"Suppose you had all time, all eternity, and all power at your disposal. What would you do?
I believe, after a while, you’d say to yourself, “Man, get lost!”
It’s like asking another question: Suppose you were given the power to dream any dream you wanted to dream every night.
Naturally, you could dream any span of time—75 years of time in one night, 100 years in one night, or even 1,000 years in one night. And you could dream of anything you wanted. You would make up your mind before going to sleep, saying, “Tonight, I’m going to dream such-and-such.”
Well, naturally, you would start out by fulfilling all your wishes. You would experience all the pleasures you could imagine—the most marvelous meals, the most entrancing love affairs, the most romantic journeys. You could listen to music such as no mortal has ever heard and see landscapes beyond your wildest dreams.
For several nights, perhaps for a whole month of nights, you would go on that way, having a wonderful time.
But then, after a while, you’d begin to think, “Well, I’ve seen quite a bit. Let’s spice it up. Let’s have a little adventure.”
And so you would dream of yourself being threatened by all sorts of dangers. You would rescue princesses from dragons. You might engage in notable battles or play the part of a great hero.
And as time went on, you’d dare yourself to do more and more outrageous things. At some point, you’d say, “Tonight, I’m going to dream in such a way that I don’t know I’m dreaming.”
You would take the experience of the dream as if it were complete reality. And what a shock you’d feel when you woke up! You would really scare yourself.
Then, on successive nights, you might dare yourself to experience the most extraordinary things, just for the contrast you’d feel when you woke up. You could, for instance, dream yourself into situations of extreme poverty, disease, agony, or suffering. You’d push the vibration of suffering to its most intense point—then suddenly, whoop! You’d wake up and find it was, after all, nothing but a dream, and everything was perfectly okay.
And you would say, “Wow, man, that was a gas!”
Now, how do you know that’s not what you’re doing already?
Sitting here, with all your problems, your whole complicated life situation—listening to lme—it may just be the very dream you decided to get into.
If you like it, that’s great. If you don’t like it, won’t it be fun to wake up?" ~Alan Watts
O total é indiscutível e essencial, além de ser formidável e pura beleza.
Eu sou Tudo e isso abrange tudo aquilo que a mente inexistente pensa ser narrado. Opostos sempre serão dois lados da mesma moeda, antônimos são contrariadores que coexistem e entram em extinção quando o outro é retirado da equação. Eu sou Tudo isso.
Em um debate eu sou a favor e contra, ciência e religião, preto e branco, noite e dia. Sou o que resta quando esses conceitos deixam de ser considerados.
Eu sou Um aparecendo como dois. Eu posso porque Eu sou.
To preface this is just my experience and the understanding I have of consciousness and shifting based on what I have personally experienced. If something does not resonate with you then don’t do it. Only follow advice that works for you. Whenever my last post was, I decided that I wanted to permashift. I felt like I had said everything that I wanted to and I was at a good place. So I did my routine to permashift. Methods really aren’t needed for shifting but I like doing them I find it fun. ⬇️
1. I listened to my favorite playlists and thought about all the places I was going to shift to. My family, my friends, my favorite place, memories and things. While I did this I tidied up around me so I could feel clean and at peace. Because I just can’t focus in a mess it makes me feel dirty and ashamed. But that’s just me.
2. So after that I drank some water, took a shower and washed my face. Then I looked over my script and watched scenes from my favorite shows.
3. Then I laid down on my floor and listened to my playlist for permashifting. I got comfortable and I kind of envisioned in transferring my consciousness into my other self. I don’t look that different but it was more about just assuming it completely. I kind of visualized that a wormhole thread connected to both of my selves was importing my consciousness to my desired one. I started seeing memories like I scripted and kept feeling I was spinning. Then I just started hearing sounds and shifted there.
After I did that I woke up like usual right where I left off in my third dr. I didn’t even remember this reality anymore and I was completely there. I continued living that life and two others after that. So I feel like it’s been a long long long time for me even though it’s been a couple of days here. It didn’t feel any different than when I shift normally but even terrible stuff that happened didn’t make me shift back out of fear. Like sometimes when I’m in danger in my dr, I shift back out of fear. That didn’t happen. After I died in my third life, I woke up in my waiting room. I wasn’t scripting or anything just taking a break. In all my drs I scripted in a black cat that’s kind of like the Coraline cat where he only talks in my waiting room and can’t in heaven or my other lives. I call him Ryuk but he’s just such an interesting individual to know. I didn’t really scripted much else then he was like the Coraline cat but he’s definitely not the same cat.
His explanation for why he can talk is that he is a consciousness and likes to have different lives and experiences. I do think that there are very likely other species that have consciousness like us and can shift as well. Because why not there are so many galaxies. Why would be the only ones who are sentient? Is he one? I don’t know but I find him good company anyways. So I was in the jungle at a treehouse on a property I was staying out and was rinsing off after I swam in the waterfall. He was just sitting on a nearby tree branch. The shower is kind of built into the tree if that’s hard to visualize. It’s made out of bamboo and placed onto branches. If that makes sense. In my waiting room, I do have the memory of all the lives I lived but not really that I shifted there unless I was prompted to. So me and him were just talking over lives we experienced and he suddenly mentioned this reality. And how long ago it all was. I kind of blanked because I had completely forgotten all about it. It’s kind of like thinking about your earliest memories l from kindergarten or something and it’s just foggy. You remember it but it’s very distant. And then he asked me, “Why don’t you want to be here? I thought all of this made you happy?” And I was kind of confused because who wanted to be here. So I didn’t say anything. He continued on and asked me in a roundabout way, why I missed somewhere you were miserable and alone. And I told him how I felt guilty about not being grateful for everything my mom strived to give me and that I felt awful for leaving her behind. Then he told me she didn’t need me and I didn’t matter. I was really hurt by that because what do you mean I’m useless!!! But then it set in on me what he was trying to say. Just because I am not experiencing it doesn’t mean I’m not there. And I am not leaving them alone.
That strangely made me feel so lot better. And he asked me why I wanted to shift to these realities in the first place. I told him it just felt like home and I was happier than I had ever been. And I thought about all the stuff that happened to me in my original reality and that I was glad that everything happened the way it did. I was glad that it all led to me shifting to have a better life. Because if I hadn’t been denied going to school, having no friends and being forced to spend almost every day in the house which resulted in ruined social skills I wouldn’t have wanted this. And it also helped me relieve that feeling of selfishness by my parents that told me it was wrong to live my own life. It wasn’t really about feeling grateful about what happened to me. It was more of me letting go my emotional connection to this reality that made me so hesitant to permashift. And it was something I needed to do. So I decided that I would shift to a reality like my original reality to formally let go of it. So now I shifted to this reality I’m in right now which is exactly like the one I was in before. To clear things up. You do not need to be grateful for your original reality to shift or manifest or do anything. Everything I just talked about was part of my journey to shift. Your journey will likely not look like mine.
So I’m honestly just going to take maybe three or four days clean stuff up around here. Make peace with leaving people I know albeit that’s not very many. But just making things more comfortable for me to permanently detach from this reality for good this time. If you have anything you want to ask me, a post I want to make put it in my inbox or messages before the 1st. I’ll answer it right away or put it in a queue. After I permashift, I likely won’t post anymore but probably will respond to comments. I notice when I shift I still use tumblr and sometimes respond but not post: I don’t know why — Happy shifting!
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This will be my longest post (sorry in advance for this meaningless essay), but my final post. All I ask, is for you to sincerely read this open-mindedly and truly listen to what I’m saying and see what I am pointing to.
Think of these seeming experiences/occurrences:
Waking, sleeping, dreaming, imagining.
I know I have mentioned this many times but let’s once again talk about what they have in common:
They all have the same substance which is no substance, no tangibility, they are empty. Yet they all have the same “source” being “THAT”. Without giving label and meaning to “dreaming” or any of those other seeming phenomenon, all there is is this Awareness / Knowingness.
See it (what I have been pointing to since starting this page) directly, don’t take my words for “truth” without Knowing directly yourself…
Without labels and concepts, what am I left with?
What is aware of being aware?
See without labelling. Without labelling what is happening?
If I remove all use of language, what is?
“IT” is the only thing that always IS considering those occurrences above are nothing but discontinuous appearances, “THAT” is the only “continuity”.
“There must be something continuous to register discontinuity” - nisargadatta
“THAT” is experiencing itself “THAT”. It is the only constant in anything that you claim to have experienced. Yet there is actually no experience or happening, as at their “source” there is only “THAT” / Silence / Nothingness.
You just give xyz experience meaning and label. But it is all just an empty appearance. And what is an “experience”? Isn’t “everything” an experience… your dream from last night, you reading this now and when imagining something? They’re all One and the Same - equally illusionary / dreamlike / empty. “THAT” is the only thing you are always “left with”, that always IS. You’re the only one who labels things as “different” or “separate” 🤷♀️ They never were.
P.S. “Continuous” and “constant” not in the sense there is something continually existing or occurring over a period of time because “ “ just is, without beginning or end, there is nothing to continue from anything, its just a word for the sake of this post 😅
All depends on YOU, but YOU depend on nothing:
1) Because you are One with All that there seems to be, it is all YOU / nothingness (nameless and formless) appearing as “something” (with a seeming name and form).
2) Because there is nothing actually there to depend on.
3) Because YOU exist unconditionally and eternally, you just ARE, a “presence” with no beginning or end. Just wow, Your ineffable being truly cannot be grasped nor explained in words.
When you turn clay into a pot, you can call it a pot but it is still always clay. The clay can be without a pot, but the pot cannot be without clay.
You can call a wave a wave, but it is always the ocean. The ocean can be without waves, but the wave cannot be without the ocean.
So, we know there is no separation or duality. There never was one.
Everything is instant, you are limitless:
Lift your arm up for me now. Did it involve strenuous effort? Did it take a long time to do so? Or do you just Know you can just lift your hand and decide to do so?
It is the same for all seeming experiences. Just an instant Knowing. And you Know that as “THAT”, you are limitless and formless (hence this play you have divulged yourself in so much you thought it to be tangibly real).
Since you KNOW yourself to be limitless and infinite (so much so that any word to describe YOU would be limiting YOU) and there being no separation or duality since it is all “THAT/YOU”, all equally empty and seeming, then…. that’s it. You are ALWAYS experiencing yourself Now, no effort and no delay.
You are infinite, who tells you what is or isn’t possible? Everything is natural and effortless because it is all “ “, all YOU and “ “ is all that there is. Every (seeming) “experience” is always “ “ Now !!
There is nothing to make “appear” because there is nothing that is “disappearing” or “appearing”; there is nothing to “change” or “transform” because there was never anything actually there to “change” or “transform”. “Everything” just IS Now because it is always just all YOU / “THAT”.
This is NOT a method for “desires”. If you take it as such then …. Good luck. This is literally what you ARE, everything is YOU. How do you KNOW you exist? These are just empty words pointing to your true being, simply see where they are pointing !!
And by Now —> “Now is not a moment in time, sandwiched between two vast spaces of the past and future. This present Now is the only Now there is - the eternal Now. It has not come from anywhere and is not going anywhere.” - Rupert Spira
“ “ is all that there is.
That is the “conclusion” you will always arrive at. But of course there is actually no conclusion and no human to reach anything.
This is just a subtle noticing / remembrance (no aha moment or magical revelation) of that which always IS. That which you always have been, always are. but fooled yourself into thinking otherwise… only to realise that nothing had ever happened.
“You” have read and consumed enough, you have suffered enough, you have overthought and over-complicated enough, you have tried enough, you have victimised yourself enough. See “THAT” which always is, Now. Go beyond concepts and labels. No one can or will “do it” for you, for there are no others. There is no one to decide but You… You are all that there is. You choose, you decide.
Much love 🤍
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Stop. There is nothing to change.
"How do I become aware of x"
"I'm tired of waking up as y"
"I wanna experience z now"
Guys, seriously?
Okay, let's take it step by step. Do you see what you do when you force yourself to change something? You just establish it NOT being there.
That leads to you thinking that it's something separate you have to achieve.
That initiates another cycle of cause and effect and you mentally beating yourself, pushing yourself only to get in your own way.
You do not change x into y. You do not change this into that. It's always THAT. And when it's always THAT, then why are you trying so hard to change something? Anything?
It's always " " Experiencing " ".
It's always perfect. It's always you.
By wanting to change something, you create a separation between what is and what you perceive not being. When it's all the same. One.
Being is effortless, so just be. You don't change something. You just become what you wanna experience, you are the experience. It seriously can't get any simpler than this.
There is nothing to change. Watch it all unfold perfectly. Because it is. Because it's all you.
Give up. And just BE. (Yeah that's my favorite line)
This might sound like a harsher or more stern post but either way, sometimes real talk is needed. A massive problem I see in my inbox and friends' inboxes is that people absolutely refuse to properly read posts, think about what was said, and ponder it for themselves before asking any questions. Out of the over 2000 asks we have received since opening this account, 99.9% of them can be answered by the questioners themselves. Most of the questions we answered on our blog could also be answered by the questioners themselves. We're not needed for it, but the problem is that people just do not want to think for themselves or don’t even want to properly read a post before asking questions.
For example is when we post something like, "All concepts are imaginary and made up. If you drop all of them, you're left with nothing-ness." Or, "If you strip yourself of all senses, you will still have the sense of existing or the sense of being. You don't need your senses for it. If you have a dream and your senses are not involved, you still know and have that sense of being and experiencing." Then, a very popular question is, "So, if all concepts are imaginary, does that mean the law of assumption, law of attraction, the void state, manifesting, and shifting are imaginary as well?" That's a question I will never understand because—genuine question—what do you think "all is imaginary" means? If there was an exception, don't you think someone would have mentioned it? It's not just our blog or other people's blogs—Rupert Spira, Swami Sarvapriyananda, Alan Watts, or Robert Watts all say the same thing. If there is an exception, one of us would have mentioned it. It’s already in the sentence: "ALL is illusory." There is no exception to it. So, why ask if there is an exception when it's already in the sentence
Another very popular thing is when we say, "All is awareness and everything happens within awareness." That is something you can absolutely, 100% directly experience because you're doing it right now. Just be aware that you're doing it right now, that everything is happening within awareness. Just go backward—ask yourself, "Why am I perceiving this right now? What's needed?" and then go backward, and the end, or what seems to be the end, would be awareness.
When we say that, people still ask how, or they say, "Well, but we experience it with senses, and who's aware of those senses?" You need "awareness" to be aware of the senses; the senses alone do not experience anything. That’s just independent thinking that is refused within a lot of you. Absolute independent investigation needs to happen.
The other day, we received a few asks saying that we phrase our posts vaguely—and that's not true. The way people phrase things, or the way blogs or speakers in general phrase things, is the exact same way they learned it and experienced it themselves. It might sound vague to you because you just briefly read over it and don't ponder on it, or don’t read it as many times as you need to. You just read it once, maybe twice, and then start asking questions—Go backward by yourself, think for yourself, ponder and investigate by yourself, and the answer is clear as day. But a lot of you don't want to do it, and that’s where the problem lies. You don't want to rely on yourself, you don't want to take responsibility for yourself. You feel like, "Okay, this person has woken up, this person is already seeing through the illusion, so I have to listen to them, and I have to ask them for security reasons, for safety reasons, because their word is reliable. My thinking is not. If I investigate for myself, there could still be mistakes." And that's where the false thought process is. If you believe that you have to rely on someone else's words because you cannot rely on your own conclusions, you will keep overconsuming to the n-th degree. Experiencing is not done by me—it's done by you. Investigating and coming to conclusions to true understanding on a fundamental level can never happen through someone that seems to be external. It happens within you, by you, for you, and it's something you need to understand.
I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but it has to be said sooner or later because you're tired from going into circles, we're tired, everyone is tired. So why are you not doing yourself a favor and really seeing it for yourself? Stop asking anyone anything—ask yourself, because that's where the answer is. GO BACKWARDS. When people say "all answers are within," it is as literal as it can get. I'm not saying within your brain or within your organs, but the answers are within. If everything happens within awareness, the answers are within awareness, and the answers are just as illusory—which means not what they seem to be—as the questions. And once that's understood, there's nothing else to understand.
ALL anyone can do here is lead you to water, it's up to you if you drink or not .
It's truly hilarious.
I still remember texting @illuminatedmystic 2-3 months ago or so, completely baffled and trying to tell her how I felt like every thing I thought to be true is crumbling down and it's...a major mind Fu*k. Because Awareness is all there is and there is no single moment when it hasn't been like that. When I wasn't I. When " " wasn't " ".
How well we've deceived ourselves, indulging with thoughts which hold no meaning, calling ourselves a person and our experiences our life. How we DELUDED ourselves into believing that we're stuck with this Life, trapped in it, as if we weren't living it moment to moment, effortlessly deciding what IS our experience every single moment.
It's so damn funny, how " " managed to fool itself. Such an intricate plan, a beautiful dream, an eternal play with itself. It's all fun, it's all joy and love, nothing is serious at all. You just need to Notice it!
"All that they're searching and seeking and looking for can be found within themselves. There is no need to go anywhere. There is no need to do anything. Just close your eyes and look within, and the kingdom of God is yours."
Credit:- @bumlehri on Instagram.
(You're free to not take my Goodbye seriously at all, I apologize for my impulsive decisions in advance. It might happen again...might....🥲)
You can cry.
You're allowed to cry, you're allowed to rest, you're allowed to roll in bed and wish to stay there for a minute, you're allowed to stop being productive in some time, you're allowed to take a break from shifting and from everything.
You're allowed to allow your body to calm itself, to understand that the reality is near, nothing of those I mentioned above will tent your life, nothing at all.
Because you know it yourself, you found shifting for a reason, home is always where your heart will be, head on their shoulder, sharing earphones, walking in the rain, finally having that burden off your shoulder.
I'm proud of you ml, you've gone long enough, and let me see you truly get whatever you want, whether it's the void, manifesting or revising something, shifting or anything of sort.
You're valid, and think of how your younger self would feel to know they achieved something their little heart wanted for so long.
Xoxo. Coco