Secrets Can't Always Be Kept To Yourself (Masterlist)

Memories

Info: It's the last season for the supernatural cast, and there's one question on everyone's mind.

Relationship: Jensen Ackles x Platonic reader

This was it, the final season of Supernatural had been released, and the cast were beginning to feel the emotions. For the past 15 years Jared and Jensen had been the fan favourite, but when y/n joined the cast in season 3, she instantly became a favourite among the cast. Her character Maya was originally meant to be temporary, a quick and emotionless relationship for Dean, but that turned when the chemistry between them were highly wanted among fans. By season ten the on screen couple became married, after much pushing from Sam. For a while fans even shipped y/n and Jensen together, but that was quickly put to bed when Jensen got engaged to Daneel, with y/n standing on Daneel’s side as a bridesmaid.

Now, Jensen and y/n were close beyond words, people called them each other’s soul mate. Y/n was the goddaughter for all three of his children, and Jensen had given y/n away on her wedding day since she lost both her presents quite young. Jensen had been the one to comfort y/n when she lost both her parents, and y/n had been the one to help Jensen pick Daneels engagement ring. During filming Jensen would often buy y/n her morning coffee and y/n would have their breakfast ready. Both of them were important to each other, and fans hoped it wouldn’t change when they were finished filming together.

Now, sitting on the stage, y/n sat opposite Jensen, with him in the middle of her and Jared. It was their last convention of the year, and they were all excited yet dreading the last day together. They knew they would still see each other, Jensen and Jared lived reasonably close to each other, with y/n living only half hours’ drive away. Jensen looked over at y/n and winked at her, causing her to laugh while Jared was mid talking, the crowd screaming in delight at their antics.

“Are you okay over there?” Jared asked, looking around Jensen to see y/n. “I’m fine.” y/n spoke, smiling at him while looking at the crowd. “This is very important information I’m giving these guys and your just here laughing.” Jared tutted, and Jensen rolled his eyes. “Yea y/n, so not cool.” Jensen piped in, and y/n dropped her mouth as she turned to her. “You made me laugh. You guys seen it, he made me laugh.” Y/n spoke to the crowd and Jensen looked out at them. “They see nothing.” Jensen breathed out, only for the crowd to scream in agreeance with the woman, “Okay I don’t like any of you now.” Jensen spoke dramatically, pointing to around the room. “Not my fault I’m the fan favourite.” Y/n shrugged, causing both boys to gasp. “The ignorance.” Jared spoke, shaking his head. “You seem to forget that we’re the ones who made this show happen.” Jensen stated. “Yea.” Jared chimed in, nodding his head. “And you seem to forget that it was me the guys wanted to stay, ain’t that right.” Y/n spoke, turning to talk to the crowds as they cheered. “Alright, alright.” Jared spoke, calming the crowd down, “I umm, I’ve forgotten what was asked now.” “I think you answered it.” Jensen spoke, looking at the one who asked the question. “Yep.” The boy nodded. “Thank you.” Y/n smiled at him before waiting for the next question to be asked.

“On your last day of filming, did you guys take anything from set.” A young girl , no younger than 14 spoke into the phone. “Oh you could get us into trouble here.” Jensen joked, and y/n and Jared laughed as he scratched the back of his head. “No umm, I think Jensen and I both took a flannel from Dean and Sam, right?” Jared spoke, looking at Jensen for confirmation. “Yeah took a few flannels from wardrobe on last day, there was one that I think I must have had since season one which is kind of cool umm.” “God that has seen better days.” Y/n commented, causing Jensen to laugh. “Yea it has, very tattered at this stage.” Jensen laughed. “I also took a mug which was really random.” Jared laughed, causing y/n to laugh. “Was that the white one? Which spontaneously happened to be in every season.” Y/n spoke. “Yeah it is actually. I don’t think many people realize that but I used the same mug each time we filmed a scene.” Jared explained. “Which is very surprising going by our history.” Jensen spoke. “Very true.” Jared agreed, the two laughing at the memories. “Jensen and I have a very special object with that we each took the wedding bands that Maya and Dean wore after their supposed ‘marriage’.” Y/n explained, putting air quotes around the marriage. “Yea we did actually.” Jensen nodded, causing the fans to scream in happiness. “Yea I have Deans on my pointer finger, and you have Maya’s on your pinkie isn’t it.” Y/n explained, looking at Jensen. “Yeah y/n’s fingers are very small compared to mine, so, “ Jensen chuckled as he moved to show the ring, “ I was really surprised it even fit my pinkie to be honest. Have expected it to get stuck.” Jensen lifted his pinkie and y/n lifted her finger to show the rings, both on the right hand.

“I still remember when the fans shipped you two together.” Jared commented. “I know, that was a fun conversation with Daneel.” Y/n joked, causing Jensen to laugh at the memories. “Daneel jokingly squared up to y/n the first time she met her, which was hilarious as y/n was dressed as Maya at the time.” Jensen explained, causing the crowd to laugh. “No I love Daneel, she’s great. And David also loves you which was such a relief.” Y/n commented, smiling at the memories the two couples had. “Would you still be with David if he hadn’t of liked Jensen.” A fan called out, causing gasps to come from the crowd and y/n. “Wow, what a question.” Y/n spoke, “No, Jensen is very special to me, as is Jared, but if David hadn’t of liked Jensen then he’d of been dumped straight away.” “No questions asked?” Jensen asked. “No questions asked.” Y/n confirmed, causing Jensen to smile widely and throw an arm around her. “I do like David, David is very good to our family. Whenever myself and y/n were filming he’d help Daneel with the kids which we were always grateful for.” “He loves those kids.” Y/n smiled. “And the kids love him. We are quite fortunate that our kids are quite close with each other I mean Jared is uncle Jared and y/n is their godmother so, it’s incredibly special to me that David helps Daneel when I’m not around.” Jensen spoke, causing y/n to smile. “And Arrow loves him.” Y/n commented. “Yeah Arrow is convinced she’s going to marry David so, not sure how to feel about that but.” Jensen stated, pursing his lips as he shook his head in mock disappointment. “How you feel, she told me that she was taking my man from me whether I liked it or not, it’s happening.” Y/n exclaimed, causing the crowd to aww at the story. “They’ve already had the wedding by the way.” Jared stated. “Oh yeah, everyone was invited.” Jensen confirmed, causing the crowd to laugh again. “Y/n gave David away and the look on her face was priceless.” Jared laughed. “Not every day you get told your giving your husband away.” Y/n spoke, remembering her pretending to be bitter. “She cried when he left that night. Didn’t understand why he was leaving now that they were married.” Jensen spoke. “Aww really.” Y/n awed. “Yeah took awhile to explain that he had a home and that y/n was his actual wife.” Jensen spoke, causing the crowd to aw. “Yea so, to answer your question they’re were many things taken from set.” Y/n announced, looking at the girl who asked the question. “Memories included.”

The crowd awed at that while Jared fake cried. Jensen looked at y/n with misty eyes before jumping up and tackling her in a hug. Y/n screamed as she nearly fell from the stool, and Jared only laughed before joining the two. The crowd went wild, taking photos of the moment in time.

I'm more than- Halstead sister

Info: y/n, a DNA forensic student in university, is the youngest sister of jay and will halstead. On the way home from college one day, she is attacked by a guy intelligence has been looking for, but will she tell the truth?

Warnings: mentions of rape, brief description

Relationship: Will x Jay x reader sister.

Feeling a little nervous publishing this with what it surrounds

… I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than

Y/n Halstead laughed as she and her friends spoke of one of them nearly fainting at the sight of fake blood around a life like dummy which portrayed a scene.

"You know you won't be able to do that if you work on an actual scene right." Y/n stated to her friend who just rolled her eyes. "Listen, I had an off day alright, I can handle blood." Her friend stated, throwing her hands in front of her in exasperation. "Sure you can." Y/n agreed with a laugh as they reached the corner they split up at.

Y/n waved at her three friends as she watched them cross the road before turning down to the alleyway which lead to her apartment. She sighed and threw her hands in her pockets to protect them from the cold when she was suddenly grabbed from behind. She screamed and clawed at the arm which surrounded her throat, trying to escape. She gasped in pain as she was pushed against the concrete wall.

… Body, let me see your body Take off all your makeup and your clothes Trust me, why don't you just trust me? You're the only beauty, show me more

"Shut it and this will end quickly?" A rough voice spoke to her, grabbing her bag and throwing it away from her. "Please, leave me alone, take my money, my phone, anything, just please, dont hurt me" y/n begged as she tried to fight him. "Shut up, I dont want nothing off you, dont want to hear you." He stated as he pushed her head to the wall and tried to get rid of her jeans. "No please no, stop please." She cried, trying to kick only to be forced onto the ground.

She screamed as he continued his assault on her.

… You're not a dime a dozen Oh, your skin is golden Let me show the whole damn world You're one in a billion The only thing you're missin' Is some tape over that mouth.

Y/n cried as she stayed lying on the ground, refusing to move as the unknown guy got off of her. She placed her hands over her head as a source of protection, preventing her from seeing who it was.

"Dont fucking move till I'm gone." The guy told her, pulling her hair so her head was off the ground before leaving her.

Y/n cried as she lay on the ground, unable to move with the pain she felt. Slowly, she reached for her Jean's as sits up, winching at any small movement. After sorting herself out she just sat on ground, head down crying. She looked up when heard footsteps, half afraid it was her attacker coming back.

She looked away when she realized it was her neighbour who crouched down in front of her. Turning her attention back to the woman in front of her, she watched as she spoke, unable to hear anything over the ringing in her ears. She jumped when she felt a hand on her shoulder, before looking down in shame as she refused to look at woman in front of her.

"Hello ambulance please, there's a young girl in distress here, looks like attacked. Thank you."

Y/n glanced in the direction of her woman when she heard the word ambulance. Afraid to startle her, the woman kept her distance as they waited before flagging down ambulance when the sirens were heard. The woman walked towards Sylvie and Mills as they get out and go towards her before nodding and grabbing their back board and medical supplies bag. As they tried to help y/n started to fight them, not seeing clearly on who it was.

"No, please no." Y/n cried, afraid of someone touching her. "She's in too much distress, we need to sedate her." Sylvie stated to Mills who nods and grabs the needle from the bag. "Please, I don't want them to know, please." Y/n mumbled as she started to drift unconscious.

… Body, I'm more than my body You can pack your things up, buh bye, just go Body, I'm more than my body Don't owe you a thing, no, not at all

"What we got?" Maggie called out as sylvie and Mills wheel y/n into med. "20 year old female, found in alleyway close to apartment, likely to be assaulted, had to be sedated as she was distraught when we got there, found by woman who says her name is y/n" Mills recited as Maggie, Ethan and Conor help bring the patient to trauma bay. "y/n?" Ethan asks as he recognizes who it is. "Bring will down, tell him its his sister." Conor stated to Maggie after moving y/n from the board. "Also call Natalie, if she has been assaulted we may need to do rape test." Ethan told the head nurse. "On it." Maggie nodded before pulling the curtain and heading to her desk, paging Will on her way.

… I'm not a toy to play with Not just a sight to see and My mind is worth its weight in gold I'm not a dime a dozen I know I'm worth this, more than You will ever know

Will rushed down into the ER after getting paged. She looks around to see that the ER wasn't that busy and his patients had no change in them. Glancing around, he sees Maggie at the nurses station and rushes towards her in confusion.

"I was paged" He asked her when he reached the area. Maggi looks at him before nodding her head towards the staff area. "Maggie what is going on?" Will asked impatiently when Maggie wouldn't answer him. "Will, I need you to remain calm alright." Maggie stated, putting her hands up in front of her in a calming motion. "Maggie what is it?" Will asked impatiently. "Will, your sister came in via ambulance today." "Y/n, what, where is she? Is she okay?" Will asked, pushing past Maggie to enter the ER to look for his sister. "Will wait, she's unconscious right now but Connor and Ethan are looking over her now alright. Look, she's in bay 4 but for now hang tight." Maggie tried to explain as Will ran a hand through his hair. "Can I see her? Maggie I need to see her." "Will you can't see her right now, not until she's cleared for visitors you know the drill. She's an adult and therefore doesn't need supervision." "Maggie..." "Will try it and I will have you off the floor for the rest of shift." Maggie warned, pointing a finger at him.

Will sighs and sits on couch, putting hands on his face, rubbing his eyes in frustration. Maggie rubbed his shoulder in encouragement before leaving to work on more papers.

Touch me, you just want to feel me You just want to share me You don't care at all Trust you, why don't I just trust you? You just want to use me Now I know Body, I'm more than my body You will never get me, buh bye, just go

Y/n groaned when light shone into her eyes, blinking rapidly as sge turns her head only to see a heart monitor. Her eyes widen as she realizes where she is and sits up rapidly. She groaned when she seen the drip in her arm before snapping her head to the door when footsteps were heard. Ethan came into her view and she watched cautisly.

"Hey, your awake." He smiled, staying near the door in case. She smiled weakly, wringing her hands together. "I'm going to call Natalie, she's going to be taking care of you, I'm glad to see you awake."

Y/n stares ahead of her as memories of what happened to her replays in her head. Tears come to her eyes as she realizes it had actually happened and wasn't just a bad dream. She jumps when she hears nock on glass, seeing Natalie come into the room.

"Sorry" Natalie spoke sympathetically, " how you feeling y/n?" Natalie smiled softly as she walked in. Y/n shrugs and looks down slightly. Natalie clears her throat and moves towards the bed. "I'm just going to check you over, is that okay?" Natalie asked, waiting for y/n to nod hesitantly before moving closer. The two stayed in silence as y/ns vitals were checked, y/n watching with glossy eyes. "Alright, your all good, I just have some questions I need to ask you, alright?" Y/n nodded, glancing up at the doctor. "You had to be sedated due to being in distress, can you tell me why that was?" Natalie asked. Y/n shrugged and remained silent. "Y/n I just need to know so I can help you. Did somebody hurt you?" Natalie asked again, trying to get an answer from the younger Halstead. Y/n looked up and over Natalie's shoulder to see Will looking over at where she was being treated. "Y/n please, I can't help you if you don't tell me, did somebody touch you?" Natalie asked again, desperate to help the girl she had known since she was 16. That's all it took for y/n to burst out crying. "Y/n, what happened?" Natalie asked, coming closer and pulling y/n into a hug. Y/n choked in tears as she clung to Natalie. "Y/n, I need to do a rape test on you? Do you consent to that?" Y/n froze as Natalie said the word she dreaded to hear or say, realizing that it was real. "It will help as evidence against the guy should you take it further. And I can be sure that no internal damage is there." Natalie explained, rubbing y/n's arm gently, pulling away when she jumped. "Yes." Y/n spoke in a whisper, not recognizing her own voice. "I'll be back shortly, do you want visitors?" Natalie smiled weakly before leaving as y/n shook her head no.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Will watched in the distance as Natalie spoke to his sister, before standing up when she started crying. He opened the door of staff room to go to her when Maggie sees and quickly pulls curtain and close door before stopping him.

"Maggie please..." "Will no, I promise as soon as you can you can go." Maggie persisted, placing a hand on his chest to push him back.

Will sighs and leans against desk, rubbing forehead before looking around, only to see Jay.

"Jay." Will called ,gaining attention of his brother. "Will, hey. What's up?" Jay asked, turning to face his brother after finishing talking to Sharon. "You don't know?" Will asked, confused. "Know what?" Jay asked his brother in confusion. "Jay, y/ns here in hospital. She was brought in earlier." "Wait what, is she okay? Where is she?" "Bay 4 but Maggie won't let me see her yet, she's not clear for visitors." Will sighed. "To hell with that I'm going to see our sister, which ones bay 4."

"Ehh, where do you two think your going?" Maggie asked, stepping in front of the two brothers in frustration, knowing what they were about to say. "Maggie, where's my sister?" Jay asked ,looking around to see if he could see her face. "Jay, I am going to tell you the exact same thing as I told Will, you can't see her yet, as soon as you can I will let you know. For now, don't you have a job to do." Maggie stated in slight annoyance. "My sister is more important then my job." "Well you can't see her so either do your job, or go wait with your brother. Try see her and I kick you out of the hospital, that goes for both of you." Maggie stated, pointing at them both. Jay turned and looked at his brother. "I'm actually here for a possible assault so I'm going to see how were getting on." He stated before turning to leave.

Will turned his attention to Natalie as she came out of the room where his sister was.

"Maggie, can I get a rape kit brought down here please, ASAP." Natalie asked, causing Will to look at her. "Nat, what's wrong with y/n?" Will asked, gaining his brothers attention once again. "Not now Will, I'll explain later." Natalie spoke, moving away from him and towards the folders. "Natalie you just ordered a rape kit and I'm supposed to just let it go as if you weren't just in with my sister, what the hell happened?" Will spoke in exasperation, trying to make a point. "Will seriously, drop it. Your sister is twenty years old, I do not need to tell you anything. And the rape kit isn't for her" Natalie stated, lying to him before moving away towards another patient. "Can you at least tell me if it's okay to see her." "Not now." Natalie shook her head before leaving the two Hallstead's to sigh in frustration.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Y/n lay on bed as Natalie did the test on her, April standing by for help and to reassure the youngest Halstead that she wasn't alone. The room was silent as the test was done, the doctor and nurse not believing that it happened and the patient fearing the nightmare would never end.

"Alright, all done. Bring these to forensics so they can test it, see what they find." Natalie spoke to April, placing the blanket back over y/ns legs before giving April the bag of evidence. April nodded and left, closing curtain and door behind her. "Are you hungry, thirsty? I can get something sent up to you if you would like?" Natalie asked the young girl as she stood up, taking off her gloves. "No, I'm okay." Y/n spoke softly, still afraid to speak. Natalie sighed and moved closer. "You know this wasn't your fault, you didn't ask for this." Natalie spoke. "Do my brothers know?" "No, but they have been impatiently waiting around since you came in, breaking Maggies heart they are." Natalie joked, trying to get y/n to ease slightly. "I know they won't hurt me, but, I'm scared, even those who I know and trust I feel like I can't." "I can't imagine what your going through, but just know that there are people here for you." Natalie spoke softly, causing y/n to look down slightly. "Erin and Kim want to ask you some questions if your up for it." Y/n nodded and looked up at Natalie who smiled at her kindly. "Yeah, I suppose I should."

Y/n looked down again as she heard the door open and Natalie talking before two pairs of footsteps were heard.

"Hi y/n, are you okay to talk?"

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Will came out of a patients room before seeing Jay standing near exit. He moved closer and stands beside him, seeing him looking at y/ns area.

"Hey, any news?" Jay asked. "Nope, haven't heard a thing since last spoke to Natalie, how's your case?" "Burgess and Erin are talking to the victim now." "God, I can't imagine taking that case." "I'm glad we haven't had to deal with that close to home." Jay stated, glancing at Will before turning back to y/n's room as he loked on in confusion.

Seeing his brothers confusion Will turned in the direction Jay was watching to see Burgess and Erin leaving y/n's room, Natalie following close behind. Jay looks at Will and the two walk closer as the three women talk.

"Erin, what's going on?" Jay asked as he and his brother stop in front of the three. "Nat?" Will asked, turning to his college and girlfriend "I thought y/n wasn't up for visitors, why were they in there." Erin and Natalie looked at each other before facing the two Halsteads. "Will, Jay. There's no easy way to say this but, y/n has been assaulted by a man outside her home around lunch time." Erin explained to the two brothers carefully. "That's why you couldn't see her, because we weren't sure what way she would react." Natalie explained as Burgess moved away from the group as a message came through. "So she was raped, my sister was raped." Jay stated in shock as Will ran a hand through his hair in disbelief. "I know it's hard to hear but you have to be there for y/n now. She needs you more than ever." Natalie stated as Kim came back. "Forensics got results back from the rape kit, we're looking at the same guy we've been looking for from the other women." Kim stated as she came towards the group. "Okay, let's get back to intelligence, Jay, I'll let Voight now hat your hear with your sister." Erin stated. "Thanks." Jay stated ,still in shock of what he heard. "Can we see her now?" Will asked, wanting to be there for his sister. "I'll ask her if she's up to it." Natalie nodded before moving towards the door which had y/n behind it.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than My body

Y/n looked up with fear as she heard the door open before relaxing when she seen Natalie pop her head in.

"Hey y/n, Will and Jay are outside, are you up to seeing them?" She asked softly, not wanting to spook the girl before smiling when she nodded her head

"Okay, she said it's okay. Just be cautious, keep your distance, let her come to you." Natalie explained before opening the door fully and allowing the two boys in.

Will and jay look at there sister, hearts breaking at how broken she looked. Y/n watched as Will took a seat and moved it away from the bed to allow distance as y/n watched the two as they moved.

"Hey, how you feeling?" Will asked, only for Jay to elbow his stomach as y/n looked down. "Right, silly question, sorry." Will answered, waiting y/n to speak. "I'm sorry." Y/n whispered, causing both boys to look at her. "You have nothing to be sorry for, it's not your fault. This shouldn't of happened so don't blame yourself." Jay spoke, shaking his head in disagreement. "No, I know, I'm sorry I can't go near you. I know you wouldn't hurt me but I am scared." Y/n cried, afraid she was disappointing them. "It's okay, you don't have to apologize, we'll get through this, together." Will stated, causing y/n to nod and smile slightly at the two.

I'm more than I'm more than I'm more than

Six months later, Will and Jay stood with y/n outside the court room, preparing for the trial against y/n's rapist. Thanks to y/n's fighting they had gathered sufficient amounts of DNA to discover who the guy was. Now, all y/n had to do was stand in front of the jury and explain what happened, while looking at her attacker in the eye.

"We'll be sitting behind you if you need us." Jay stated, still keeping distance as y/n hadn't felt comfortable enough to allow men to touch her yet. "You've got it, just look at us if you need encouragement alright." Will stated, smiling at y/n who took a shaky breath as Erin came towards them to bring her to the court.

Y/n looked around as they entered the courtroom. The doctors and nurses of Chicago med (Natalie, April, Maggie, Sharon, Conor, Ethan and Dr. Charles) as well as those from intelligence (Antonio, Kevin, Adam, Kim, Mouse and Trudy) had come to show there support as well as the paramedics who brought her to med, Sylvie and Mills. She refused to look towards the guy who was being held as a rapist as she waited for the judge to come forward, before standing up as the case began. She looked down as the information of her case, as well as other women who had been attacked by the same man, was recited to the court, before looking up when the man was brought to the stand.

She watched as he looked out to the crowd with no emotion, listening to the charges as he pleaded not-guilty. Her mouth opened wide as he looked at her as he came down from the stand, grinning at her with a sick smirk before he was pulled to sit down. She turned back to face her brothers who smiled and nodded at her in encouragement. She turned back as the judge called for recess so the Jury could come to their verdict.

Y/n sat outside the court room as Will and Jay spoke to their colleges about the case. She looked up as she heard someone clear their throat.

"It's okay, there's too much evidence there for them not to give him a sentence." Erin spoke softly, gaining the attention of the rest. "Yeah, if it was me he'd be somewhere no one would find him." Jay muttered but Erin shot him a glare before they were called back in. "That was quick, Does that mean something bad?" Y/n asked Erin frantically. "It doesn't mean anything yet. There just ready to announce the outcome." "God I feel sick." Y/n stated as they headed back to the courtroom, standing as the judge came back in.

"Has the Jury come to a verdict?" The judge asked, looking at the Jury. "We have your honor." The speaker announced. "Carry on." "For the assault against Ms. Abigail Roche we define the defendant, guilty of this charge. For the assault against Ms. Sophia and Amelia Dunne, we define the defendant guilty of this charge. And for the assault against Ms. Y/n Halstead, we define the defendant guilty of this charge." The speaker read out, causing y/n to sigh in relief and Erin to rub her back. "The defendant has been sentenced to life imprisonment. Court dismissed." The judge stated, hitting his hammer before everyone stood up.

Y/n sighed in relief and smiled at Erin as they gathered there stuff before leaving the court room. The two walked out of the building to see Jay and Will standing near the car, waiting for them. Jay and WIll smiled at them as they came towards them.

"Hey, it's all over now." Jay smiled, placing a hand on Wills shoulder as he also smiled. Y/n smiled before running towards the two, pulling them into a hug. Erin smiled as she watched both brothers tear up as their sister hugged them for the first time since her assault.

"I'm proud of you." Will smiled, "Can I have another hug?" He asked, causing y/n to wrap her arms around his neck in a proper hug. "We are always here for you, don't ever forget it." Jay spoke as y/n hugged him again. "I love you." Y/n smiled. "I love you too." Will and Jay smiled, glad to have their sister with them.

Never enough

Info: It’s unusual to see the soft side of Scott, but y/n takes it out of him when she feels insecure bout herself.

relationship: Scott x reader

Warnings: Slight mention of eating disorder, body shaming

Y/n and Scott were two completely different people. While y/n was sweet and kind, Scott was cold and snappy to people. Y/n always smiled in greeting to whoever she spoke to, Scott made his conversations short and simple, refusing to talk longer than necessary. So the reasons for y/n taking a liking to the stone cold man were unknown, but it would be a lie if someone were to say that the two weren’t cute together. The short and few moments they had together in public would make you melt. If there was a hair stray on y/n’s head, Scott would tuck it behind her ear. When Scott chewed his last piece of gum, y/n would have a replacement pack ready for him. When y/n was cold, Scott would be quick to grab a jacket from behind his car and wrapping it around her shoulders. When Scott got stressed after a bad chase, y/ would be quick to pull him away from the situation, and get him out of a harsh tongue from Marshell.  Y/n was the only person who could make Scott smile an actual smile, and Scott could always make y/n blush with short remarks. The two were imperfectly perfect for each other, and both were content with each other.

So when y/n starts acting out of character, Scott is the first to pick up on it. Javi had grown up with y/n, which is how she winded up with Storm Par, and Scott was aware of that y/n wasn’t always as confident as she seemed. In high school y/n struggled with her appearance. She was body shamed by a group of tween girls which lead to her refusing to eat. She’d go days without eating before bulk eating and forcing herself to throw it back up. Javi had been the one to catch her forcing herself to get sick, and had grown to learn the symptoms of when things got bad. It was during the early days of y/n and Scott’s relationship when Javi told Scott. Y/n sometimes returned to her bad habits, and Javi was afraid it would get too bad, so he confided in Scott who was determined to prevent history repeating itself.

Y/n woke up feeling out of sorts. Turning her head, she seen Scott lying beside her, arm draped over her stomach, eyes closed as he slept soundly. Feeling her skin burning under his touch, y/n grimaced as she pushed his arm off her, swinging her legs to move off the bed. She looked back at Scott to see him move slightly, and she sighed when he didn’t awaken. Moving towards the bathroom, she grabbed her clothes  before closing the door, her vision stopping at the cracked mirror behind the door. Her eyes wandered over her body, and her hands moved to grasp at the skin that was on her hip. She narrowed her eyes at herself, looking down at the rolls that appeared as she changed for the day.

“Hey, there you are.” Scott greeted her as she opened the door of the bathroom. “Morning.” Y/n smiled, folding up her pyjamas and placing them in her bag. “I didn’t feel you getting up this morning.” He frowned, leaning over to tie his shoe laces. “Oh.” Y/n mocked confusion. “Thought you had abandoned me.” Scott joked as he got off the bed, brushing down his trousers before walking over to wrap his arms around her. “Never.” Y/n smirked, wrapping her arms around his neck as she tried to ignore the slight burn she felt from his touch. “Breakfast?” Scott asked, looking down at her slightly. “Nah, I’m good. Think I’m going to see Javi before we meet with the group. Sort out some things before Kate gets here.” Y/n shrugged as she ran her fingers through his hair. “You good?” Scott asked, unable to read her. “Yeah.” Y/n nodded, kissing Scott’s cheek before pulling away from him slightly. “I’ll grab you a coffee than. Creamer, no sugar.” Scott pointed at her as he recited her usual order. “You got it.” Y/n smiled as she grabbed his cap from the side of their bed and placing it on his head. “ “I love you.” Scott spoke as she adjusted the hat on his head. “I love you too.” Y/n smiled before they left the room.

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Y/n had told a slight lie to Scott, she never meet with Javi, instead she had went for a long walk along the woods that was just across from the motel they were currently staying at. She hated lying to Scott, they didn’t allow for lies in their relationship, but she knew Scott would only stop her from doing the long walk if he had known. She had meet with Javi on the way back, and they were currently walking to where Storm Par had parked their cars the night before after a long day of chasing. Tiredness was evident on y/n’s face and Javi eyed her warily as she smiled upon seeing Scott. Wordlessly, Scott handed y/n the coffee and y/n smiled, forcing herself to inhale the scent of coffee with a smile.

“Alright guys, we have two storms that look promising today. One on the east and the other on the South.” Scott stated, and y/n leaned on one of the jeeps as she listened to her boyfriend accordingly. “We have a long drive ahead of us, so I advise getting enough food and drink to last, because we won’t have much time for stops unless necessary.” Javi continued for his partner, being the considerate one of the two. “We leave in 5, no later.” Scott stated, and the team separated to get ready for the day.

Scott watched the crowd leave before moving towards y/n, going to take her hand and intertwine their fingers. Y/n forced a half smile at him and decided to lean into hm slightly, faking tiredness. Kissing her head, Scott moved them towards the gas station, and y/n moved away from him slightly to allow their hands to swing in between them. Eyeing her slightly, Scott said nothing as he opened the door and allowed her to go through. She let his hand go to grab a basket and replaced it with her coffee before they began to walk the aisles to get their food. Scott smirked as he seen y/n grab two boxes of chewing gum and throw them into the basket, and she looked at him from the corner of her eye, pretending not to see. His smirk dropped as he seen her grab his usual sweets and stay away from hers. He eyed her gently and grabbed a small packet of f/s (favourite sweet) and placed it beside his as she moved towards the fruit and grabbed apples and bananas before grabbing two bottles of water from the fridge. His frown increased as she avoided her  favourite fizzy drink and move over to grab two sandwiches for them. He couldn’t help the worry he felt as she moved to check, watching her as he realized the signs.

“I’m just going to run to the bathroom. I’ll meet you at the truck.” Scott stated, moving to kiss the back of y/n’s head. “Ok.” Y/n looked up at him with a slight smile on her lips before Scott left.

He turned back to see y/n talking to Boone, and while he would usually frown at seeing her talk to their rivals, the frown was replaced with worry as he walked back to the trucks where Javi was talking to some members of their team.

“Javi.” Scott called out as he walked towards the man. “Yea.” Javi asked, not looking at Scott for a minute before glancing at him when he didn’ answer. “Come here.” Scott indicated with his head for Javi to come to him. “What is it man, we’re sorting out where best to place the..” “How did y/n seem today when you guys were talking?” Scott got right to the point, his voice gruff. “What? I wasn’t talking to y/n today.” Javi spoke, confused with question. “Y/n didn’t have breakfast this morning because she was going to see you to talk before Kate got here.” Scott stated. “I haven’t talked to y/n today. I only seen her when she was walking back to the motel.” Javi spoke, her eyes widening slightly as he realized something. “If she didn’t meet you than, where did she..” Scott stopped as he figured out where she was “She went for a walk.” “A long walk.” Javi nodded at him before looking over Scott’s shoulder to see y/n dragging her feet as she made her way towards the group.

Y/n’s eyes remained on the ground before looking up as she neared the group. Her eyes scanned Javi & Scott’s face as they watched her walk up to them, and she smiled slightly in greeting before stopping as the team returned. Javi gave a brief overview as to where each person would station and everyone nodded before moving to their respective cars. Scott and y/n moved to their own transport, and Scott opened the door for y/n before taking the bag from her and replacing it with her still warm cup of coffee.

“Here, drink this. It’ll waken you up.” He smiled at her as she got comfortable in her seat. “Thanks.” Y/n smiled, taking a sip of it as Scott placed the bag at her feet before closing the door and moving to the drivers seat.

“You know I care about you right?” Scott asked, looking at y/n as he took her hand. “I know.” Y/n nodded after a short silence, her eyes squinting in confusion as Scott squeezed her hand before letting it go and starting the car.

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That night y/n was exhausted. The group had been travelling none stop all day, and the little energy from her coffee had long since left her body. Scott draped his arm over her shoulder, ignoring as she flinched before placing her head on his shoulder. He kissed her head gently before glaring at those who took a double take of them together. It wasn’t usual to see the two of them being so close in public, but y/n welcomed it, smiling tiredly as she felt his lips on her hair. Javi glanced towards them as he got out of his truck, and him and Scott shared a knowing look before heading off to reception to get the keys for the night. Scott and y/n were close behind, and Scott nodded in thanks to the receptionist as they got their keys before leading y/n towards their room.

Once in the room, y/n left Scott’s side and dropped her bag on the bed, opening it to grab her comfy clothes for the night. Scott frowned as she headed to the bathroom, hearing the dodgy lock lock behind her. Usually y/n would have no problem getting changed in the same room as him, they had been together for over a year now so there wasn’t anything he hadn’t seen. He sighed before dropping his own bag to get ready for the night. He looked up as he heard the lock unclick, but the door didn’t open. Deciding to check if y/n was okay, he knocked on the door before opening it.

Y/n stood in front of the sink, and her back was towards the sink as she looked at herself in the mirror behind the door. Her vision looked up as the door opened, and her eyes widened as she seen Scott come through the door. One look at her and Scott knew what he and Javi thought were true, for her eyes watered slightly before turning away from him, arms wrapping around herself. Sighing in slight frustration he walked further into the bathroom and wrapped his arms around her. Y/n pushed against his chest slightly and Scott allowed her to part from him before they walked to the room. Y/n refused to look at the man who stopped in front of her as she sat on the bed.

“Y/n, talk to me.” Scott pleaded. “About what, I’m tired I need to sleep.” Y/n muttered, refusing to make eye contact. “Your not yourself. I need to know that your okay, but I can clearly see your not.” Scott replied. “ I’m fine.” Y/n snapped, and Scott arched his brow, knowing that she wouldn’t usually snap that quick. “No your not. Your feeling down and that’s okay. You can feel that way, but I need you to accept that I am going to care about you both on your good days and your bad days. Just as you care about me even when I’m stone cold to everyone else.” “Scott…” Y/n started, not sure what to say. “You don’t seem to realize how perfect you are. Everyone have flaws and yours is what I love about you the most.” Scott stated, moving to place his hands on y/n’s shoulder, kneading them slightly. “Stop.” Y/n murmured, not agreeing with him. “What do you hate about you the most?” Scott asked suddenly, leaning down to kiss y/n on the lips. “No.” Y/n muttered against his lips, closing her eyes gently. “Tell me y/n.” Scott stated, kissing her checks and moving down to her neck. “My sides.” She whispered, her breath caught in her throat slightly. “Hmm.” Scott breathed gently as he moved his hands either side of y/n, forcing her to lower down gently. “My sides.” Y/n spoke again, and she shivered as she felt Scott smirk against her neck, running his fingers down her body, stopping at her hips. “These.” He asked, bringing her hands to a stop before squeezing them slightly. “Stop.” Y/n begged, eyes widening slightly. “I happen to think your hips are one of your best characteristics.” Scott mumbled before moving down her body, bringing her top up a bit so he could kiss the skin on her hips. “Scott please.” Y/n cried out, her body freezing as he paid attention to her insecurity. “Your beautiful y/n, hips included.” Scott murmured as he nuzzled her body with his nose as he made his way back up to meet y/n’s eyes. “No.” “Yes.” Scott replied to her denial, before kissing her again.

Y/n sighed as Scott never moved his hands from her sides, instead holding a grip on them as he hovered over her. She accepted his attention, bringing her hands up to his neck, fingers going through his hair. The kiss was short, and y/n breathed deeply as Scott moved to lie beside her, arms snaking under her back to keep her close. His other hand moved to play with her hair, causing y/n to close her eyes and lean into his touch. Kissing her head, Scott laid his chin on her head.

“You are perfect just the way you are y/n.” Scott mumbled, twirling some hair around his finger. “Hmm.” Y/n sighed, scrunching her nose slightly as Scott tickled her side. “I’ll never be enough.” “You’ll always be enough.” Scott replied quickly, and y/n rolled her eyes as he pulled her closer, allowing sleep to consume them both.

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Innocence taken (1/2)

Info: Thomas Shelby has been the sole carer for his baby sister since he returned from the war, meaning that he has always been overly protective of her. At age 16, she tries to be more independent without the help of her brothers but when she gets attacked one night, she ends up pregnant and when her brother finds out, he doesn't realize that it wasn't by choice, and regrets it when Polly tells him the bad news.

Season: 1

Pairing: Tommy Shelby x sister reader, Shelby clan x sister reader

warnings: Mentions of rape

Part 2

The Garrison was practically empty as it neared closing time. Tommy Shelbys youngest sister y/n, laughed as she talked to Grace, cleaning up the counter. Grace placed some empty glasses on top of the bar counter as she cleaned up some of the tables that were empty. The two looked up when they heard the back room opening, seeing Tommy coming through. He nods at Grace before turning to his sister as she moved from behind the counter.

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"Y/n, let's go home." Tommy stated, heading to front door as he lit a cigarette he had placed in his mouth.

"I'm helping Grace close up tonight." Y/n stated, not looking at her brother as she wiped down a table.

"No your not." Tommy stated, turning to look at his sister.

" Yes I am." Y/n stated, looking up at her brother with an annoyed look.

"Y/n Shelby......."

"I'm not a kid Tommy, I'm capable of walking home on my own." Y/n stated, moving towards her brother in intimidation

"Your under my control until your eighteen y/n so I suggest you come with me or I swear I will fucking drag you home." Tommy threatened, moving closer to y/n as she took a step back

"Finns eleven and you let him walk around on his own. What's so different for me?" Y/n asked, crossing her arms.

Tommy looks at Grace who was stood behind the counter watching the Shelby siblings argue.

"Listen y/n, your a girl, who has little to no idea on how to protect herself. I just want you to be safe." Tommy sighed, stubbing his cigarette in a an ash tray before placing his hands on his sisters upper arms.

"Fuck that Thomas, I'm well capable of looking after myself." Y/n spoke confidently, shaking her head in disagreement.

"Mr. Shelby if I could, I think y/n is capable of walking home on her own, she's took care of drunk men in here on the daily. On her own may I add." Grace piped up from where she stood, causing Tommy to turn his gaze to the Irish woman with a glare.

"Tommy please, trust me." Y/n pleaded, placing a hand on his arm as he turned his gaze back to his sister

"Of course I trust you sweetheart, it's others I don't." He tried to explain, placing a hand on her cheek gently

"I promise to be careful." She smiled softly, causing Tommy to sigh and shake his head

"I want you back before midnight, any later and I won't let you do it again." Tommy stated reluctantly causing y/n to smile widely.

"Thanks Tommy." Y/n smiled, hugging him quickly before leaving to the back room.

"She's a good person." Grace stated, looking at Tommy as he stood still for a moment.

"It's those around us who aren't" Tommy stated, taking out a cigarette once again.

"She has you wrapped around her little finger." Grace spoke daringly, watching as Thomas glanced at her

"Ah." Thomas nodded, opening the door.

"Goodnight Mr. Shelby." Grace called back before silence consumed the pub floor.

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Y/n sighed and gave a yawn as she started walking towards her home from childhood. The streets were relatively quiet since majority of it's residents gone home for the night. Taking a turn y/n slowed down when she heard something. Looking behind her, she sees nothing so decides to keep going when suddenly, she's grabbed from the side. She tries to scream but a hand is placed over her mouth as she's pulled further into an alley way. Looking up at her attacker, her eyes widens when she sees the eyes of the drunk man who had grabbed her.

"Goodnight Grace." Y/n called out as she and Grace parted ways after locking up for the night.

"Night y/n, be safe walking home." Grace nodded to the young girl before leaving y/ns sight.

"Hey pretty girl, let's have some fun." He said before pushing her into the wall, forcing himself onto her as she tries to fight him.

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Tears in her eyes, y/n didn't say anything as the man fixed himself up and left her in the dark. Sniffing slightly, she placed a hand over her mouth to silence the sobs that left her body as she realized what happened.

Gaining composure, she slowly walked him, a look of terror as she kept looking around her. Her hair and clothes were all over the place as she held her shoulders, trying to keep the sleeve of her dress which ripped up for modesty.

Turning the corner to her childhood home, she groaned as she seen a glow of light in the sitting room when she opened the door. She froze when she seen it was Tommy, who had stayed awake to make sure she got home safe. Turning towards the stairs, she cringes as she hears her brother calling out to her, but ignores it as she heads to her room, closing the door.

Reaching the top of the stairs, Tommy knocks on his sisters door before opening it when he doesn't hear anything. Sighing in relief, he seen her lying on her bed with her back towards the door. Satisfied that she was home he nodded his head before leaving, closing the door behind him not knowing y/n was still awake with tears falling down her cheeks as she cried softly.

"Y/n?" Tommy called out, moving out to the hall in confusion when she doesn't answer him.

"Y/n" He tried again, moving to the bottom of the stairs and making his way up the stairs.

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Two weeks after the incident, y/n was still struggling with that night. Every little noise she heard caused her to jump and feel uneasy. She avoided walking in the dark as much as possible, going as far as taking the early shifts in the Garrison instead of the late ones. She avoided close contact with her brothers as much of possible, not evening sneaking into Tommy's room as she always did from a young age since the war, a tradition which eased both her and her brother that they were home and safe, instead opting to stick around Polly and Ada when she was home.

Arthur and Tommy sat at the kitchen table when she made her way done the stairs, yawning as she reached the bottom stairs. She froze when she seen the two boys sitting at the table before looking at Polly as she walked into the kitchen from the living room where Finn was.

Y/n smiled weakly and grabbed the piece of toast that was left on the table before nodding and leaving quickly. Tommy watched with squinted eyes as his youngest sister left the house before moving towards the window, watching her cross the road and head the direction of the Garrison.

"Morning love." Polly smiled at her as she turned off the stove which held the breakfast for the morning.

"Morning Pol." She smiled softly, hiding the nausea which started to come up at the smell of the bacon.

"Want some breakfast?" Her aunt asked as she plated the breakfast.

"Not hungry." Y/n replied, eyeing the plates Pol placed in front of Tommy and Arthur.

"Y/n sit done and eat some breakfast love, we haven't seen much of you lately." Tommy tried, moving the chair beside him out before patting it for her to sit.

"I have morning shifts in the Garrison so I better get going." Y/n stated as she grabbed her coat from the hanger.

"Take some toast at least." Polly chimed, grabbing a piece of toast from Tommy's plate and throwing it in the girls direction.

Tommy and y/n had always been close, both before and after the war. When the Shelby boys had told their family that they would be leaving to fight in the war, y/n, at the young age of 12 had burst into tears and clung onto her second oldest brother, refusing to let go causing Polly and Ada to forcibly pull her off him so Tommy could leave. Tommy was heart broken seeing his sister like that and when he had returned he decided to become the carer of his younger sister. The two always done things together so to have y/n not wanting to be near him or talk to him pained him. She was his light, the main reason for getting up everyday.

"Tommy something ain't right with her." Arthur stated, turning his attention to Tommy as he looked out the window.

"Pol has she said anything to you?" Tommy asked as she moved away from the window and took a puff from his cigarette.

"She's probably just not feeling well, you know how she gets when she's close to her time of the month." Polly stated, sitting at the table and grabbing a cigarette from the open packet on the table.

"No it's not that, she's never been one to be away from one of us, she craves some form of affection from us whenever were close by." Tommy explained, breathing out smoke with a shake of his head, "Now she tries to avoid us like were the fucking plaque." He continued, leaning on the back of a chair.

"I'll talk to her" Polly stated with a nod, knowing that even though he would never say, it was hurting Tommy that his sister didn't want to be near him.

"Come on Arthur, let's get John before we head to work." Tommy spoke, stubbing his cigarette butt and moving away from the table while he rolled his shoulders. "Let me know how y/n is Pol." He finished behind his shoulder before leaving the house, heading towards his car.

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Y/n sighed as she headed home from the garrison. Entering the house she rubbed her eyes in tiredness before heading towards the kitchen where Finn was sitting at the table. She smiled at her younger brother and ruffled his hair affectional when she passed him.

"Hey Finn." She smiled softly at him as she sat across from him.

"Hey y/n." The boy smiled back as Polly came in.

Y/n looked up to greet her aunt only to see a hard look on her face.

"Finn, go into the living room, I need to talk to your sister." She stated, pointing to the door.

Finn looked between his aunt and sister who nodded at him to do as he's told.

"And no eave dropping." Polly shouted at him as he closed the door.

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"What's this about?" Y/n asked in confusion as Polly sat in front of her.

"I heard something, and I want to hear it from you, no lies, just the truth." Polly stated as she put her hands together in front of her.

"About what?" Y/n asked in clear confusion.

"Where were you today?" Polly asked, noticing as y/ns breathing hitched.

"At work."

"Not all day you weren't. Ada was at the garrison and said you left early, which isn't like you. So, where were you?"

"Pol, please." Y/n pleaded softly.

"Y/n where the hell were you?" Polly asked, her voice raising slightly.

"The doctors okay." Y/n snapped, throwing her arms out in front of her. "I went to the doctors." She finished quietly as she looked down.

"Why?"

"I don't see how that is any of your concern...."

"Y/n Shelby, your 16 years old, you don't go to something like the doctors unless me or Tommy know, so why were you at the doctors." Polly asked in a stern voice.

"I was late. I kept getting sick, I didn't know what to say so I went on my own." Y/n replied in weak voice, causing her aunts face to soften.

"Jesus Crist y/n, your not pregnant are you." Polly asked in shock, being proved right when y/n started crying.

"I don't know what to do, I didn't want it." She stated, shaking her head rapidly.

"You mean your were....." Polly asked, not able to finish the sentence.

"I couldn't stop it Pol, I tried but he was too strong, I couldn't." Y/n explained as sobs escaped her lips.

"Oh y/n, sweetheart." Polly rushed out of her seat and pulled y/n into a hug, petting her hair as she shook with her tears.

"I couldn't stop him Pol, I tried, I really tried." Y/n stated, pulling away slightly.

"Hey hey, none of this is your fault, okay, what that bastard did to you was not your fault so don't you dare blame yourself okay." Polly shushed the young girl, rubbing her arms when they pulled apart.

Y/n sniffed and wiped her eyes .

I don't know what to do Pol, I don't think I can be a mother." Y/n spoke with a shaky voice

"You don't have to be, I know someone who can help you alright. This can all go away." Polly soothed her youngest niece, tucking some hair behind y/ns ears.

"Do I have to tell Tommy?" y/n whimpered slightly

"No, no one will know. It will be like it never happened."

"But it did, it's stuck in my head like a record on replay."

"It will get better y/n, time will heal." Polly stated, not knowing that the youngest of the Shelby's had heard everything.

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Tommy sat in the back room of the garrison, smoking a cigarette as he waited for Grace to bring him the drink he ordered. He looked up to the door when he heard the sound of frantic feet before the door slammed open, the youngest Shelby coming into view.

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"Finn, what is it?" Tommy asked, watching as his youngest brother fidgeted in his position.

"It's y/n." The younger boy spoke uneasy.

"What about her? Finn, what's wrong with our sister?" Tommy asked, placing a hand on Finn's shoulder to get him to look at him.

"She's, she's pregnant Tommy." Finn relayed, not remembering the vital information of how it happened.

"What the fuck did you just say?" Tommy asked, enraged about the new found information.

"Tommy your drink." Grace called out.

"Don't fucking need it." Tommy cursed abruptly at the bar maid before storming out of the bar, the locals watching him leave before looking at Finn who just ran out to follow his second oldest brother.

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Polly looked up from her position on the couch as she heard the door slam open. She placed a finger to her lips when she seen it was Tommy before caressing y/n's hair gently as she lay with her head in her aunts lap. Tommy sighed and moved in front of the two women.

"Y/n wake up, now." Tommy spoke as he shook his sister harshly.

"Tommy for fuck sake leave her alone." Polly told him as y/n opened her eyes with tiredness.

"Stay out of this Pol, y/n my office now." Tommy pointed to the women as he spoke to them.

"Jesus Christ Tommy can you just calm down and leave her be. What's this about?" Polly asked, holding y/n as she steadied her niece to a seating position, still half asleep.

Never you mind what this is about Pol, this is between me and y/n." Tommy stated, grabbing y/ns elbow and dragging her to his office.

Y/n stood at the door even after the door was slammed in her face before breaking down in tears. She leaned against the door and covered her face as she realized that her brother had called her a whore and really believed that she would just sleep around.

"Tommy, your hurting me." Y/n winched as she frantically tried to get him to let go of her.

"Sit down." He stated, ignoring her as she pushed her into his office and closing the door behind them before moving to his seat.

"What's going on?" Y/n asked, looking at her brother in nervousness.

"I heard something which I didn't like the sound of, and I'm hoping you can confirm that what I heard was a big misunderstanding." Tommy spoke as he lit a cigarette and placed it in his mouth.

"Well, what did you hear?" She asked shyly, moving uncomfortably in her seat.

"One of my sisters are pregnant, and I want to find out who the fucking guy was." He stated, leaning on his desk as he sat up. y/n looked up at him in fear. "Well y/n, who was it?"

"Tom..."

"Fucking answer me y/n, who was he?" Tom shouted causing y/n to flinch involuntarily

"It's not what you think?" Y/n tried to explain.

"Just tell me who it was y/n?"

"I don't know." She spoke, looking down in shame.

"You don't know. You fucking sleeping around y/n huh. You a fucking whore now eh?" Tommy screamed at his sister.

"No it's not like that." Y/n cried, looking up at her brother as he stood up and threw glass to the wall ,causing her to flinch.

"No? Cause the way I see it I have a 16 year old sister who's a fucking whore, and letting men take at advantage of her but didn't think of the possible outcome and is now fucking pregnant."

"Tommy please...." Y/n begged, not able to look at her brother in shame.

"Just get the fuck out of my sight y/n, I don't want to see you right now." Tommy stated, opening the door and grabbing y/n by the shoulder, pushing her out before slamming the door in her face.

"Y/n?" Polly asked cautisly, seeing her youngest niece in tears at her bothers office door.

"Can we go tomorrow Pol? I just want this nightmare to be over." Y/n pleaded as she looked up to her aunt, her eyes full of tears.

"Yeah, we can go tomorrow." Polly smiled softly at the young girl, wrapping an arm around her shoulders and rubbing her arm gently "Come on, let's make you a nice warm bath and then straight to bed, we have a busy day tomorrow."

"What's tomorrow?" Ada asked, coming into the hall, looking in confusion when she seen her sisters tears.

"Come help me with your sister Ada." Polly spoke as she helped y/n up the stairs "She needs you right now." Was all she said before leaving into the bathroom to start the bath.

hey I just read a ton of your stories and they’re really lovely, I just wanted to say thank you for writing them (and especially thank you for writing so many non-romantic stories, I’m aromantic and it really sucks sometimes when everything is just centred around romance)

Aww, thank you so much. Honestly I'm the same, so many stories out there are love relationships and I personally prefer to read the friendship/sibling/platonic relationships. I always love hearing people enjoying my stories, and that's what I aim for, stories that people can enjoy. Much love xx

Caught in the middle

Info: During Casey and Voight's falling out Voight goes for the one person Casey cares about the most, his 16 year old sister y/n.

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

In which inevitable becomes reality 3/3

Y/n sat at the door as bangs were heard outside the hall. Students shook in fear as the bangs were loud and close to the storage unit where they were hiding, and y/n feared for what was behind those doors. Everyone froze as a knock was heard, and y/n held her breath as a voice came through.

“Police open up. Officer Dunne, 43387, institute B” A voice called out through the door and y/n breathed out in relief as she heard them recite the information.

“Okay class, slowly and calmly, form a single line, link hands and get ready to move, crouch down and stay low, understood.” Y/n spoke softly, trying to calm the students down.

“How do we know it’s not the shooter.” A student asked and y/n smiled reassuringly.

“It’s okay, it’s not him.” Y/n assured them, although she knew there was a slight chance of it not being police, she was adamant that it was.

Students nodded and hesitantly got up, forming a line as y/n slowly pushed the gym mats out of the way. She winched as she pulled her shoulder but ignored it, adamant to get her students to safety. Carefully unlocking the door, without a sound y/n slowly opened the door, peaking through the gap to ensure it was the emergency services. Confirming it was the police, she opened the door fully and moved out of the way, allowing the kids to move out of the stuffy compartment before following last. With the kids holding hands and looking around for the shooter, they slowly made their way to the exit.

Y/n sighed as she realized that the fear that had become embedded in the childrens minds would now be engraved into their memory. She herself would find it hard to forget, however, y/n's thoughts were more at ease when they came towards the exit, and relief filled her as she seen the crowds of parents being reunited with their kids.

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Frank, Danny and Jamie stood together as they watched the armed forces slowly bring students out, teachers following as they reunited with their loved ones. Danny shook his head in disbelief as he seen the fear written over the kids faces, the reality of school shootings turning up to their door steps present.

The three Reagan men watched as students ran to their parents, everyone crying in relief and worry of what had happened. The waves of students started to slow and they watched the entrance eagerly as they waited to see y/n being escorted to safety. With their vision purely on the school building none of them recognized the chief coming towards them until he was beside them, and their heads snapped to face him.

“I honestly don’t get some people. Who in their right mind thinks going into a school building, shooting people or in random areas is a smart thing to do.” Danny stated, not believing the reality of their home country.

“Beyond sickening. I mean these are children that now have to live with the fact that someone came into their school and shoot random people just for the hell of it.” Jamie agreed, shaking his head in disgust.

“We’ll never know what goes through their heads, or these kids. But we can be there for them, and hope that they can somehow move on.” Frank stated, watching as the kids were brought to safety.

" Shooter down, I repeat shooter down. Students and one teacher being lead out to safety." The voice commented and the trio sighed in relief.

“There’s one last class in the gym where the shooter was seen, were just waiting for the shooter to move or for them to be caught.” The chief stated and Frank sighed, putting his hand on his forehead, head dropping in frustration.

“How long till they can catch him?” Jamie asked, seeing his father wasn’t going to ask.

“They’re closing in on him.” The chief answered before nodding and leaving them to talk to the principal.

"But will it be quick enough?" Frank muttered.

"Dad, come on, don't think like that. You always say think positive of situations like this, so think positive." Danny pleaded, not wanting those thoughts in his head.

"I also taught you to think rationally." Frank stated, looking at his oldest, "There is a man with a gun close to her, Danny, who probably knows by now police are looking for him. He is not going to go down without trying to have leverage."

"And y/n has been trained for this situation. Unfortunate yes but she knows what to do and what to look out for. She won't let that man anywhere near those kids, meaning she won't open the door that she is behind unless she has been told the information to show it's safe." Danny stated and Frank looked up at him.

"God, I hope you're right." Frank stated before a shot was heard and Danny and Jamie's Radio came alive once more.

Their attention was brought to the school building, waiting the door to open. All they wanted was to see their daughter and sister again. Cries were heard throughout the area as the school door opened for the last time and armed forces started to come out, leading students who held hands out to safety. Frank watched the line of students head towards their families before turning his attention to the school, waiting to see his daughters face. His shoulders slumped in relief when he seen her exit last, eyes darting to ensure all her students were out safely.

"Y/n." Jamie called, drawing her attention to the Reagan men.

Y/n turned her head towards the familiar voice and tears built in her eyes when she seen her brothers and dad standing at the commissioners car. Smiling weakly she rushed towards them, allowing Danny to pull her into him. Feeling her oldest brother kiss her forehead, she reached out for Jamie's hand and gave it a squeeze. Realizing one person was missing, y/n turned to look over Danny's shoulder to see her father watching the siblings interaction with a teary smile. Y/n sighed in relief as Danny let her go before rushing into the comfort of her fathers arms, allowing the tears to fall. Danny and Jamie watched with sadness as their dad comforted their sister.

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"Shh, it's okay, your okay." Frank soothed her, rubbing her hair in comfort.

"I was so scared. All we heard was gun firing and then he came to the gym and knocked on the door trying to get me to open it. I thought he would get in and get the kids." Y/n sobbed, unable to control her emotions.

"It's okay, your safe now, your with us. And I won't let anyone hurt you." Frank stated, pushing y/n back gently to cup her face and look her in the eye.

"I love you dad." Y/n stated, smiling and wiping her eyes to get rid of the tears.

"I love you too." Frank smiled back, kissing her forehead, " Now what do you say we head home and have some of grandpa's famous chicken, no doubt the family was there watching the news." 

"Yeah I'm starving." Jamie stated, all the worry making him hungry.

"Your always hungry." Danny remarked causing y/n and Frank to chuckle slightly at their behaviour.

"We'll meet you two back home, one of you bring y/n's car back, she's coming with me." Frank stated, causing y/n to look up at him with a smile as he placed an arm around her shoulders. "Come on sweetheart, let's get you home."

Back at Henry and Franks the rest of the family were eagerly waiting for the boys to return with y/n. Henry and Linda had made Henrys famous chicken pop pie, y/n’s favourite to help calm her after a chaotic day. Upon hearing the news from co-workers, the new shooting being hot topic at the office, Erin had rushed to her gramps to be with him and family. Nikki, Sean and Jack were brought to the Reagan household after Erin collected them and had been told to stay out of the living room where the news was kept on so the adults could keep up what was going on, although, Nikki being Nikki had snuck into the living room and seen the news, knowing where her aunt worked prayed that it would work out. In fact, she was the one to call out when students were seen being escorted out, and they all had waited to hear that the shooter had been caught or to see y/n following her students to safety. Relief had filled the household when y/n was seen, and they knew that Danny, Jamie and Frank would be able to comfort her

The door opened and Frank stepped through the door, y/n tucked under his arm as he called out they were home. Danny and Jamie were close behind the father daughter duo as they followed the noise to the living room. Having heard the front door open the family had watched for the cop, commissioner and detective to come through with the teacher and they stood up when y/n was seen with Frank

“Y/n.” Erin stated and moved towards her only sister.

Y/n allowed Erin to wrap her arms around her as Linda and Henry walked over to Frank and the boys, offering them comfort. The youngest daughter of Frank allowed herself to be passed from the hands of her sister to her sister in law, who rubbed her back in comfort. Looking over Linda's shoulder, she seen Henry watching them with a sad smile and she reached out to him. Seeing his granddaughter outreached hand, Henry took her hand in his and gently pulled her into his arms as Linda moved away, and that’s when tears fell from y/ns eyes once again and Henry shushed her as she sobbed into her grandfathers shoulder. Danny wrapped an arm around Lindas shoulder and hers around his waist as they watched the scene in front of them. Erin hugged her father in comfort, and Jamie placed an arm around Nikki as she watched with teary eyes.

After letting out her emotions, y/n pulled away from her grandfather and wiped her eyes, sniffing slightly as she calmed herself before she nearly tripped. She didn't have time to turn around and check the cause when two sets of arms wrapped around her. Turning around fully, y/n seen the heads of her two nephews, and waved off Linda as the mother went to warn her sons to be careful with their aunt before wrapping her arms around them.

Y/n followed her family to the dinner table and smiled as Linda and Erin brought out the food, laying it out like family dinners on Sundays. Once the women sat down everyone bowed their heads as Henry began to say grace.

“Aunt y/n.” The two boys cried, and y/n rubbed their backs in comfort.

“Hey boys.” She smiled, kissing both their heads before indicating for Nikki to join their hug.

“I’m glad your okay aunt y/n.” Nikki smiled, giving y/n a side hug as y/n kissed her cheek.

“Thanks Nikki.” Y/n smiled at her only niece, looking at the rest of her family as they watched the aunt comforting her niece and nephews.

“How about dinner, I made chicken pop pie.” Henry stated to his family and Jack and Sean cheered as they separated from their aunt.

Frank grabbed his daughters hand and gave it a squeeze and she looked at him and smiled. She can be kept from cases they worked, y/n was fine with that, but she just wished the inevitable would be no school shootings. 

“We also want to thank God for watching over our y/n and the local high school as they encountered another school shooting today. We pray that each effected will find healing and strength to continue on from this traumatic effect Amen.” Henry called out.

“Amen.” The family repeated before opening their eyes.