reaching the point of hyperfixation where I can no longer engage with it due to the nausea that I experience at the mere thought of seeing it on my screen is the closest I’ve ever been to being diagnosed with female hysteria
I have had these dreams since I was about 4 years old, yes! Not quite nameable very awful energy.
Do you ever dream of the bad place? I can't really explain it but that's what I call these weird spaces or rooms in my dreams where I can just feel the most menacing, evil, dangerous atmosphere that makes me afraid to come closer or even wakes me up from fear, or I'm screaming in my sleep. These spaces often look normal and realistic, just a regular basement or building, they usually feature some kind of door too. It's just so surreal because in dreams you forget that what you see is not real, so suddenly feeling this eerie vibes from a room or door makes the evil seem so material and clear. Ever since my childhood I've been dreaming about the same places over and over and my worst fear is that one day I'll find them in real life and feel this dread then too. But maybe I would open the door, I'm just so desperately curious to know what kind of terror is so bad, it's finding its way into my dreams. I want to know what's there. And I want to know if I'm the only one who has these dreams.
Here are the second half of my new Pride Angels designs! Featuring the following flags:
Lesbian, Lesbian (Alternate), Lithosexual, Neptunic, Nonbinary, Nonbinary (Alternate), Omnisexual, Pangender, Pansexual, Polyamorous, Polysexual, Queer, Queerplatonic, Queerplatonic (Alternate), Questioning, Rainbow/Progress Pride, Sapphic, Toric, Transgender, Transgender (Alternate), Trixic, Unlabeled, Uranic, and Voidpunk.
Additional flags in Part I and Part III. You can go to each flag's post for transparent images, flat colors, and lineart. Read the FAQ and follow the campaign here: Pride Angels🌈
The Boxer (1933)
— by Konstantin Somov
maybe this time picking at Textures on my skin will lead to being silky smooth
Victor, 22, queer, genderfluid/bigender, he/she/they, intp, autistic 𓇚
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