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i am constantly relearning what it means to be human

Wanting a man to provide for you doesn’t mean you’re incapable. Of course you’re capable. But it’s nice to have someone help you and take of you. That doesn’t mean you can’t do those things yourself. That just means someone loves you enough to make your life that bit easier <3

It’s really tough, but sometimes you still gotta move forward, even when you’re sad. 

My drawing tablet completely broke a few days before my calendar deadline, coming in after a week of stress with my payments processor, so it hasn’t been the best time for me. But I gotta keep going- working on my calendar the best I can on my iPad, paying extra fees, and setting up the holiday sale. I just have to make it through!

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Untitled Lover-Poem

Kiss my eyes,

Think of the days where your lips touched mine.

close my eyes

Whenever you kiss me I feel woozy

N tongue tied

Close my eyes,

How embarassing,

I said kiss instead of close earlier

Tease me bout it

N we laid up in bed

Ya stroke my hair

Talk about my curls and call em curly q's

You make me feel beautiful in my natural skin

My heart it beats for you, without an end, without a wall, no security perimeters

Ain know parameters came to your love

N that I'd be left wit my heart wit no mold

Just lay all mushy in ya hand

Like putty on a hot day someone left in my patio

Know I don't say this enough,

But ya got a real big fatty-yo

N I know you hate that I do dat

That I joke n stuff

N I tell you I'll be more mindful

N you scoff cuz that ain enough

But I'm tryin

It's amazing to know just how much our faith would grow if we spent less time telling God about our problems and started speaking words of faith over those problems instead.

In my storm I would always complain about my feelings, but nothing changed. I complained about what I lacked, but nothing changed. I would complain about how things looked like they were not going to workout, but still nothing changed. But I realized that nothing was changing because my words were not changing.

God knew how I felt, what I lacked, and how things looked - not only was He fully aware, He was the One in total control. He wanted me to understand that, and start speaking words of change into my situation instead of just complain.

If the hair on our heads are numbered, then every word we speak must be recorded. If God is listening, and you can bet the world He is, then He wants to hear words that will cause Him to move, and nothing will do that like words of faith.

So speak to your situation words of faith and be consistent in doing so. If you know God has opened a door for you that no man can close, then confess that!

If you know your latter days are going to be greater than your former, confess that!

If you know God is working your situation out to your advantage, confess that!

Confess words of faith and watch how things begin to change in your favor!

05.04.2023 • wednesday

i actually spent my day relaxing and resting :]. but in the evening, i felt motivated and decided to study. and it turns out when you’re rested enough, studying can be not so agonizing. what a discovery.

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me explaining how when I change my phone wallpaper, it symbolizes a whole new era

"In the 21rst century, Make sure if you are Buying a house, Close your mouth. If you are Buying a new car, Close your mouth. If you are Getting married, Close your mouth. If you are Going on a holiday, Close your mouth.

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If you are Going to do a course, Close your mouth. If you are Getting engaged, Close your mouth. The majority of your "friends or people close to you" want to see you do well, but Never better than them! That’s why when you fail they will be the first to open their arms and pretend like they care. So close your mouth, let achievements do the speaking. God bless"

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It's so true most people are not on a journey of self improvement, low agency so someone else's hustle triggers them so they will do what they can to sabotage it even on an energetic level. Most people would rather be lazy and keep their limiting beliefs than level up so if they see you succeed they will go after you. Crabs in a barrel.

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I had an incident with someone in the level up community who wasn't putting effort in therapy, in leveling up, in appearance, just reading all the books and implementing nothing. We met two years ago or a year ago I believe. Since then girls who started with us go their engagement rings some married, and definitely many girls had a date at Michelin start restaurant with a multi millionaire even if it did not go well in these groups. She was so sweet in the beginning. As she became more and more and more behind and struggled getting to above a coffee date and ladies around her were surpassing her, she became bitter and started passive aggressive behavior. For example she would deliberately contradict whenever someone who leveled up more than she did speak.

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It's okay if you move slow but you try to implement something and are hopeful and move. We are all at different stages of the journey but the key is to keep moving. People who are not trying to always improve themselves lose hope and then get upset at others.

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At Miss Universe all the ladies were nice to each other, opposite of catty, because everyone was on a self improvement journey. Our success depended on how well we did, not on other ladies. We are our only competition.

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Even a lot of people who say they are on a journey of self improvement are not like the catty backbiter who was nice but after she was behind started back biting. Catina the BackBiter is actually a compose of quite a few ladies I saw and walked away from. I also notice this in person.

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Don't show off. I didn't realize I was showing off but I got attacked for getting engaged and getting married by feminists I met at a conference. Its so funny now they are considered TERFS and the woke mob went after them later.

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Don't trust people who are not actively leveling up and putting effort to be a little ahead next year more than this one, who aren't doing inner work and working on their limiting beliefs. Of course that means networking is difficult - then just keep it superficial with most people unless you see them passionate about growth.

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Stagnant people bite. Growing people don't. Most people are stagnant so be careful who you share your joy with. Don't show your plans until they happened so that nobody sabotages you.

Credit Maria Al Massani

A healthy habit I wanna do more is just telling God: I love you. I praise you. You gave me life, you chose me to walk on this earth, to experience life, the gift of existing as myself, and that is crazy, that is gigantic, of all the billions and billions of possible humans to bring to life you made me. The number of people that could be created is infinite, yet here I am. Thank you. My existance is proof enough of yours.

“It’s been a long week,” I say in the middle of the day on Monday.