25 September 2017.

Saeed Jones, How We Fight for Our Lives

Jaehyun's Natal Chart

This will be a short analysis of NCT’s Jaehyun’s natal chart! I’ll look at the most interesting parts of his chart. He confirmed his birth time thank you god, so we can look a bit deeper into it!

Everything is based on my personal knowledge of astrology and my opinions.

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affection🖤• Henri De Toulouse-Lautrec • Marc Chagall • Milt Kobayashi • Malcolm T. Liepke • Egon Schiele • Nickie Zimov • Joseph Lorusso • Peter Wever • Gustav Klimt • Rocio Montoya •

Mahmoud Darwish, Life To The Last Drop

This year I learned that pain is inevitable. Loved ones will be lost whether it be death or simply growing apart. People will disappoint you and no matter how much you may love them, sometimes you need to walk away for yourself. It’s commendable to plan for the future and to visualize the things you want in life. Most likely none of it will happen and life will take you on a journey you never planned for. The number one lesson I have learned this year though is, No matter how unbearable the pain may be, love conquers everything and it can be found in the most unexpected places. We just have to be willing to invite it in and give it back. To cherish those who continue to love us even when we feel we don’t deserve it. That kind of love is hard to find and it will leave if it is not nourished, especially the love we need for ourselves.

dontbescaredjustbefree,  writing prompt #73: Write about the lessons you learned this year. (via wnq-writers)

i need these in my closet asap. (part two)

Do ya have any rec for an angsty ziall fic?

Sure thing! I’ll gather as many as I can remember.

Watching You All Night

Future Full of Unwritten Things (THIS WAS AN EMOTIONAL TRIP..)

If We Could Only Rewind (peyton kills me.)

The Awful Edges Where You End and I Begin

Always You (The Best Part of Me)

Naive Melody (NAIVE MELODY!!!!)

I Could Be Your Home

In Other Words, Please Be True

Nicest Thing (classic, tbh.)

This is a lot I just kinda tried to throw in everything that’s ever caused me pain, um. These also might not even be that angsty?? And these probably have all happy endings because I’m a huge sucker for them. I hope this is alright, anon!

It starts around 14:50 please listen and write what you thinkk i need opinions im so happy he called him Zayno he sounded genuine imo

My thoughts in a jumbled mess of feelings and incorrect paraphrased quotes:

i’m not sure he actually calls him Zayno? It sounds to me more like he said “Zayn, oh.” As much as I wish it were otherwise. 

NIALL DOESNT UNDERSTAND WHY HE LEFT. HE TRIES BUT HE CANT QUITE PUT HIS FINGER ON IT. HES THOUGHT AND THOUGHT AND CANT QUTIE IDENTIFY IT AND THAT NAGS AT HIM. WHY WOULD ZAYN WANT TO LEAVE HIM? 

“That worked out well for both of us” Interesting narrowing down to just you and him Niall. Hmmmmmmm

INSTANT DEFENSE OF ZAYN “some people are just like that, not emotional in that sense”–don’t you dare diminish Zayn’s way of being and expressing emotion it is just as valid and Niall will not stand for it

NO ARGUMENTS. maybe that bit is party line but Niall just shuts it down hardcore. THERE WERE NO ARGUMENTS

there’s a great regretful sigh. Niall is happy that it worked out, that they’re all happy, that Zayn’s happier–but the sigh. Oh, that sigh. Heaved of pain and the long struggle to get to that point and the regret that Zayn couldn’t be happy with them

“His heart couldn’t be in it as much as he wanted it to be” I don’t know it was just interesting that he phrased it in that way–that it wasn’t as much as zayn wanted it to be. There’s an interesting note there about passionate, impulsive Zayn who needs to be all in about something. 

“not for a while no”–Niall didn’t see it coming for long. Do you think it blindsided him a little? That Niall didn’t conceive of it as a possibility? But also NO ZAYN WASNT PULLING AWAY FOREVER THIS WASN’T FOREVER IN COMING NIALL KNOWS ZAYN LOVED IT ONCE AND FOR A LONG TIME HE WILL CLING TO THAT. 

In other words: i have a lot of feels, but it feels sincere? Maybe that’s me projecting onto Niall, who is of course just as media trained as the rest of them, but I hope it’s genuine, the affection where he says he’s happy, and the mixed up emotions in it. As I said–as long as Niall ships OT5, i’m okay. 

— Tennessee Williams, Notebooks