Dear (h n),
You should know by now that this is about you
But if you’re not in love with me too then I doubt that you do
There were no fireworks or violins playing beautifully the heaven didn’t open its gates and set out its angels to sing love songs
No when my eyes first landed on yours I got stranded on the crooked smile on your lips and on the calm sea surrounding you
I think that’s when I realize that I might end up sinking that I might end up drowning
And I didn’t know if I should be afraid
But this feeling this magical feeling each time I saw the sparkle in your eyes when I glanced at you
But this feeling
I knew it won’t run away from me but stay and hide in each of my veins and my heart will explode with this feeling of you with this feeling of wanting you
I knew I knew I would fall for you
The second time my eyes landed on you the crooked smile was back but the calm sea was now a storm
And I was already sinking
And and and then
You said my name
I think that’s when I realize that I might end up drowning next
And I still didn’t know if I should be afraid
But this feeling this magical feeling was still there each time I saw the sparkle in your eyes when I glanced at you and as if you stitched my soul my heart craved and craved for your attention and for you to say my name again
But this feeling
I knew it won’t run away from me and my heart will explode from every word escaping your lips each time you speak to me with every hair on my skin you lit up each time you smile at me my heart will definitely explode with this feeling of you with this feeling of wanting you more
I knew I knew I was falling for you
The third time my eyes landed on you
I, I, I
I think I was already crazy but there were fireworks there were violins playing on the background and the heaven opened its gates to let the angels sing their love songs
And with the clouds smiling at me and the wind whispering a happy melody
I got stranded I sank
And I definitely was drowning and already falling
And I wasn’t afraid
Because this feeling this magical feeling did not run away from me and my heart will continue to explode with this feeling of you with this feeling of wanting you endlessly
I love you I love you I’m in love with you
And you should know by now that this is about you
But if you’re not in love with me too then I doubt that you do
Yours sincerely,
(eusie.)
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Itagaki Rihito 板垣李光人 (2021) Hair, makeup & styling by Takae Kamikawa
If Somin wasn’t the female lead in this drama, I wouldn’t have watched it. Felt like a disappointment when I reached the end. Kinda regretting now. Project Wolf Hunting, come to me fast. And another drama for Somin, please
a.k.a. This was supposed to be hidden / under my bed / along with stories / I refuse to read before I sleep
Standing in front of a mirror / I see myself eyeing every inch of me / the black lace covering / almost nothing / and the music on my back / is glorious
Then there’s a knock / below my feet / as the wind settles behind the curtains of my bedroom window
It takes a second then a minute / blood flowing in a rush / heartbeat flooding my eardrums / as I parade down the stairs
He stands there like a kitten / his shadow touching the back of the door
He’s breathing fire as he enters inside / then our breaths waltz / in the same air-y music / then we feel the same desperate burn on our veins / the same shyness flush on our cheeks
A beat / a whisper / then pants begin travelling in the hope of more / of more bare skin / of more blazing touches / of more sight of swollen lips
I lead him to my room / catching his fingers once inside / placing them on my shoulder blades / I lead him / to have himself kiss me wet
(eusie.)