Get On Your Knees And Sell Me Your Soul. Give Me Everything You Have, Offer Every Bit Of Yourself, Every

Maybe I’m supposed to be alone. But it hurts.

My favorite game is Am I Being Severely Haunted or Am I Hallucinating Again

I've seen so many times things like:

Think about the people that you'll hurt.

Why tho?

Why do I have to think of someone else?

What about me?

sometimes i just get sad because i caused permanent damage to my body and no matter how much i recovery mentally it'll always be there as a reminder 💀

Margaret Atwood, from “Europe on $5 a Day”, The Door

— Franz Kafka, “The Metamorphosis and Other Stories”

no matter what I'm doing it's wrong

no matter what I'm saying it's wrong

like what the fuck I just wanna die

Minor inconvenience:

Me: how about i end up in the fucking hospital how about that

“it’s easier to love than to hate”

nope. not always. not for everyone. sometimes it’s easier to be angry. sometimes it’s easier to hate people and sometimes all you want to do is yell or scream or slam things about.

sometimes it takes a monumental effort to choose to be kind.

and that’s okay! you’re not broken if your default, easy option, is something that is often frowned upon. you’re not broken if you find it hard to do the right thing.

I’m proud of you for trying your best and for pushing through, despite the odds. I’m proud of you for working hard. I’m proud of you for still trying, even when you stuff up sometimes.

you’re allowed to find kindness and love hard.

you’re allowed to be kind for “the wrong reasons”.

you’re allowed to exist.