Back here once again but my dash is dead :(
all I think about is calories yet that doesn't stop me from stuffing my fat face
PSA
I think i speak for every ED blog when i say that even though i hate myself and my body - i do not think the same about any of my followers.
you could weigh 200lbs more than me and i still would not think you’re ugly, MY body dysmorphia and MY ED does not extend to you
repeat after me:
even if i don’t like my body today i will take care of it
even if i don’t like myself today i will still be patient and kind with myself
even if i do not love myself i will still take care of and be kind to myself, despite not wanting to
You have an eating disorder but it doesn’t look like you do.
talking about your feelings is SO important I won’t do it but u guys definitely should
Therapists aren’t people who you “pay to pretend to care about you”, therapists are people you pay to teach you how to care for yourself
“I hope that one day someone will make flowers grow in even the saddest parts of you.”
— vacants
somehow i can procrastinate everything but eating
I need to get my shit back together. I got so fat and I look even more disgusting than before