I Made Myself Sad Today

I'm reblogging cause I wanna read it later properly.

PSA

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You are so far away. And I am so down in the dumps. So unworthy. That admiting that I love you feels like fucking hubris.

Moash should be a shybreaker. (And not cause of justice is blind thing. His blindness should just be blindness. An injury not a punishment)

Teft was although a friend. Was an enemy combatant.

Yes he is vindictive. His greatest flaw is that he is gullible. He is loyal until he isn't.

And he seems to get betrayed by every ideal he swear.

But in the end. He didn't, as much got betrayed by people, as much as he got betrayed by the institution.

There was simply nothing he could do once the law was thrown out the window. And vengeance is just another face of justice.

So having him as a skybreaker who is devoted to an ideal and at the end becoming law itself seems a better arc. And having been on side of the vengeance he can judge better. And unlike nale, Moah isn't a machine. He wants to be but he isn't. He understands compassion and forgiveness.

He is one of my favorite characters. It would be interesting to see whom he chooses as his third ideal.

Alternatively.

He can be an awakened radiant (corrupted) As he is shunned by both human and singer. Seems like he would fit within the awakened truthwatchers. And purely cause it be funny. He hated renarin. Or hated the idea of him.

But renarin is such a sunshine boy if anyone can make moash see past his hateded its renarin.

He should not be dead. He should live and learn and grow and grow old.

Not as a cautionary tale but as a reminder that we can make better choices.

For those who need it.

I wish I could stop loving you but I also wish SPN writers had given us better Destiel ending. I guess we all failed.

I can call It love but then love may feel insecure

When you saw a pic of a kitten and kissed it. The beast purred, wanted nothing more than to be domesticated.

Mood.

*places my head in your lap* hey can you hold this for me? thanks *walks away, leaving my head in your lap*

You ask me If I'm okay

The answer is always no,

So long as you are away.

I'll drink to that. (drinks water)

I'm going to bed.

I don't want to be awake anymore.

I rather NOT think of her and miss her.

So bed it is.