You should make an Instagram! You'd get a ton more followers and engagement. ❤
If you need help. Get help it will be the best thing you every fucking do. Not to say it will be easy. It will take time, but it's worth it.
not showering regularly
not bushing your teeth regularly
living in filth
caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them
thinking about suicide more than graduating
considering suicide whenever any problem arises
tired
no motivation
no energy
walking is so hard
sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired
laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move
feeling nothing but sometimes everything
knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone
that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”
As soon as a get anywhere near success. I run. I run so fucking fast, noone can catch me. After running I sink into a hole that I don't even try to crawl from. I just lay there and rot. There's a word for this. Self Sabotage? Yeah... that one.
Such personality! How could you ever eat that? 😔
I feel you girl!
Ghibli films look the way it feels to exist in this world, like not how the world actually looks, but how it feels- and in all the good ways
the warm buttered toast of early mornings, the sheated heavy rain of grey days, the huge welling tears of grief and the electric anger that raises your whole head of hair
like, it’s not real, but it’s really Real, you feel me?
Indeed
Shits getting real out there..
AH/designs Original Illustration
She summarized what I've been feeling so well.
People think that intimacy is about sex. But intimacy is about truth. When you realize you can tell someone your truth, when you can show yourself to them, when you stand in front of them and their response is “you’re safe with me” - that’s intimacy.
The Seven Husbands Of Evelyn Hugo
When you wake up and realize, none of this matters. The social constructs we've created are like an advanced sim that is MADE to only benefit some and keep the rest in line. Why the fuck do we subscribe to this? It makes me hate waking up to this world.
I just want to be as honest as possible and get some things off my chest I haven't been able to say out loud.
I don't have any followers so I have no reason to pretend. I have no reason to act different than I am for the crowd. No one on here gives a single fuck about what I do or say.
So let's begin...
Let no other come before thee