadness
The only joy with any depth
Is tempered by grief
A study in contrasts
I weep over Peter Pan
I drink cocktails
I wander alone through a foreign city
An awfully big adventure
I remember the tragedies
I stare at the paintings
I read and hum and try to keep it all in mind
Why must emotion hurt?
My stomach is in knots
My cheeks are sore from smiling
I’m getting crows feet from squinting into
The bright sun on my face, on my skin
It is warm and I am beyond expression
Too lucky to believe this is my life
This is the escapist fantasy
And yet it is not enough
I remember the God-sized hole in my heart
The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures
I am obsessed with the passage of time
Clocks and watches and cycles and things
Why must new experiences
mean new endings?
I’m falling in love with being alive
With God’s creation
Art from sinners
Of the saints
Beauty makes my soul ache.
I am so happy I don’t ever want this period of my life to end and I haven’t slept in 38 hours I’m afraid of losing even a second
Am I lonely or just bored? Are those the same thing? Can we all be bored together? Do I cause my own suffering?
Reading the articles of confederation for my con law class and wanted to let you know that paupers, vagabonds, and fugitives from justice are NOT entitled to privileges and immunities of free citizens! Thats such a funny list of exceptions to me,, I want to know the legal definition of a vagabond, we may as well add rascals, menaces, and scallywags to the list at this point. Also paupers? They said no <3 to poor people, what’s new I guess, anyway reblog if you are a pauper, vagabond, and/or fugitive of justice 🫡
Last updated May 28, 2021.
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