Tall Himiko And Short Uraraka Who's With Me

Cassie and sid

I'm rewatching Hannibal and an AU came to me… unexpectedly.

(Togachako) Hero x Serial killer!AU (feat. pro hero!Deku and Dynamight) ~☆

tw: bad English, lots of rambling, toxic relationship, we're not romanticizing tgck so proceed with caution (and after reading the disclaimer, please), any tw you can associate with Himiko Toga is here (nothing graphic though), overanalysing stuff, amateur psychology and all, dark content in general

Ochako has been unsure what she wants to do after finally starting her hero career, so she basically tries anything she can reach.

Working in the sea with Tsu, galas and interviews with Yaomomo, traveling with Deku (I feel he'd want to spend the rest of his power to see the world and his lots and lots of friends overseas). This time she finds herself getting into the world of quirk-related investigations under the tutelage of Katsuki whose solved criminal case count rapidly approaches the one of Endeavor (his character arc calls to me to be continued after Endeavor's path, please don't pay attention haha).

And with all that, she still tries to save face, knowing that she could've stopped this particular deranged story with just a word.

Why? Well, maybe she knows that no person in the world can leave DNA of people long dead and flaunt bloody confessions on the walls at the same time. No person who's not Himiko Toga.

The traps are set, the cycle starts its turn…

The very start:

° Himiko has genuine fun taunting Ochako with killing civilians while wearing her face

° She thinks she'll give Ochako the "freedom of expressing love" in a way she assumes Ochako wants but can't afford

° Himiko doesn't hide the fact she kills for Ochako and with Ochako's name on her lips

° Himiko torments her victims being transformed into whoever strikes her fancy, but the final strike is always performed so the last thing the poor prey sees is soulful, most gorgeous brown eyes in the world

° Himiko steals blood from the organization Ochako donors for (it's her way of coping with the trauma left by the Final Battle)

° Knowing the traces of her DNA are left at the crime scene even if she certainly didn't leave them there slowly corrodes Ochako's mental defenses

° She starts dreaming and hallucinating about killing those people herself until she can't tell reality from these images

° At one point she sees herself killing people wearing Himiko's face

° Himiko certainly uses it to her advantage. Who'd know when she gets into Ochako's apartment to whisper about all the ways she torments people from the shadowed corners?

° Guilt-tripping Ochako into justifying her actions too

As the madness progresses:

° Ochako can't draw the line between herself and Himiko anymore

° They complete each other in no way that is socially acceptable, but it feels right

° Ochako still tries to convince herself she's a good person and now this applies to Himiko as well because Himiko is "her" now too

° It's like they're drowning and melting into each other, minds a mingled mess of issues and fears, clinging, warping, breaking...

° Ochako's hands are bloody and Himiko hugs her from behind, cooing sweet nothings into her ear as they stare down at the newest "masterpiece" together

° Clay, warm hands and shaking fingers

° Ochako feels phantom touches on her skin all the time

° Himiko is being all giddy and "affectionate" with her victims, calling them "cute little presents" which she leaves for Ochako

The final stages:

° Ochako has a dream of killing Izuku. She fantasizes about it a lot later. There are tons of guilt and self-loathing, but she feels it would be the right thing to do. Become a way to "thank" Himiko by showing her effort isn't one-sided. She somehow knows it'd end the vicious cycle, but she just can't

° The Devil and Stockholm Syndrome (it's kinda questionable, I know, so we're taking it with a grain of salt)

° Dissociation

° Devil's advocate

° Cases named after astronomical phenomena

° Christmas, and Ochaco finds a bunch of vials filled with blood, all wrapped in a pretty thick red ribbon with a pompous bow on top. It's the legacy they've created together

Note:

I don't see the two as a healthy romantic relationship (I don't say you can't, it's just my opinion), so this scenario is relatively close to what I'd call realistic. Ochako who sees herself as a good person in any case (even if she's just too selfish to confront herself deep inside) and Himiko who takes the role of the bad part where Ochako can't.

Psychobabble (I'm no professional, it's more about how I feel than anything):

I based this whole AU on the traits I found in original manga and just extrapolated/exaggerated them into whatever this is now

Ochako loses feeling of what differs saving others and saving oneself and chooses to save "herself" (aka Himiko) in the end

Ochako is outright childish. She can't let the mask of a "hero" slip only because it's her shield against the world. She's torn apart by the ideas society put in her head, she can't imagine the concepts of "protect the weak" and "everyone is valid" existing together

In the end, she just resorts to the Friend or Foe (mine/anyone else) worldview so it's easier to process. Of course, what is "hers" is always considered as right and justified

Her empathy for Himiko has gotten to the point where it starts to consume her. She projects herself, her fears and motivations on Himiko, and it only makes things worse

Although, her empathy is quite selective. She can't empathize with the families of those who are killed by Toga. She thinks she can, but it comes from the guilt brewing inside her (it's still focused on self), not actual ability to put herself in others' place

Ochako feels she can be "like Deku", that she can save and forgive "bad people" like him. She finds comfort in such thoughts and hides behind them so she doesn't need to acknowledge the drastic differences in the situations

About the character archetypes:

For Ochako I can't figure out just one, but if I name the type it'd be "Not Bad But Confused" probably. Issues come from the fact her personality is too adaptive, and her worldview has shifted severely and continues to do so. In this situation, her way of coping happened to be finding an anchor in the wrong person, it happens to people all the time in real life too after all

Himiko shows as a symbolic "Devil", her presence is more phantom/ephemeral. Yes, she poisons Ochako's thoughts greatly, but the most work is done by Ochako and her own insecurities

Deku is similar to her, more of a symbol than a character. He's needed more as a deity-like/almost religious presence. Kinda ironic that his original character is heavily under the Hero Myth's (not sure how it's called in English, sorry) influence which is connected to the Bible in some ways

Katsuki stands out a bit as he's clearly the "workaholic cop" (workaholic hero in our case), no more than that as per his role. He's here so Ochako can value herself as "above his way of thinking". Side by side she clearly comes out as more "understanding" and sympathetic (NOT EMPATHETIC, don't confuse the terms!). Well, he's the person to bring her back to earth. A stoic one without a prominent character arc (it's often considered bad, but a flat arc can also be fine when handled properly)

Dividers are created by me.

If you're willing to take this AU under your wing or do something inspired by it, please credit me (you can tag me too)

my lovelies @dailytogachako @bigclownshoes @luxkycharmz you asked me to tag you, I hope I didn't forget anyone...

ghost — day 4 of togachako week 2025 :3

It was Ochako's birthday yesterday!

I forgot to post it here

let’s talk about the battle between Ochako and Katsuki

first of all that battle was my favorite out of all of them cause thought it’s really showed the of person uraraka not only that go luck and easygoing friend but aomeone who wants to win and losing destroy her, but she always will hide that(kinda like Katsuki but less extreme) and how she is her own character and has her own battles and just izuku’s friend.

But I really feel like we need to talk about is the way Ochako chooses how she will win for the fight, she has been collecting up boulders that have been ripped from the ground from Katsuki’s explosions and at the right moment she decides to release them all here’s the thing letting all those really big boulders fall from the sky that means she was praying one of them hit katsuki, which could imply that she wanted him dead, because if one of the borders hit him in his head it would squash his head. What was she trying to achieve to win or to have him dead?

like this makes me is that the reasons for not choosing to go with izuku plan. Was it to get rid of him cause I think she knows what would happen if it hit him!! Like what was she doing? And then the crowd gives Katsuki shit for “ruining her plans” well ofc he did ITS WAS GOING TO KILL HIM HE WAS PROTECTING HIMSELF!!

And people love to say she some angel that girl is CRAZZZY cause ain’t no one was the same mine. It is going to do that. Always talking bout “my powers aren’t made to hurt” WELL YOU ALWAYS GOT OT BE PROVING US WRONG HUH!!

always I love Ochako uraraka even if she’s a little crazy!!

✨️ochako sketch✨️

Cassie and sid

TOGACHAKO OR WTV

now before I start I want to say that I do love the ship and I find nothing wrong with likening it as just that a ship and a romantic relationship, but I’m to me I think their relationship and dynamics runs deeper then just wanting to kiss each other and be to say that they are together. I think this relationship is more about understanding and kind of becoming one and realizing that even though they thought they were so different, they were still so the same kind of like one. LIKE ITS SO HARD TO EXPLAIN BUT LIKE EVERY TIME I SEE IT IN THE ROMANCE WAY I JUST CANT CAUSE OF HOW I TAKE TGE RELATIONSHIP AND IT MAKE SO ILL I CANT

WE NEED TO PUSH FOR CRASHOUT OCHAKO URARAK

Now when I was crashoit I mean that she will have all these stored up emotions from keeping them under cover that she will just lash out and go all crazy

Screaming, running around, crying, jumping up and down, banging her head in the wall, falling on the ground, even hitting others, like just genuinely tweaking out in the most chaotic way and every one would be so confused and scared cause she usually like that always calm and chill.

like people this togas the crapshoot NOO it Ochako like say her and toga are meeting up to go out and toga walks in just to see Ochako cutting her hair with a kitchen knife and chanting in a corner cause it’s was the day that really ticked her off

I BELIEVE THIA IS RHE TRUST AND YALL CANT CHANGE MY MIND