My October So Far, As An 🍍

sunday, september 17th, 2023 | 49/100 days of productivity

I woke up in a grumpy mood, but I did some yoga and then sat on the balcony and drank some tea while I started a reread of Braiding Sweetgrass. it's one of my favorite books and I really wanted to reread it this year. just reading the first few pages snapped me out of my bad mood <3

today's productivity:

did laundry

cleaned the bathroom

did some prep for a budgeting challenge next month

today's self-care:

I woke up at a reasonable hour

I did yoga!

I have some friends coming over this afternoon to play board games :)

Worry

I worried about worlds and wars, Monsters and lords, I worried about breakfast at dinner, Death and disease, Wolves in my backyard I worried about disposable thoughts, About worry itself I lived in pain, Danced with enigmas And when the end arrived I still wasn’t prepared.

~ A. A. Roman

10.04.2023 • monday

will ever be able to post on the day i study? we shall never know. *through tears* yesterday. i took myself on a study date and i was very productive! after coming back to my dorm, i once again studied in the cafeteria because it’s fun to be there. :]

only a chashmish will understand the hyperventilating and mind boggling panic attack you get when you accidentally misplace your specs–

Dear pradhanmantri ji,

I need scroll karo paisa kamao yoojna :)

It takes time.

Tips for living alone for the first time

I moved out a year ago and thought it'd be cool to share what I've learned so you don't have to suffer as much :,)

Decide a day to sit down and pay all bills and everyone

Know and accept you won't get your initial budget right, it took me a year

Google is your friend, but people are better.

Especially when looking for cheap markets and places to eat, or safe streets to walk around, people know more than google.

4. Speaking of cheap markets... get those (free) memberships for discounts. But most importantly, dowload and check every supermarket app and search for the cheapest one.

5. When looking for a place to live, try to speak with people who live there and check google maps reviews and your countrys site for custumers complaints.

6. You likely don't need to clean as often as your family told you, but cleaning your place will make you feel better. And you gotta clean the fridge. And hair. So much hair.

7. If you don't have a fridge, just a small cooler, check if the building has a common fridge/kitchen and Don't. Be. Shy to use it please.

I recommend not moving into a place without a fridge if you don't plan on eating out or going to the market every two days.

8. Carry your documents with you, or write them down or make a copy. I recommend not carrying the original since if you lose it/get mugged it's a pain in the ass to get it fixed.

9. Cook as much as you can in one go, but don't overwhelm yourself. Get those washed vegetables and cut onions, do what you need so you don't end up exhausted and crying on the floor... not that I've ever done that myself...

10. It's gonna feel hard at times and that's ok! The freedom is worth it, and after a year I'm really happy with all the progress I've made

11. Avoid pets, especially in a scenario that you're moving around or in a small studio or with financial difficulties (this can change from ppl to ppl etc)

12. Join or make a chat group with everyone in the building, without the sindicate so y'all can be honest about complains and create a single, solid complaint before showing it to the sindicate. (apartment manager? syndic? assignee? idk, whoever fixes things)

That's all I can remember for now, feel free to ad or correct me if you like :)

babygirl i can waste time i don't even have

Sometimes I feel like I'm living in a Murakami novel, but I'm just an extra in the background, sipping coffee and contemplating the enigmatic nature of cats

"But there is a clarity about September. On clear days, the sun seems brighter, the sky more blue, the white clouds take on marvelous shapes; the moon is a wonderful apparition, rising gold, cooling to silver; and the stars are so big."

– Faith Baldwin, Evening Star