05.04.2023 • wednesday
i actually spent my day relaxing and resting :]. but in the evening, i felt motivated and decided to study. and it turns out when you’re rested enough, studying can be not so agonizing. what a discovery.
🎧 bad by so!yoon!
I’m a lilac and you are my sun. And every season I need you to come back…
So bad at texting it feels like war
moving out in december and im going to miss this view more than anything ever
Doctor: What word do you associate with medical students’ self-care?
Student: Deficient.
i'm both dumber and smarter than you think so don't underestimate me because i'm actually smart about a lot of stuff but also don't be surprised if i'm dumb about some other stuff hope that helps
April 4th, 2023
I had to take a short break from my PhD because I had so much work to do for my actual job. Now I'm using my holidays to make some progress...
QUEEN OF TEARS (2024) epilogue cards from episodes 9-16 (part 2)
Dear pradhanmantri ji,
I need scroll karo paisa kamao yoojna :)
Our brothers that supported and cheered for us When did they turn into mysogynists who leered at us When do sons turn into the very monster mothers warn their daughters about When do the boys we played with start believing in the words some idiots spout How can he be a doting father a moment and a bloody molester in the next Since when was stalking romantic, was consent only to be found in an old text I ask a question, so many whispered to their soul so quietly How did the boys so lovely, grow into men so ghastly? Was it the society that poisoned young minds to force us apart Did it shape those malleable minds into an axe that cleaves our heart Was it the wrong parenting, that somehow instilled these ideas of superiority Gave their children the ridiculous notions of being the ultimate authority But then how did siblings grow up to have ideologies so different The fault never truly laid solely at the feet of their parent If they were born that way then how do brothers differ so. If it's the peer pressure then where did the conscience go? Should the question be flipped to look at what some did right? Instead of only looking for the faults of the ones that went off the light These men that respect everyone, where were they brought up? These that talk instead of hitting when a disagreement does flare up I hope for a world where they aren't like a needle in a haystack A world where women don't always have a set of eyes on their back A world where the girls can play into the night with the boys Where a girl doesn't lose her innocence at an age to play with toys