• If I Stay Cold Enough, I Won’t Want To Get Up And Follow Things Around

any jayvik or caitvi rpers still active? i play viktor and either caitlyn/vi. i’m also happy to play a platonic jinx against vi. dead dove welcome. discord only. shoot me a message or like this post!

Genshin RP

This might be a long shot, but would anybody be the Bennett to my Razor?

I can write a lot, and I primarily use Discord. Any theme is acceptable. I would like to headcannon and get to know my partner, too. I can even text in character or play the game in character with you.

Like this post or send me a DM if interested!

(I am 18+, so preferably 16+)

I'm tired of hearing it's gonna be okay.

I just want it to be okay.

                                                                                            Yet                        I still want some kind of contact. Yet I am the one who can’t let go                                             —into complete silence,                        which seems so unthinkable. What keeps me?                        Is it devotion or addiction? Is it the need for                        intimacy, or the proof that I can survive                        some kind of violence?

— Yanyi, from “Affirmation,” Dream of the Divided Field

Clarice Lispector, from Selected Crônicas; “Excess and Privation “

Things that don’t make you a bad person:

Displaying “scary” symptoms of mental illness

Being diagnosed with multiple disorders

Having one or various personality disorders

Being diagnosed with NPD, BPD, or ASPD

Having very low empathy, or no empathy

Having symptoms that cause anger, emptiness, or paranoia

Having triggers or “strange” personal boundaries

Needing extra help or accommodations

Having intrusive thoughts about upsetting or scary topics

lowkey stuck between wanting to recover and wanting to get worse

if i get better its a constant fight to stay clean and recover,, but its so much esasier to just sink further down and see how bad it can get because no matter how hard i try, i cant see myself alive by the end of this year and if i keep trying to get better its going to be harder to die and ill be alive and ill have to face everything life is and welp im a mess lol

— Fernando Pessoa , from “The Book of Disquiet.”