I Can’t Find Who Requested This But Here You Go🤍

They really should invent a form of caffeine that doesn't make me pee every five minutes

Affirmations bc i'm disabled & struggle with internalized ableism:

I am doing good. My goals are mine, and I don't need to compare myself to other people.

I am inherently worthy as a human being, regardless of my productivity (or lack thereof).

I am allowed to rest, and it is okay that I need to rest almost 24/7 because of my disabilities. Rest is not a break to be earned; it's a need, and everyone's needs are different.

I am allowed to enjoy things simply because they make me happy. My joy is a human need, not something to be commodified.

I have so many strengths: thoughtfulness, compassion, gentleness, creativity, etc. These are the core of who I am.

I am loved and cared for. There are so many people like me across the world, and any time I feel lonely, there is another disabled person somewhere feeling the same. In the same vein, there are disabled activists who are fighting for us; being a voice for people who can't make their voice heard, or don't even know it's an option.

I am not alone <3 And neither is the person reading this. We are worthy, valued, and important. No ifs, ands, or buts.

Dear pradhanmantri ji,

I need scroll karo paisa kamao yoojna :)

Proverbs 17:17

The part where I pretend

Gravity is a strange concept So many times I promised I’ll stop falling for what’s above me Like a fool, a slave of my heart Quixotic desires, shameless hunger Always longing for you Always paying the price.

I suppose this is the part where I pretend you mean nothing My feelings aren’t real You’re never on my mind Truth is it hurts to say All I see is you, Each and every time I close my eyes.

We’re from different worlds, I know But you should see my face and how it smiles When you’re around How you make the sun shine differently How every word you speak writes poetry How do I tell my heart I can’t have you Because it’s killing me?

I suppose this is the part where I pretend I don’t care You’re holding someone else’s hand I’m fine, moving on with life Truth is it hurts to say I love you, I love you more than I’ve ever loved anyone.

I keep pretending just to get through the day Fake a smile, no one knows what I feel I tell myself I don’t love you I show the world I don’t need you But deep inside I know the truth It’s crazy to think I didn’t even lose you Because you were never mine.

~ A. A. Roman

moving out in december and im going to miss this view more than anything ever

i just really love strangers who smile so brightly at you for no actual reason

solitude

life be like ‘gol maal hei bhai sab gol maal hei’