friendly reminder that you can do activities that seemingly clash with your disabilities and you can enjoy whatever you want
like yes i have chronic pain and fatigue and im autistic, and yes i went in the mosh pit and wall of death at a 5 hour long loud ass metal show. why? cause its fucking fun and fuck you i can enjoy my life however i want to.
does my body hate me even more now? yes. was seeing gwar live worth the pain and soreness and bruises after? fucking absolutely, and id do it again.
im not putting up with my disabilities, my disabilities are putting up with me bitch
not rlly proud of this anymore but heres the guy ever
im in dire need of more sibling content of the Emeritus brothers so i made some
- Primo using all of their heads/shoulders as arm rests, no matter their height, in classic oldest brother fashion
- Copia being called their "baby brother" and then reminding them hes indeed 42 (theyll always see him as the baby no matter how old he is. especially Primo.)
- Secondo teaching Terzo how to do his paint and getting sappy and proud when he sees him wearing it around, but he'll never admit it
- Secondo knocking on Copia's door at 7am because "god dammit your rats were in my room again."
- them bickering over something small and turning to Nihil or Sister to resolve it
- Primo calling the other two "young ones" and then laughing at Secondo telling him he's not that much older than them
- Terzo confronting any siblings who pick on Copia because thats his little brother and only he can make fun of him, nobody else can
schizoposting (said by me, a schizophrenic who thinks he's funny): cool!
schizoposting (said by a neurotypical edgelord): not cool!
does this make sense
Requested by anon
he watched steve irwin
ive always liked the idea of the ghouls sounding like the people who play them, but imagine mountain speaks for the first time around everyone else and they lose their minds because all they can think is "why is he austrailian"
we finally started using an aac app today!! we used it with a friend and actually felt normal even though we couldnt speak! we've been putting it off because "but we can still speak out loud sometimes, would it be okay for us to use it?" yes!!! it is okay!!!
(we have frequent periods where we physically cant speak. sometimes we can speak just like everyone else, sometimes we can force myself to talk, but it hurts and its only a few words. not sure what to call this, so any help would be appreciated)
i have decided. papa nihil and sister imperator are the only romance that matters. my guy wrote three songs during his entire lifetime, and all of them were about her. and all of them also fuck hard. they made out inside a coffin in a graveyard after she beat the shit out of him for several hours, probably. pathetic bimbo of a man x sadistic freak of a woman. i may be typically romance averse but they will always be an exception because what the hell is wrong with both of them. they are my romeo and juliet
My headcanon about Dewdrop and his tattoos! Warning for mention of needles, extremely unsanitary tattoo practice, and some elemental transition related body horror.
Dew has a bunch of stick-and-poke tattoos. He started doing them when he was still a water ghoul, using the end of a broken guitar string and a pen he’d chewed open. They were tiny at first- little stars, frowny faces with x-ed out eyes, and a Satanic cross, all on his upper thighs. They all faded in months, so Dew just tattooed new designs over them. His tools got a little better, he was using a sewing pin sterilized with a lighter and some calligraphy ink he’d stolen from the library. He slowly started to get better, his lines got steadier, and he even started sketching up designs rather than freehanding them.
Then his elemental transition happened. The process was excruciating- his body had to remake itself from the ground up. His fins necrotized and fell off and his coral-like horns grew brittle and crumbled away. His gills stung and itched as they sealed shut. He wanted this, had always felt off regarding his element of water, but he almost thought it wasn’t worth it. He kept telling himself it would be over soon but it just kept going.
It took six months for the transformation to be complete. When Dew was finally able to look in the mirror, he saw himself. It was freeing. The only thing he missed from his old body was the tattoos. Somewhere through the process of growing new flesh, the ink had disappeared. He mourned them- they were symbols of his growth and something that made his body uniquely his.
Dew started tattooing himself again, this time with slightly better tools. He used some sterile needles he’d swiped from the infirmary and managed to get his hands on some real tattoo ink. His designs started on his thighs, but moved to his arms, stomach, hips, and lower down his legs. His packmates watched him grow more comfortable in his new form as ink spread across his body.
However, Aether was horrified when Dew described his process the first time. He then gave him an hour-long lecture on sterilization and infections. Dew pointed out that it was very unlikely for ghouls to get wound infections while Topside but Aether insisted that Dew take the proper precautions when tattooing himself in the future, including doing it in the infirmary where it was cleaner. Dew agreed and ordered some proper equipment.
After a while, Aether let Dew tattoo something onto him- his favorite constellation, Ursa Major, in white ink on his wrist. Once healed, it became Dew’s favorite spot to kiss. He’ll never admit it to anyone, but the sight of his own art- even just a simple design- on his mate’s body makes him ridiculously happy. When Aether got top surgery, Dew tattooed more constellations along the scars. He also tattooed his own scars with flame designs.
He’s got some tattoos that are professionally done (mostly on his back, where he can’t reach) that he got on tour, but most of them are done himself.
oh nooooooo itd be such a shame if people were to send in their Ghoul Thoughts or Headcanons so i can Write Things
he/him // metalhead, cripplepunk, tranny, AND fag // flags in our pfp are transmasc and bpd/schizo combo :)
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