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I think thatâs all my mind will be capable of thinking for the rest of the day. đ€€đ„”
I know we hate AI but damn. Those picture. đ„”
Unfortunately I donât find those fics I have read with Bucky being a firefighter. But if I find them I will link them. Or maybe some of you can send me links đ
slightly mean eddie if you feel so inclined đ„čđ«¶ like stern kinda like how you do âmean siriusâ. i just think him slightly bossing r around or being stern with her is đđ«¶
SMUT 18+ ONLY MDNI (cw: p in v, hard/mean dom!eddie, mostly just rough touches and bossing r around, some degradation, stoplight, all consensual) | fem!reader | 1.2k words
Eddie leans back, looking a tenuous mixture of unimpressed and sympathetic. "Baby, stop hiding."Â
You sit with your legs spread over his legs, face pointed resolutely at the happy trail that climbs clumsily up the centre of his abdomen. "I'm not," you say, though you can't lift your gaze to prove him wrong.Â
"How are you feeling?" he asks, bringing a hand to your cheek to force your head up. You smile weakly.
"Good."Â
"Yeah? You know all your alerts still? What colour is this?"Â
"I don't forget them." You let your legs spread wider, hissing as you sink down further on the splitting girth of his cock. "Green."Â
As soon as he knows you're okay he gets mean, a subtle cruelty, squeezing your cheek in a too-tight grip. "What did I say before? Stop hiding."Â
You straighten your back, hips moving in messy, slow circles and hands braced against his trim waist. You lift your head and try your best to stay up, even when the head of his cock taps into your spongy soft spot and sends a round of pleasure-shocked chills through your abdomen.Â
You quiver happily.Â
"You liked that?" he pulls his arms down from behind his head to grab your waist, pushing you down hard into his thighs.Â
His cock kisses your soft spot again and you feel yourself tipping forward. "Sit up, doll. Up. Wanna see you, wanna see that face you make when I stretch you out."Â
He lifts his hips and you gasp. "That's the one," he says, grinning.Â
"Too big," you whisper, so full you can't breathe right. You're sensitive to every shift, every drag of his cock, the curve of his shaft as he digs into the pulp of your walls.Â
"Say again," he says, pulling your hips into him.Â
"It's too big, Eds. I don't think I can take it."Â Â
He stares up at you assessingly. You wilt slightly under his gaze, your eyes half-lidded and lashes heavy with unshed tears.Â
His pinky finger is cool as he strokes down the hill of your soft cheek. "Baby, I know how much you can take." He drops his hand abruptly. "So take it."Â
He fucks up into you until you're panting, clinging to his waist and wanting desperately to bury yourself in his chest. Every time you try he pushes you back, his annoyed gaze lighting a fire in the pit of your stomach. You try to fuck him how he likes it with your hips rolling, almost bouncing over his length, but the stimulation is overwhelming.Â
"Please," you say, hands sliding behind his naked back. "Please, please, Eddie."Â
He tilts his head to one side. "You're so fucking clingy. Come here," he says, opening his arms with a well-acted reluctance.
You melt into him, always so relieved to garner his affection. His hands are sweet, roving up and down the length of your back in sweeping lines that soothe you like you'd wanted. "Green," you whisper before he can ask.Â
He stifles a chuckle, nuzzling his face into the side of yours. "You're really fucking tight. Do you need something?" he asks.Â
You think about it. "Can you touch me?"Â
"Try and relax for me, okay?" he asks, hand already moving to the place where your bodies meet, thick fingers searching for the little bead of your clit. He pushes the pad of his thumb into it and draws slow circles. "If you want to take a break, we can do that."Â
"I'm okay. Do you-" You gasp as he hits the right spot. "Do you want a break, baby?"Â
"No. A break from moulding this sweet cunt? As if." He rolls his eyes, a burning amusement slowly changing to smugness, to mocking. "Why, do you think I need one?"Â
You swallow dryly at the character he's become and shake your head. "No, I just-"Â
"Just what? Think you know better than me?"Â
"I just thought-"Â
He laughs darkly. "Ah, and that's where you're going wrong, sweet thing. I don't need you to think about anything besides this," he gives you two sharp thrusts. You wrap your arms tight around his neck, crushing dark curls to your nose. He smells like he always does; cedarwood, a heady cologne sticks to his skin.
You clamp down around him without thinking and listen to him hiss. "That's it, that's it. Fuck. Guess there's some sense in here after all," he says, lips to your forehead.  Â
Your thighs tighten around him and he's more than perceptive, focusing his efforts on your clit, chasing your climax with tight circles.Â
"You gonna ask me?"Â
You take a big breath. "Can I cum?"Â
He squeezes you tight to his chest and his skin is everywhere, touching you all over, his hands and his arms and his chest, his thighs and his cock rocking into you, as close as he can be. You gasp for air as your high approaches.Â
"Be polite."Â
"Please," you say quickly, quiet but forceful as you remember yourself. "Eddie, please can I? Please, please-" You squeeze your eyes shut and shy away from his touch, worried you'll cum before he says you can.Â
He takes pity. "Go on, sweetheart."Â
Everything dissolves. The coil snaps and you really can't breath, biting down on your index finger to stop from squealing in his ear. He pushes you through it, doesn't stop touching until you're over the crest of it and panting again.Â
"Good job," he says, and you know he's done playing mean before he says, "Blue. Very blue. How are you feeling?" Blue â I want to keep fucking you, but I don't want to play mean anymore.Â
You pull back and feel weak, slouched in his lap, his cock still hard as stone inside you. You do an experimental little bounce. "Blue."Â
He beams and you do too, laughing under your breath as you lean down for a kiss. His lips are inviting: so soft, sweet, a short fall from tentative. You brush the hair away from his face as you pull back and take in his cheeks, pink with blush and damp with a sheen of sweat.Â
"You're blushing!" you say, ecstatic.Â
He groans, covering his face with both hands as he says, "Fuck off, you tease. This is all your fault. You don't know how fucking cute you look trying to climb all over me. How hard it is to push you away."Â
You curl your fingers around his wrist and pull them away, pressing a kiss to the back of his hands before letting them drop. "Thanks, Eddie. For playing games with me."Â
He blinks. "I like them just as much as you do."Â
"I like you."Â
"Wait, do you have a crush on me?" he asks suspiciously.Â
You burst into laughter. Eddie joins in, though it's strangled as he shifts beneath you. You realise then how close he is to his own release, his chest rising fast.Â
"Got more than a crush on you, Munson. I'll show you, if you like?" you ask, working your hips.Â
His eyes close as his head drops back into the couch cushion. Neck bared, you watch his throat bob. He moans and it's haunting, you'll be thinking about it all day, a wicked exhale coloured by the deep rasp of his voice.Â
"Want me to show you, baby?"Â
"Please," he says.Â
can someone let me know what happens at the ritual today i can't handle obsessively checking tumblr every four minutes
they are disgusted by my blood but they love to watch me bleed
Okokok so this could be for knight bucky đ
(if reader is like a queen or princess), Bucky is in charge of your safety, he's always near and one day he escorts you to the gardens for a walk and him and reader are alone and he's so tempted to grab your hand!!!! It's aching to know what it's like to feel your skin against his (hand scene from Pride and prejudice iykykđ€)
carrot you genius
i definitely followed this prompt pretty loosely and it kinda took on a form of it's own but i hope you enjoy it <3
Pairing: Knight!Bucky x Queen!Reader
Word Count: 1.7K
Warnings: a little bit of angst, but that's honestly about it.
You never lasted too long at galas, especially when they weren't in your own kingdom.Â
Not having the familiarity of your staff. The smell of salt in the air as the ocean breeze washed in through your open corridor. The certain click of your shoes against the marble floors. It was all yours and safe and commonplace.Â
Being in someone else's kingdom, at an event where everyone wants a chance to dance with the unwed queen was exhausting. You almost never left the dance floor with how many suitors were trying to win you over, to take the seat of King next to you. You never enjoyed any of them though. You knew they were just in it for the title, the power. Most of them not believing you should be able to rule on your own. That it was sacrilege that you still remained unwed.Â
But you put on a brave face, a large fake smile to appease them and to keep the peace. If you didn't provoke them, it gave them no reason to storm your castle's walls.Â
The exhaustion was evident on your face as James watched you from the sidelines. He was to have eyes on you at all times, especially since you weren't in your own home. He was your protector, hand picked by your father before he passed to be your personal knight until you relieved him or reassigned him. You had yet to do either in the five years he'd been by your side.Â
His armor clinked as he made his way to you, mindful not to bump into anyone with the bulky metal. Expertly moving through the sea of royals, he paced his steps with the musicians playing in the corner - he'd practiced this dance with you too many times to count. You'd wanted a partner to brush up on your skills and you'd asked him one day during your breakfast. That was the closest he'd ever been to you for that long.
Your dance partner spun you out from their arm and towards James, who gave you a knowing look when you spotted him. He smirked at the pleading in your eyes and quickened his pace, stopping next to you.Â
"Pardon me, Lord Wilson, I was wondering if I could steal her grace for a moment," He requested, the tone in his voice really leaving no room for argument. He watched as you curtsied and the lord bowed to you before you turned and grabbed James's elbow, allowing him to lead you outside.Â
"I thought you might like a breath of fresh air," He leaned down a bit so you could hear his whispers as you passed other attendants. "I could tell you weren't enjoying the way Lord Wilson was spinning you around the floor.Â
The noise that left your lips was a mix between a scoff and a laugh and it pulled James lips into a smile as he looked down at you.Â
Your hand slipped from his elbow and he let you walk just a step in front of him. You glanced over your shoulder, "I appreciate the concern, as always, Sir James."Â
"I thought we discussed this," He started, following you as you wandered the gardens that, in his opinion, could never rival your own, "I requested you not to call me James."
"You did," You smirked, stopping at a stone railing that overlooked the small pond as you turned to face him entirely, leaning against the stone, "but I do love seeing you in a fit over it."Â
"I'd hardly call me reminding her highness of my request a fit," He chuckled as he stood just out of reach, which you took notice of. You always did.Â
"Why are you standing over there," you asked, your smile slipping, "I won't bite."Â
He gave you an easy smile, soaking in your attention, basking in it.Â
It wasn't that you never gave it to him or that you were stingy with it. In fact, it was quite the opposite. You were always speaking with him. He accompanied you everywhere you went, so why wouldn't you? What kind of queen would you be if you didn't speak with your personal knight at all while he protected you?Â
You two had grown close over the years, your relationship becoming more of one between friends rather than one of subordinate and superior. And James didn't mind one bit. He'd never tell anyone, for risk of being reassigned away from you, but he loved you.Â
He was in love with you.Â
He had been for years and it was one of the many reasons that he was so persistent about protecting you, even when you told him to get some rest - he'd just sit on the floor outside your chamber doors those nights. You started having Steve switch with him at night so he could sleep too, but he'd only sleep for a handful of hours and get washed up before coming back to switch again.Â
You held your hand out to him, waiting for his gloved fingers to gently grasp yours. He did so, but at the expense of the tug in his chest.Â
In all his years of serving you, he'd never touched you. He always made sure something was between the two of you, his gloves, your fur coat, something.Â
It wasn't that he didn't want to touch you, he was actually dying to do so. He dreamed of the day that he could feel your skin against his, but he didn't want to taint your perfectly smooth complexion with his dirtied callouses. You deserved someone with a softer touch than his own. You deserved someone's hands who hadn't been covered in blood and dirt and grime and sin.Â
He let you guide him to stand next to you, waiting for you to drop his hand, but you continued to hold on to it, absently fiddling with the leather covering his skin. God, what he wouldn't do to be able to actually hold your hand. To brush elbows. To feel your fingers on his arm as he led you around town.Â
"Jamie?" He glanced up from your fingers to see you staring at the still water of the pond.Â
"Yes, your highness?"Â
It was a moment before you responded, but you didn't look over at him. Instead, you gazed down at the stone under your fingertips, scratching your nail along its surface - something he knew you did when you were nervous.Â
"Do you think they're right?" If he hadn't been waiting with baited breath, he would've missed the question with how quiet you were. He figured you didn't want anyone else hearing your conversation so he dipped his head lower towards your ear.Â
"What about?"Â
"About me," You glanced up at him then, causing his heart to almost leap out of his chest. He'd never been close like this. Close enough to speak in hushed tones, sure, but never enough to see the details in your irises, the individual lashes that brushed against your cheeks when you blinked. "Do you agree that I'm some - some mad woman to not be married? To not have a husband to do the ruling while I give him heirs?"Â
"Well," he started, testing the waters and giving your fingers a gentle squeeze, "I guess that depends on why you have yet to wed someone."Â
You were silent at that as you refused to look away, but you squoze his fingers back, gripping his hand as you pulled it closer to you.Â
He wanted to pull away from you, surely this close proximity would bring more talk about you to the other royals. Someone of your standing shouldn't be this close to him, holding his hand, noses almost touching.Â
Yet, here you were.Â
"I fear someone may already have my heart," You stated, glancing between his eyes. A pit formed in his chest and he had to ignore the ache as he steadied his breathing.Â
Of course you had your eye on someone. With as many potential suitors as you had, how could you not already have a certain person in mind? But that left the question - why hadn't you wed them yet? Surely, whoever had caught your eye would be pleased to wed you. Who wouldn't was the better question.Â
"Why haven't you wed them yet, your grace?" He gruffly asked, swallowing down the sudden surge of emotion in his throat. He was your personal knight - he couldn't let something like this break him down. Especially when you were not within your own palace walls. He had to remain calm and collected, at least until you retired for the evening. Then he could let the cracks spread until morning.Â
You tipped your head down to look at his chest as you placed your free hand over the armor there, your nails gently tapping against the metal. "That's a sensitive conversation that shouldn't be held outside of our home walls, don't you think?"Â
You looked back up at him, almost craning your neck with your proximity. He nodded, dazed at how your voice sounded when you said 'our home.' It wasn't the first time you'd referred to it like that, you did both live there. But there was something about the way your voice lightened when you said it. Like it was lifting a weight off your chest saying you wanted to tell him your secret. And though he may not be ready to hear who'd stolen your affections, a sense of pride filled him. You trusted him enough to tell him this secret of yours.Â
And even if he wasn't ready to hear it, he'd protect that secret with his life if need be. Because it'd be for you.
He nodded, muttering a word of agreement and you smiled, but it lingered longer than usual. The corners of your mouth stayed lifted as you pried your gaze from his and released his hand, turning back to the path. You took a couple steps away before looking back over your shoulder at him, your smile ever-present.Â
"Let us go home, shall we?" You asked.Â
He shoved his nerves down as far as they'd go, steeling himself in preparation for your secret, and nodded once.
"Yes, your grace." He stepped away from the pond to follow you to the waiting carriage.Â
He knew the time would come when you'd find a proper suitor, he couldn't expect you to stay unwed forever.Â
He just didn't expect it to hurt as much as it did.
Summary: âAs utterly ravishing as you are in that dress,â he whispered against your lips in-between kisses, âI canât deny that I would much rather see it on the floor.â
A laugh bubbled past your lips despite yourself, and you let your palms trail down Sebastianâs sides until you reached his waist. You hooked your fingers through his belt loops, tugging his lower half flush against you, and his hands fell away from your face to brace against the wall behind you, effectively caging you between him and the cobblestone at your back. âHave some things planned, do you?âÂ
Alternatively summarized as you and Sebastian attending the Yule Ball together before he whisks you away to the Room of Requirement to do exactly what you might think.
Word Count: 7.4k
Warnings: 18+, aged up characters, explicit sexual content, Garreth wearing Aunt Tessie's robes
This was HEAVILY inspired by @sallowly 's Yule Ball animation which can be found here ! The dress/Sebastian's suit are directly referenced from her work. I'm eternally grateful for being given the chance to build off of her creation âĄ
The full fic can also be found here on Ao3 as per usual
âWhat in Merlinâs name are you wearing?âÂ
Sebastian gaped openly at Garreth, internally fighting the laugh that threatened to spill forth from his mouth despite his best efforts to smother it. The Gryffindor was decked out in quite possibly the most atrocious set of dress robes heâd ever seen, and judging by the look on the red-headâs face, he knew it too. It was frilly and lined with lace, and the material looked like a curtain that had been snagged off a window and stitched into something resembling clothes.Â
Garrethâs face contorted into a pained expression, chancing a look down at himself and curling his hands into loose fists. âI donât want to talk about it.âÂ
âIâm sure you donât,â Sebastian remarked, lifting his glass to his lips in a bid to hide his growing smile. âCan I guess? Please let me guessââ
âNo,â came his flat reply.Â
âWhat is it?â Ominis asked curiously, turning away from the long table of finger foods to join in the conversation. Unlike Weasley, he looked like the epitome of poised finesse in his dark, tailored suit. âWhatever it is, it smells old.âÂ
âOh, it looks old too. Seriously, where on Earth did you find such an antique?â Sebastian teased, and Garrethâs eyes made a full trip around their sockets before he waved off the jab.Â
âHa ha, very funny. If you must know, these have been in the Weasley family for yearsââÂ
âClearly.âÂ
âOh would you shut up? I get it, believe me, I know. My mother wouldnât let me get away with not wearing them though, she kept pestering me about âtraditionâ and a bunch of other pointless nonsense. I was fighting a losing battle trying to convince her otherwise.âÂ
Ominis chuckled softly under his breath and twirled his wand idly between his fingers, âAnd you didnât think to just change into something more fitting of the nineteenth century becauseâŠâ he trailed off, the question hanging silently in the air.Â
Garreth grumpily shoved his hands in his pockets and frowned, looking over his shoulder towards the massive entryway leading into the Great Hall. Professor Weasley was standing watch, ushering students in with practiced ease, and when she caught sight of her nephew staring, her smile was enough to give away precisely why the Gryffindor had been forced to endure his family's horrendous dress code. âMy aunt would rat me out in a second if I did. Look, can we just forget about the hideous outfit already? I need a drink.âÂ
Sebastian had half a mind to offer Garreth the stolen flask of Firewhiskey tucked away in his suit, but he was honestly more inclined to save it for himself. Unbeknownst to his friends, he was wound tighter than a spring, the anticipation coursing through his veins causing him to shake his leg to dispel the nervous jitters heâd been dealing with since arriving. While heâd gone on plenty of dates with you in the last few years, this would be the first time the two of you attended something so formal as a couple. Asking you to the Yule Ball had nearly put him in the ground with how anxious heâd beenâ but attending the dance together was a completely different story.Â
He wanted the night to go perfectly.Â
His expectations were driving him up the damn wall. If there was one thing Sebastian hated more than anything, it was surprises, and thatâs exactly what tonight was. One giant, looming unknown that had him thinking circles around himself. Dancing wasnât the issueâ he was great at that. It wasnât even the hundreds of prying eyes that would be glued to you both when you eventually arrived, because he was more than used to the attention that came with dating the Hero of Hogwarts.Â
No, Sebastian was simply nervous to finally put his long awaited plan into action.Â
Everything was already set up in the Room of Requirement for later, so all he had to do was make it through the bulk of the evening without combusting or making a fool of himself. He could do that⊠right?
âYour nerves are showing, Sebastian,â Garreth teased as he leaned over the endless selection of food and drinks. His green eyes were crinkled in amusement as he observed the nonstop tapping of the brunetâs foot, and Ominis hummed in agreement.Â
âIâve been listening to him fidget for the last twenty minutes. I donât know why girls take so long to get readyâ Iâm tempted to go and find his date so heâll finally relax.â
Garreth laughed, and in the split second following, Sebastian saw his eyes land on something over his shoulder and widen comically. âNo need for that⊠damn.âÂ
Nothing could have prepared Sebastian for the sight that graced him when he turned around.Â
There you were, looking equal parts ethereal and powerful. Your dress was like nothing he had ever seen before; it was the darkest, most striking shade of black, rippling around your legs as though it were made of liquid as you strode through the arched doorway with your head held high. Embroidered down the side and along the strapless neckline were tiny gold leaves that reflected against the candles floating overhead, giving you a regal appearance that put even Ominis to shame. Maybe it was a trick of the light, but Sebastian swore that as you walked further into the room, some of the leaves from your dress trailed behind you and dissipated into shimmering dust.Â
You twisted your hands together nervously as your eyes scanned the massive crowd, searching for the one person who could make existing in such an overwhelming environment bearable. Sebastianâs legs started to move of their own accord, carrying him away from the table and closer to you at the same time your neck swiveled in his direction, and the way your entire face lit up when you spotted him imbued him with the confidence that heâd been lacking minutes prior.Â
Everything else was muted during those tentative seconds it took him to reach you, and once he came to stop in front of you with his drink still loosely gripped in his hand, it was as if no one else existed within the cavernous ballroomâ only the two of you. For a moment, all he could do was stare with his mouth hanging open like a fish. The flush that spread across your cheeks had his heart doing acrobatics in his chest, and he swallowed around the lump in his throat before setting his glass down on an empty platter floating by.Â
âHi,â you said meekly, flashing him an easy smile in an attempt to conceal your timorous demeanor. He didnât need to know that youâd spent five minutes outside with Poppy talking you off the metaphorical ledge and fanning you frantically with her hands.Â
âHey,â he replied, instantly cringing at the dry greeting. He quickly added, âI donât think words can do you justice, if Iâm being honest. You look otherworldly, darling.â
Sebastianâs words did wonders to school your nerves, a wave of warmth settling over you like a blanket. The soft smile that spread across your plush lips made his heart flip in his chest, and when he held out his hand for you to take, the tension in your shoulders slipped away. âThank you, you look rather dashing yourself. Green continues to be your color,â you mused as your palm met his upturned one, intertwining your fingers through his longer ones easily.Â
He steered you into the room, heading for Ominis and Garreth again to give you time to get settled before the dancing started. When your eyes fell on Weasley, Sebastian watched as your brows shot halfway up your forehead, and he could hear the laughter in your voice when you asked, âOh gods, what is he wearing?âÂ
âDonât bring it up. Something about âtraditionâ I think, but heâs well aware that he looks like a decorative rug.âÂ
You had to hide your smirk behind your free hand as you approached the two men. Garrethâs grin was blinding as he raised his glass to you in silent greeting, and Ominis must have heard you walking up, because he turned fully to face you with his kind eyes crinkled at their corners.Â
âI obviously canât say for certain, but if Sebastianâs inability to form words when you walked in was anything to go by, you must look beautiful.â The blond had a tiny Cauldron Cake pinched between his skinny fingers, and he popped it into his mouth without a second thought as a blush crept up your cheeks.Â
âThank you, Ominis, you do too.â
âI look beautiful?â He mumbled around his mouthful, and the sound of his muffled teasing contrasting with his neat appearance made you chuckle.Â
You swatted his shoulder playfully and shook your head, âYou know what I mean.â When your gaze shifted to Garreth, he seemed to hold his breath expectantly. âYou too, Garreth. Pink looks good on you.â
The red-head rolled his eyes playfully, but he was still grinning from ear to ear. âIâve been told that lying gives you wrinkles, but I appreciate the sentiment.â
He lifted his glass to his lips at the same time the enchanted orchestra in the corner ceased playing. Hundreds of heads swiveled towards the front of the room as Professor Black made his way to the podium, looking all too irritated to have to entertain students during the weekend instead of⊠actually, you had no clue what Professor Black did in his spare time.Â
Probably kick Puffskeins and style his mustache.Â
âWelcome all, to this yearâs Yule Ball. I see the festivities are in full swing already, but Iâd like to remind everyone that standard school rules are still meant to be followed even on a night such as this one. That means no floozy behavior, no consumption of beverages not otherwise provided for you, and for the love of Merlinâ no smoking of Mallowsweet in school corridors. That has become a rampant issue that I would prefer to not have to deal with on top of everything else.âÂ
As the Headmaster continued monologuing, you managed to tune out the remainder of his warnings in favor of ogling Sebastian. Your hands were still intertwined, and he had tugged you closer to him so your arms were brushing against one another in his subtle attempts to get closer to you. He really did look striking in his dark green suit; it was the first time youâd been privy to seeing him so dressed up, and you bit your lip hungrily as potent, lustful thoughts filled your mind. It wasnât until the room was full of thunderous applause that you realized the introductions were finished and your boyfriend was side-eyeing you as you blatantly stared at him.Â
âSomething on your mind?â He whispered the question directly against your ear, sending shivers down your spine and making your toes curl in your heels.Â
Your hand in his tightened a fraction, and you cocked a brow slyly as your lips curled into a feline smile. âA few things, yes.âÂ
âAnything Iâd like to know about?âÂ
âIâm sure you would, but thereâs a time and a place. Donât they say patience is a virtue?â
Sebastian hummed, trailing his thumb sensually along your knuckles as he smirked wickedly against your temple. âI find it to be more of a nuisance, but I suppose it would be a waste not to make the most of you in that dress. Would you care to dance?â
The Slytherinâs heart damn near hammered straight out of his sternum when you turned to stare affectionately up at him, the mixture of your love and desire so palpable in the air that he swore he could cut through it with a Diffindo charm. âI thought youâd never ask.âÂ
â
You didnât think youâd ever felt so weightless in your life.Â
Sebastianâs hand clasped in yours was like an anchor, keeping you grounded to the present moment as he tugged you along behind him up the winding staircase leading to the Astronomy Wing. He was moving fastâ clearly eager to show you the âsurpriseâ he had waiting for you thereâ but he had the good grace to stay mindful of your dress and your inability to move as quickly as he could. The two of you had been sneakily stealing sips of his Firewhiskey throughout the night, so the faint buzz you had going was enough to make you slow down and consider every movement carefully as you ascended the steps.Â
When you reached the top landing, the brunetâs neck craned sideways to cast an exhilarated look your way, his excitement a tangible entity that had butterflies erupting in your stomach. All through the night, Sebastianâs eyes and hands had been stealing telling glances and coy touches as he twirled you across the ballroom. You knew there had been hundreds of eyes on you at one point; the charmed, gold leaves around the lower lining of your gown had fallen away in trails of sunset colored sparkles that were bound to draw attention as youâd danced. But none of it had matteredâ not with Sebastian gazing longingly at you like you were the only thing that existed.Â
He was doing so now, and you found yourself burying your general dislike of surprises for the sake of the evening. Anything Sebastian had planned for you was something you were sure to love, you were already certain of it.
When the two of you reached the empty wall across from the familiar troll tapestry, Sebastian swiftly pulled you ahead of him and spun you aroundâ more shimmering leaves wisping off of your dress as your back made contact with the cool stone behind it. You barely had time to register the brazen move before your boyfriendâs lips connected with yours, and then his broad hands were sliding up your neck to cup your face and tilt your head back to deepen the kiss impossibly further. He swallowed your startled gasp instantaneously, brushing his thumbs along your cheekbones so tenderly that it made your heart fucking ache.Â
 Merlinâ sometimes your love for Sebastian overwhelmed you.Â
âAs utterly ravishing as you are in that dress,â he whispered against your lips in-between kisses, âI canât deny that I would much rather see it on the floor.â
A laugh bubbled past your lips despite yourself, and you let your palms trail down Sebastianâs sides until you reached his waist. You hooked your fingers through his belt loops, tugging his lower half flush against you, and his hands fell away from your face to brace against the wall behind you, effectively caging you between him and the cobblestone at your back. âHave some things planned, do you?âÂ
âOf course,â he replied with that renowned Sallow-swagger that made you melt. âBut not before you get to appreciate all of my hard work.â
You hummed thoughtfully as you leaned forward to kiss him again, breathing in his intoxicating scent of cedar and something akin to old books. His tongue slipped in your mouth easily, tangling with your own so fluidly that you suddenly found yourself all too eager to discover what he had in store for you. Sebastian let you drink in your fill of him, groaning softly when you shifted your hips to grind lazily against his steadily growing erection, and then he was pulling back with a heated look in his eyes.Â
âRiveting as this is, I donât feel particularly keen on taking you in the middle of the hallway.â
On cue, you felt the wall against your back begin to change. The cool stone morphed into smooth wood, and the massive entryway to the Room of Requirement revealed itself as Sebastian seemingly gazed into your very soul. âNo public canoodling? Your surprise must be quite something, then.âÂ
For the first time since finding him in the Great Hall, Sebastian looked nervous. He stepped back and rubbed his neck sheepishly, giving you a half-grin that you could have honestly mistaken for a grimace. âI certainly hope so⊠come on.âÂ
He extended his hand once again and you took it graciously, moving off the door to make room for him to push it open. The brunet ushered you in, letting you enter ahead of him, and you barely made it three steps inside before you were halting completely. Your eyes widened and your mouth fell open in silent shock as you took in the magical sight before you.Â
The Room was full of floating candles like the ones in the Great Hall, only these ones flickered with deep blue flames that seemed to cast the space in what you could only describe as pure moonlight. The ambiance had been changed as well, working in tandem with the romantic lighting so flawlessly that you were certain you had to be staring at a painting. You made a mental note to remember to thank Deek for his evident assistance. Bright red petals had been strewn across the floor, paving a rather telling path towards the slightly ajar bedroom door on the opposite side of the chamber. What was inside, you didnât knowâ but the contrasting red glow from within had your mind flooding with unrestrained fantasies that made your stomach flip.Â
Your legs carried you deeper into the room as you took in every unique change to your secret space, and all the while, Sebastian watched you virtually glide across the floor. The enchanted leaves running down your dress added a new degree of magic to the whole scene; the trail of gold flakes that evaporated into sparkling dust made you look like some sort of enchantress that had snuck onto the school grounds, and he found himself following you across the petals towards the bedroom in a trance.Â
Sebastian had seriously outdone himself. You had no words.Â
Pushing the door open revealed more floating candlesâ the normal colored onesâ and an amorous display that made your breath catch in your throat. Heâd replaced the usual bed linens with silky, red sheets that reflected the candlelight beautifully. You spotted a bottle of wine perched between two glasses on the nightstand, and situated behind it all was a fresh bouquet of roses that left a distinctly floral scent in the air.Â
A large part of you wanted to cry from the affection that flooded your brain, but you willed away the urge in favor of turning around to face Sebastian.Â
He was leaning against the doorframe with his arms crossedâ a hungry, almost insatiable look spreading across his features. Those lust-dark eyes of his were scanning you up and down like you were a whole meal, and given the set-up in the room, you were willing to wager a guess that his mentality was exactly that. The warm lighting in the bedroom bathed him in a seductive glow, and as handsome as he looked in his suit, you suddenly wanted him out of it. Pronto.Â
âYouâre speechless,â he observed, sounding almost timid as he spoke the words.Â
âThatâs a word for it.âÂ
âGood speechless or bad speechless?âÂ
You gave him a nonplussed blink before your brows slammed down, âWhy in Merlinâs name would it be bad speechless?âÂ
Your ability to read Sebastian like a damn book allowed you to see the cracks in his confident facade as he dug the toe of his shoe into the stone floor. He shrugged, âIâm not sure. Maybe because I snuck in here and changed everything around. Although Deek did help some, so I guess Iâm not solely to blame.âÂ
There were no thoughts in your head other than the rapacious desire to be close to him, and your heels echoed off the bedroom walls as you strode over to him in the doorway to yank him down to your level. You all but slammed your mouths together, stealing his breath with the intensity of your ministrations, and the action left little room for doubt. Sebastian returned the kiss with equal fervor, winding his arms around you to crush you against his front as you bit and licked at his soft, freckled lips.Â
âYou ought to stoke that confidence some more, because this is quite possibly the sweetest thing youâve ever done for me.â Your praises did wonders to soothe his frayed nerves, seeing as you felt him relax under your touch as you sensually dragged your hands up to grip his strong shoulders.Â
He chuckled proudly, pulling away to stare anticipatorily down at you with a smug look on his face. That was an expression you were all too familiar with. âYou should know that where youâre concerned, Iâm a split-second confidence kind of guy. The things you do to me and you donât even know itâŠâ he trailed off in a gravelly voice, and you shivered as you felt his palms begin skirting down your lower back to play with the zipper of your gown.Â
âOh really?â Your voice was airy, and your fingers dug into the smooth material of his blazer as you worked to maintain your composure. âCare to enlighten me?âÂ
Sebastian tilted his head to the side curiously before leaning down to brush a tiny kiss over the tip of your nose, âIâd much rather show you. What do you say? You want to let me take care of you, darling?âÂ
Your breath caught in your throat, rendering your tongue a useless paperweight in your mouth as it failed to form words, so you nodded excitedly instead and noted how Sebastian growled in response. Any awkwardness or uncertainty fell away when he claimed your lips again in a wet, needy frenzy, swallowing your surprised mewl as he walked you backwards towards the spacious bed. You felt his fingers return to your zipper and gently tug it down as the backs of your knees made contact with the mattress, and his hand on your hip kept you steady as his arm dropped ever-so-slightly to part the fabric of your dress. The velvety attire slipped down your body and pooled around your ankles instantlyâ a plume of gold sparkles erupting from it as it hit the floor.Â
Sebastian broke the kiss to look down at you, his long, dark lashes fanning out across his cheeks as he took in your nearly bare form from head to toe. You followed the tight bob of his adamâs apple as his chocolate brown eyes roved over your breasts before they returned to your face, and then he was gingerly pushing you down onto the bed.Â
As you scooted higher up the sheets, Sebastianâs gaze stayed glued to you while he shed his jacket, tossing it haphazardly to the side so he could begin undoing the buttons of his shirt. You watched him unblinkingly as he undressedâ shamelessly licking your lips when his top fell open and revealed the taut plane of his stomachâ and the fuzzy trail of hair leading beneath his trousers had your knees clenching together in anticipation. With his button-up discarded, all that remained were the pants, and he elected to take his time undoing his belt with calculated movements as his eyes bored into yours.Â
âIâve been thinking about this all night,â he admitted, and the metal clink of the buckle falling away punctuated the statement. âGodsâ I was ready to leave the second you walked in, you have no fucking idea.âÂ
You shuddered from the intensity of his words, boldly dragging one of your hands down between your legs to feel the wetness that had begun to saturate your undergarments. The sight of you touching yourself sent Sebastian into overdriveâ and he wasted little time in shoving his trousers down and kicking them aside so he was donned in nothing but his briefs. His arousal was straining against the thin cottonâ so much so that it had to be bordering on painfulâ but he made no signs of discomfort as he seductively started to crawl up the bed towards you.Â
As soon as Sebastian was within reach, you abandoned your soaked nether region to curl your fingers around his neck and pull him towards you, kissing him desperately. You ran your hands down his freckled chest, then wrapped your arms around his midsection to ghost the tips of your fingers along his spine. The shiver it elicited from him had heat pooling in your gut, and your need for him started to shift into something even more ravenous.Â
Sebastian dropped himself down onto his elbows to minimize the space between the two of you as your tongues tangled, and as he settled his lower half against yours, he ground his straining member against your clothed cunt. He groaned unabashedly, the sound low in his throat, and your lips took to wandering along his jaw, down his throat, before settling against the curve of his shoulder to sink your teeth into the soft flesh.Â
âFuckâ I can feel how wet you are already. How badly do you want it? Tell me,â he implored you, his eyes fluttering shut when you laved your tongue over the light imprint of your teeth. âTalk to me, darling, please.âÂ
Merlin, his voice alone was doing things to you that rendered your vocal chords useless. You tried speaking anyway. âP-Please,â you rasped out against his spit-slick skin. âPlease Sebastian, I need youâ Iâve needed you all nightââÂ
âAll night, huh? What exactly were you thinking about while we were on the dance floor, hm? What filthy thoughts are swimming around in that pretty little head of yours?âÂ
The way Sebastian was rutting against youâ tempting you with every snap of his hipsâ was driving you absolutely crazy with lust, and your head fell away from his shoulder against the sheets with a low moan as your nails raked down his sides. To your dismay, however, he ceased his movements to sit up and plant his hands on your wiggling hips, pinning you down in place. His toned arms flexed as he applied a fair amount of pressure in a bid to still your writhing against the silky covers, and you bit your lip in blatant frustration, narrowing your eyes dangerously.Â
âDonât look at me like that, I asked you a question. Tell me what you wantâ what youâve apparently been craving all night. You can do that for me, canât you?âÂ
Leave it to Sebastian to still find a way to make you beg for his cock. The nerve. You scowled up at him, âYouâre really going to make me say it?âÂ
He had the audacity to laugh at your impatience. âI would make you scream it if I wasnât trying so hard to be nice.âÂ
You had half a mind to taunt him further and clarify that reallyâ this was him being nice? But then one of his hands fell away from your waist to trail closer to your drenched underwear until he had the pad of his thumb planted directly against your clit. That was the extent of his mercy, though. He made no move to provide you with any friction or stimulationâ he simply stared at you expectantly.Â
Dammit.Â
Your hips twitched, unconsciously seeking the reprieve his fingers could offer you. It mattered little though; his strength kept you pinned firmly in place. âI-I want you to fuck me,â you mumbled, cheeks heating with slight embarrassment.Â
âAnyone could fuck you, sweetheart. You need to be more specific,â he fucking purred the statement, making your head spin and your inhibitions fly out the damn window.Â
âYou,â came your wheezed response. âI want youâ I want your cock, Sebastian, all I need is you. Please fuck me, I only want you, please.âÂ
The sight of you flushed and panting, bathed in warm candlelight as your hands fisted ardently in the sheets, drove all of Sebastianâs blood straight to his cock. It twitched enthusiastically within the confines of his briefs.Â
You felt the pressure from his arm let up at the same time he removed his thumb from your aching center. Impatient didnât even begin to cover how you were feeling, but you were all too pleased when his fingers finally pinched the fabric of your panties to tug the material down your bent legs.
Shaking his head in near disbelief, Sebastian groaned, âYou sound like a fucking dream begging for it, darling. Iâll give it to you, I promise.â Â
His words soothed you, but you still tensed a little when you felt the tip of his finger slip inside your overwhelmingly wet heat. You sighed and spread your legs further to accommodate Sebastianâs kneeled position, and he took to trailing his free hand over your hip bones, then up your torso to squeeze at your breasts as he willed you to relax for him. Releasing your vice grip on the sheets, you wrapped your hand around Sebastianâs thick wrist while he toyed with your sensitive nipplesâ effectively losing yourself to the euphoric sensation until he was knuckle-deep in your clenching walls.Â
A keening sound resonated from deep in your chest as you rocked back onto Sebastianâs finger, testing the feeling, and you bit your lip hard at the rumbling groan your boyfriend gave in response. He leaned down to pepper kisses along your shoulder, sucking at your collarbone and gently nipping at your neck, and when he thrusted his finger minutely and curled it towards your stomach, you shuddered and dug your nails into his forearm.
âCome on,â you whined, bucking your hips more insistently in response to his painfully slow pace. The brunet nodded, pumping his finger deeper, and he couldnât stop the moan that tumbled from his mouth at how fucking tight you were.Â
Sebastian worked you with the single digit for a moment before tentatively adding a second, his blood igniting in his veins at the airy gasp you let slip. Your name fell from his lips like a plea, and when he leaned up slightly to gauge your expression, the half-hooded look you bore was enough to make his stomach drop. âGods, youâre perfect,â he virtually whispered.Â
By the time you were amply prepared for him, your hands had abandoned the sheets and his wrist to clutch tightly at his shoulders, your sounds growing desperate and needy. Sebastian continued to spread and twist his fingers, trying to map out precisely where to aim to reduce you to gasping screams just as heâd promised. You were beyond jittery, though, winding your fingers into his curly brown locs to tug his face towards yours and glare openly at him. âIâm about to jump your bones,â you growled, rolling your hips against Sebastianâs fingers urgently. âCome on, Sebastian, let meâ fuckââ
Sebastian grinned wildly at the way your back arched clean off the sheets, the tight gasp you pulled into your lungs imbuing him with a need for you that rivaled his need to breathe. Without missing a beat, he withdrew his fingers and frantically set to peeling his briefs away to free himself from the restrictive material. His girth arched proudly against his stomach, swollen and red and so fucking tantalizing. Your eyes devoured him greedily as he tossed the pre-cum stained attire over his shoulder, and then he was crawling over you once again with an animalistic hunger reflecting in his eyes.Â
Hooking your legs around his waist, Sebastian braced his arms on either side of your head, gazing at you longingly as the head of his leaking cock brushed against your slick entrance. It took an insane amount of effort for you not to nudge him forward with your heelsâ forcing yourself to remain pliant as he pressed into you at an achingly slow pace. Your eyes rolled shut at the feeling of being breached, savaging your lower lip with your teeth as inch after inch of Sebastianâs incredible cock entered you. A contented whine weaseled its way from his throat as he bottomed out, and you cracked your bleary eyes open to find the freckled man staring at you with the ghost of a smile on his lips.Â
âW-What?â You muttered, trailing your hands up his muscular biceps before interlacing your fingers together around his neck. âDonât make me beg again, I already said please.âÂ
âI was just enjoying the face you were making,â he said with a smirk, grinding his hips enough to have you trembling and arching. âLike you were trying really hard to hold back. Itâs hot as hell.â Â
You fought a smile, tugging him down by his neck to capture his lips in yet another dizzying kiss. Sebastian bit and licked at your mouth with reckless abandon as he swallowed the sounds his efforts pulled from you, and he sighed before pulling away to brush a few strands of hair off of your forehead. He thrusted suddenly into youâ catching you off guardâ and your breath hitched at the same time your head fell back, effectively killing the remainder of Sebastianâs patience.Â
Dropping one of his hands to your waist, Sebastian withdrew his throbbing member enough so that when he snapped his hips forward, you were jolted up the bed slightly. âAhââ your sharp cry reverberated off the bedroom walls, and his hold on you instantly became possessive.Â
Grasping onto you like his life depended on it, Sebastian dug his feet into the bed to lend some force to his thrusts as he worked himself into an even tempo. It felt mind-numbingly wonderful to finally be encased in your warm walls after day-dreaming about it all night. His mouth fell open with a shaky groan when he pressed his balls against your raised ass, the friction doing you both a slew of favors, and his vision flashed a brilliant white when he felt you clench around his cock and suck him in even deeper.Â
âOh fuckâ fucking hellââ Sebastian grit through clenched teeth, pushing himself up fully so he was no longer hunched over you. You unhooked your ankles from around him so he could maneuver your legs over his bent ones, gripping your thighs with a bruising strength that made your mouth dry up in a heartbeat. He had a perfect view of you laid bare under him this way, and he shamelessly watched as his cock glistened with your slick when he pulled out right before plunging back in.Â
Your spine rounded, a guttural moan ripping its way from your chest as Sebastian picked up his pace while simultaneously pulling you down onto his quick thrusts. It was pure rapture having his hands on youâ demandingly shifting you around to steal his pleasure from your tight heat as he sought out the deepest parts of you. At one point, he released his hold on one of your legs to plant his broad hand on top of your stomach, relishing in how he could feel his cock each time he slid home. It was addictingâ you were addictingâ and the thought lit a fire in his very soul.Â
âS-Sebastian,â you whined, gathering the silky sheets in your clenched fists as wave after wave of sheer pleasure washed over you. With your legs held in the brunetâs strong grip, he had the freedom to fuck harder into your slick folds, pulling noisy cries of his name and desperate pleas for more from your kiss-swollen lips. Your voice was loud in the humid room, your moans echoing off the walls around the two of youâ and when Sebastian bucked harder so the sound of skin slapping against skin filled the spaceâ you gasped frantically and writhed beneath him. He had to be hitting a good spot.
âYouâre stunning, darlingâ so fucking good to meââ Sebastian managed to grunt out, pounding his cock into you with temerity that made your looming finish all the more potent. âFuck, you feel incredible.âÂ
âRight there, S-Sebastian, fuck me right there, godsââ
The muscles in your stomach were tensing, and you were honestly shaking from the vigor of his thrusts. Sebastian groaned, the sound of your pleading little whimpers driving him mad with undiluted need, and he watched you blearily try to figure out what was going on as he hoisted your legs up and threw them over his shoulders. He moved over you, bending you in half at the same time he rammed his thick cock back into your cunt, and you were hardly given the space to breathe before your boyfriend was fucking you hardâ his hips bucking rough and deep and so fucking good that you were left mewling and grasping helplessly at the sheets.Â
Sebastian pinned you to the bed and fucked himself into you, his own moans dripping loud from his lips as his hands tangled in your hair and tightened around the strands. The sting was delicious and left you with no choice but to allow your lover to pull you closer to him while he filled you up over and over. He drank in the sounds you made as your back arched off the sheets the best it could under his added weight, your thighs shaking and muscles tensing until you were barely holding on.Â
âLike thatâ fuck, Sebastian, just like that, Iâm gonna comeââ
Unable to give a more coherent response than a gasping whine, Sebastian dug his nails into your scalp and was rewarded with the sweet sound of you wailing his name as you came violently, riding your hips down into his as much as you could. Your hands flew to his back to rake angry red welts down his sides, and Sebastian let your legs fall from his shoulders so he could wrap his arms around you and bury his face into the crook of your neck. He sank his teeth into the sweaty skin as he gave you the last of his deep, quick thrusts before he was coming insideâ your name tumbling over his lips like a mantra as he fell into bliss.
By the time Sebastian was anything approaching coherent, you were still shaking under him, your legs wrapped tight around his waist. âFuck,â he murmured into the hollow of your throat, untangling his hands from your hair and smoothing the mussed locs down.Â
Sebastian pulled out with a small groanâ your hips seemingly lifting to chase the marvelous feeling of being filledâ but then he was planting his elbows on either side of you to brace himself as he kissed you breathlessly. You melted under him, curling around him ardently when he finally let himself tip sideways beside you. His chest was heaving with the deep breaths he sucked into his lungs, and you happily nestled your head atop his shoulder as your hands took to tracing invisible shapes and patterns along the taut expanse of his stomach.Â
You dozed off sometime after Sebastian had started murmuring sweet nothings in your ear, and when you awoke a few hours later, you were still draped over him, his fingers idly trailing up the shallow dip of your spine. Stretching the best you could without disturbing the peaceful vibe, you craned your neck to look up at Sebastian sleepily, and his eyes crinkled at their corners as he smiled down at you.Â
âGood morning, beautiful.âÂ
âMmph,â you grunted, voice thick with sleep. âIs it morning already? You should have woken me up.âÂ
He shrugged and glanced at the open bedroom door, noting the lack of sunlight streaming in through the skylight. âEarly morning, but not daylight hours quite yet. I figured you needed the rest.â
Humming appreciatively, you closed the minuscule space between the two of you to kiss him gently, and he sighed against your lips as his hands roved up your back once more to play with your hair at the nape of your neck. Everything about the moment was pure, and you found it all too easy to get lost in the sensations dancing over your still-sensitive body.
Sebastian broke away first, gazing at you strangely before he abandoned your hair to reach for the nightstand. âI was going to do this earlier before everything, but I uh⊠got distracted.âÂ
You couldnât hide the flush that crept up your cheeks at the reminder. âHm, I wonder why,â you teased. âDo what, though?â
He finally found whatever heâd been rifling around for blindly and met your inquisitive stare, swallowing nervously. âIâve been thinking about whatâs going to happen after we graduate. Iâm sure you have your own ideas, but I just thoughtâ well, Iâd obviously like to stay together. I canât imagine not having you beside me, but that being said, Iâll respect whatever you decide, even if it isnât what I want to hear.âÂ
Your stomach flipped over on itself, and your eyes went wider than saucers when Sebastian revealed a small, velvet box gripped tight in his hand. Pushing yourself off of him, he flicked the lid open with trembling fingers, and your gasp was drowned out by the hammering of your heart in your ears.Â
Inside was a thin, gold band adorned with a tiny, emerald gemstone that sparkled brilliantly under the flickering candlelight. Your mouth fell open as the implications of the ring bore down on you, and when you looked back at Sebastian, his eyes were scanning your face to gauge your expression.Â
âIs thatâŠ?âÂ
âItâs only a posy ring, but I thought that it might make the next few months easier to anticipate. Youâre my whole world, darling. I canât fathom parting ways after everything weâve been through, and Iâd be lying if I said I didnât hope you felt the same.â
Warm, fat tears welled in your eyes then, blurring your vision before they were streaking down your cheeks without restraint. His anxiety leading up to arriving in the Room of Requirement suddenly made a lot more sense to you, and you realized that heâd planned all of this well in advance. How long had he been waiting to ask you? How long had he held onto the ring in the hopes that you would say yes?Â
He still looked nervous, but it was drowned out by the complete adoration that glimmered in his dark eyes.Â
âYes,â you choked out, somewhere in-between sobbing and laughing as you sat up fully. âYes, Sebastianâ of course I feel the same.âÂ
Sebastianâs smile was blinding, and he plucked the ring from the box and slowly slid it on your extended finger, both of your hands shaking with barely contained excitement. It fit perfectly, and you gave yourself all of two seconds to admire the look and the feeling of it on your hand before you had flipped yourself to the side to straddle him. Your hands cradled his cheeks as you dipped your head lower to kiss him over and over, his soft laughter warming your heart and filling you with a sense of contentment you hadnât known existed until now.
âI love you, Sebastian. Iâll travel to the ends of the Earth with you, never doubt that. My future is your futureâ my heart has always belonged to youâ of course Iâll stay with you. Whatever is to come, facing it with you is all I want.âÂ
You didnât think youâd ever seen him look so elated in all your time knowing him. His face lit up vibrantly at your declaration, and in a flash he had wrapped his arms around you to flip you back over so he was situated on top of you, gazing down at you with his hands running down your bare sides.Â
He assaulted the entirety of your face with fervent kisses, laughing softly under his breath as you returned his affections with equal force. âI love you so much, darling. Youâre my everything, I wouldnât change a damned thing about the past knowing that it landed me here with you. I love you, I love you, I love you.âÂ
The remainder of the night was spent with the two of you beneath the silk sheets, the promise of tomorrow suddenly all the more exciting to imagine now that you knew Sebastian would be with you for the rest of your life. Posy ring or not, youâd already known that only death could take you from himâ and even then you were certain you would find a way to keep loving him long after you were gone.Â
Neither one of you would have it any other way.Â
Sebastian Stan at Britain Sharper World Premiere
I love a good comfort fic
*insert Elmo in flames meme*
Ahhhh! I'd be happy to give you some Ominis fic ideas đđ©· of course, you could just scrap this altogether but I was thinking đ€ could we have a 7th year Ominis being able to gain financial freedom from his family because MC gave her Hogsmeade shop to him? I know a lot of people want him to escape to America but Hogsmeade just feels so cozy and perfect for him being a shopkeeper.
And MC realizing her feelings for him during one instance when she had to return to him to replenish her supplies from her travels, and maybe decides it's time to be with him? đŁđ
It's okay if you don't like this plotline but I just finished the Haunted Hogsmeade quest, and I immediately thought of Ominis being its owner!
Thank you so much!!
Anon, I hope this is everything you hoped for! Thank you for the request and inspiration <3 it was my absolute pleasure writing this.
Words: ~6,700
Tags: Reader Insert, Female MC, No Y/N, Post Canon, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Romance, Fluff, Fluff AGAIN
âYouâd think after all these years Iâd be better at writing letters, but somehow, I still find myself pausing, trying to decide how to start. Then again, you always make it easier when you write first. Your last letter was⊠exactly what I needed. You have a knack for saying the right thing, even when you donât realize it.â
âAnne stopped by the shop recently. She told me to stop âhovering like a nervous birdâ over your enchanted scarves and to start charging more for them. Apparently, sheâs appointed herself my business manager, whether I wanted one or not. She also asked about youâhow youâre doing, where you are, why you havenât written her back, and, most importantly, when youâre finally coming home. I told her I didnât know, but she was unimpressed by my answer. Honestly, Iâm not impressed either.â
âSebastian, meanwhile, has decided that Iâve become too boring for his liking. He keeps trying to convince me to pack up and visit you, as though I could just leave the shop to run itself. His words, not mine. Itâs ridiculous, of course, but I wonder if thereâs something to it. Youâve been gone so long now, itâs hard not to feel like thereâs a part of this place missing.â
âSpeaking of whichâare you planning to come back anytime soon? You told me six months, and that was, what, six months ago? Youâre not terrible at keeping promises, but youâre testing the limits here. Iâll forgive you if you write soon with some good newsâor better yet, with the promise of coming home.â
âThe shop is still standing, though Iâve made a few small changes here and there. I hope you wonât scold me when you see them. Itâs funny, even when youâre not here, I find myself thinking, âWhat would she do?â And sometimes, I swear I can hear your voice, usually chiding me for something Iâve misplaced or forgotten. I wonderâdid you know, even then, how much this shop would mean to me? âŠDid you know how much you mean to me?â
âTake care of yourself, wonât you? Though I doubt I need to remind you. Youâve always been reckless, but youâve never been careless. But I canât help worrying about youâitâs impossible not to.â
âWrite soon, or better yet, come home. Iâd like to see you again. Iâd like to⊠well, thereâs plenty Iâd like to say in person.â
Yours, always, Ominis
The letter, over a month old now, was worn at the edges, its parchment soft from being folded and unfolded too many times. Your fingers traced the familiar loops of Ominisâ handwriting, lingering over the slight smudge where his quill must have hesitated.
Even as the train carried you closer to Hogsmeade, you felt guilty. You hadnât written back. But you hadnât trusted yourself to put quill to parchment, not even to Anne or Sebastian, neither of whom could be trusted to keep your long awaited return a secret.
Six months. Youâd promised him six months, and here you were, long past that mark. Youâd wanted to return soonerâMerlin knew how much youâd wanted toâbut there had always been one more ruin, one more curse to break, one more excuse to stay away.
It wasnât just the work, though. The truth you hadnât dared admit to yourself was that the thought of walking into Stitches and Draughts again, of seeing Ominis after all this time, terrified you. What if things had changed? What if the delicate balance of your friendshipâof your stupid, traitorous feelings for himâhad changed?
Merlin knew you had.
You caught your reflection in the trainâs window, and for a moment, it felt like looking at a stranger. The girl you once were, the one with the boundless energy and effortless grace of youth, was nowhere to be found. Gone was the lithe figure and carefree ease that had come with an 18-year-oldâs metabolism, replaced by a version of yourself you were still learning to accept. The life of a cursebreaker hadnât been kind to your bodyâor your soul. Years of chasing dangerous leads, grueling physical labor, and long nights spent deciphering ancient scripts had taken their toll. Meals were often hurried, whatever you could grab between assignments, and the relentless travel left little room for rest. You were softer now, and your body bore the marks of your journeyâan ache in your shoulders from carrying too much weight, faint scars from brushes with danger, and an exhaustion that felt carved into your very bones.
You turned away from the window, forcing your reflection out of sight. The sight of it only dredged up insecurities you had no business indulgingânot now, not when you were so close. It was stupid to worry about it, you told yourself. What did it matter whether Ominis found you attractive? Seven years had passed. Seven years of separate lives, separate paths. You couldnât expect him to still see you as he once might haveâor to have waited for you at all.
Back then, you were just kids, after all. Even when your friendship had danced on the edge of something more, neither of you had ever been brave enough to take that final step. You thought of the moments that had felt like moreâhis hand brushing yours when you walked side by side, the way heâd linger in the shop late into the night, his head tilted toward you as though he could hear the shape of your smile. But those moments were fleeting, always followed by silence or a change of subject. Neither of you had ever said the words.
And now? Seven years was a long time to expect someone to wait for something that was never truly spoken aloud.
Still, the thought haunted you, gnawing at your resolve. Would he notice the changes in you? Would he care about the extra softness to your curves, the faint lines of exhaustion that hadnât been there before? The idea that he mightâthat heâd look at you with anything less than the quiet warmth you rememberedâmade your stomach twist.
The train jolted, pulling you from your spiraling thoughts as it slowed to a screeching halt at Hogsmeade Station. The sound of the brakes, sharp and familiar, was like a spell breaking. You rose stiffly from your seat, clutching your bag as you tried to gather yourself.
The platform was just as you remembered it: bustling with witches and wizards, steam curling in the crisp air, and the faint smell of coal mingling with the fresh, wintry scent of snow. Twinkling fairy lights hung from the lampposts, casting a warm glow on the frosted cobblestones, while festive garlands of holly and enchanted mistletoe draped along the edges of the station roof. You adjusted the strap of your bag and stepped off the train, your boots crunching against the frost-dusted ground.
The walk into the village was surreal, like stepping back into a dream you hadnât dared let yourself miss too much. The bustling streets, the cheerful glow of the shop windows, the distant chatter of studentsâevery detail tugged at something deep inside you. It looked the same, as though no time had passed, and yet that was precisely what unsettled you.
Time had passed. Seven years, to be exact.
Seven years since youâd walked these streets as a Hogwarts student, clutching a bag of Honeydukesâ sweets or ducking into the Three Broomsticks with your friends to escape the cold. Seven years since youâd stood inside Stitches and Draughts as its owner, turning your ideas into enchanted creations, the room filled with the warmth of softly glowing candles and the sound of laughter. Seven years since youâd worked side by side with Ominis, his sharp wit cutting through Sebastianâs dramatic tales of Quidditch triumphs, all while the three of you shared late nights in the shop as though the world outside didnât exist.
But even then, youâd known the shop wasnât meant to be your forever.
The decision to give it to Ominis had come in the quiet months of your seventh year, after countless conversations where heâd confided in you about his family, his fears, and the cage he felt he could never escape. Youâd listened as he spoke of the suffocating expectations of the Gaunt name, how every aspect of his life had been dictated by tradition and duty.
And money.
It wasnât fair. Ominis deserved more than that. Far, far more.
Your Ominis deserved everything.
The idea had taken root during one of those late nights in the shop. Heâd been helping you charm a batch of scarves to repel rain when youâd caught him standing at the counter, running his hands over the worn wood. Thereâd been a wistful look on his face, one that had stayed with you long after the candles were extinguished and the shop had gone dark.
By the time graduation loomed, the decision felt inevitable.
You still remembered the day you handed him the deed, the way his pale fingers trembled as he unrolled the parchment. His expression had been unreadable at first, his face carefully composed as he scanned the document.
âWhat is this?â heâd asked, his voice low and wary.
âItâs yours,â youâd replied, keeping your tone light even as your heart pounded. âThe shop. Everything in it. Consider it a⊠graduation gift.â
The silence that followed had been deafening. Ominis had stared at you, his brow furrowing in confusion.
âYou canât be serious,â heâd said finally. âThis is yours. Your work. You canât justââ
âI can,â youâd interrupted, placing a hand over his. âAnd I am. Youâre the only one I trust to take care of it. To make it more than I ever could.â
Heâd tried to argue, of course. Ominis always argued. But youâd stood your ground, knowing in your heart it was the right choice.
âItâs not just about the shop,â youâd said softly, looking into his unseeing eyes. âItâs... about giving you a way out. A chance to build something thatâs yoursânot theirs.â
That had silenced him.
Heâd accepted the deed reluctantly, his gratitude laced with disbelief. And though you hadnât admitted it aloud, youâd known you were giving him more than just the shop. More than just securing his freedom. You were giving him a part of yourself, a way to stay connected even when you left.
And now, as Christmas loomed all these years later, your legs carried you through the village, back to that very same place. You were almost on autopilot, even as your heart pounded erratically in your chest with every step that brought you closer to the shop. Around you, the village bustled with holiday cheer, but all of it faded into the background, a distant hum drowned out by the sound of your own heartbeat.
And then you were there.
And Stitches and Draughts looked beautiful.
The building had been freshly painted, its trim gleaming with a soft, snowy white that contrasted perfectly with the deep emerald of the shopâs signâstill the same one youâd painted years ago, but lovingly restored. The doorframe was draped with enchanted holly garlands, the bright red berries twinkling like tiny stars. The windows sparkled in the glow of lights strung carefully along the eaves, and the front display was nothing short of magical.
Inside the glass, enchanted scarves floated gracefully in midair, their threads shimmering with subtle, festive embroideryâsnowflakes that danced along the hems, holly leaves that twisted and turned like they were caught in a gentle breeze. Beside them, self-heating gloves sat arranged in neat little bundles, their tags tied with golden ribbons that seemed to hum faintly with charmwork.
It was perfect. Too perfect. And the sight of it, so familiar and yet so undeniably different, had your heart aching in your chest. This wasnât just a shop anymoreâit was his shop. Every detail spoke of Ominisâ care, his precision, his thoughtfulness. Heâd taken what youâd built and turned it into something so much more.
Your grip tightened on the strap of your bag as your eyes flicked between the display and the freshly polished door handle. The urge to turn and flee surged through you, but your feet remained rooted to the spot. Youâd faced cursed ruins, ancient traps, and magic designed to kill, but nothingânothingâhad ever felt as daunting as the prospect of walking through that door.
Would he even want to see you? Would he welcome you after all this time, after the months of silence and unfulfilled promises? Or had the years widened the distance between you too far to bridge?
The bell above the door jingled as someone exited the shop, their arms laden with carefully wrapped packages. They offered you a polite smile as they passed, but you barely noticed, your gaze fixed on the door that had swung closed behind them.
Your legs felt heavy as you took a hesitant step forward. Then another.
With a deep, unsteady exhale, you pushed the door open, the familiar chime of the bells above echoing like a memory brought to life.
The warmth of the shop enveloped you immediately, the scent of cedar and lavender mingling with something faintly sweetâprobably from a batch of enchanted candles near the counter. Shelves lined the walls, filled with bolts of fabric, potion bottles, and racks of neatly displayed scarves and gloves. The hum of magic thrummed softly in the air, a comforting, familiar sound.
But none of it mattered, not really.
Your eyes were drawn to the figure standing behind the counter, his back to you, the blond of his hair catching the golden light.
"Be with you in a moment," he said, his voice smooth and warm, but it hit you like a jolt of lightning.
It had been so longâtoo longâsince youâd last heard his voice, and even now, it was exactly as you remembered, richer with age but still undeniably Ominis. It overwhelmed you, the weight of it pressing down on the breath you tried to draw, stealing the words youâd thought youâd prepared.
And then he turned.
The sight of him was truly your undoing.
Ominis was taller than you remembered, his frame lean but strong, elegant but unyielding. He was wearing a soft sweater in a deep charcoal gray, the fabric snug across his broad shoulders and loose around his narrow waist, the sleeves pushed up just enough to reveal the sharp angles of his wrists and the pale skin of his forearms. His blond hair, a touch longer than it had been when youâd last seen him, was still combed back, though a strand at the front had fallen to rest against the curve of his face.
Time had only refined the sharpness of his cheekbones and the strong, angular line of his jaw. His features were striking in a way that felt almost unfair, the kind of beauty that drew the eye and held it captive.
And yet, there was something softer about him, tooâsomething that hadnât been there before. The rigid tension that had so often defined him in your Hogwarts years seemed less pronounced, replaced by a quiet ease as he worked. He looked⊠content.
It was too much.
Youâd imagined this reunion a hundred different ways, but none of them had accounted for the way it would feel to see him again, to hear his voice, to stand so close and yet feel the weight of all the time and space that had separated you.
âMy apologies for the delay. Welcome to Stitches and Draughts,â he said, his tone polite and practiced, yet warm in a way that made your chest ache. He tilted his head slightly, as though listening more intently. âWhat can I help you with today?â
The words hung in the air, impossibly ordinary for a moment that felt anything but.
You opened your mouth to respond, but nothing came out. All the carefully rehearsed greetings, the lighthearted explanations youâd planned for why it had taken so long to return, evaporated.
Your silence stretched just a second too long, and you saw the faint furrow of his brow, the slight tilt of his head as he picked up on your hesitation.
âAre you alright?â he asked, his voice softening, concern creeping into his tone.
That was what finally broke you.
âOminis,â you managed, your voice trembling despite your best efforts to steady it.
His lips parted as though to say something, but no words came, and his sightless eyes, usually so calm and focused, seemed to search for you in the space between.
âIs itââ he began, his voice barely above a whisper, trembling at the edges. âIs⊠it really you?â
Tears pricked at your eyes, hot and relentless. You nodded before realizing he couldnât see the gesture.
âItâs me,â you managed.
Ominis moved before you could register it, stepping out from behind the counter with a swiftness that made your breath catch. âYouâre here,â he murmured, his voice filled with something close to wonder. âYouâre actually here. But you⊠you didnât write back. I thoughtââ
âI know,â you said quickly, guilt flooding your chest. âIâm sorry, Ominis. Iââ Your voice faltered. How could you possibly explain everything? The silence, the distance, the fear?
Before you could try, Ominis closed the gap between you. His hands reached out, tentatively searching, as though he were afraid to reach out and find nothing there. When his fingers brushed against your sleeve, he inhaled sharply, and then his hands moved upward, settling on your shoulders.
You watched as his expression crumbled. The carefully constructed composure heâd always worn fell away, replaced by something raw and unguarded.
âYouâre home,â he said, his voice trembling. âHow long have you been planning this?â
The crack in his voice broke something inside you. âI⊠for months,â you whispered, your own voice shaking. âI'm so sorry, it took so longââ
Your words were cut off again as Ominis pulled you into him, strong arms wrapping around you with a desperate urgency, his hands firm against your back as if he were afraid to let go, afraid you might slip away again. The suddenness of it made you stiffen, your insecurities flaring instantly to life.
Heâd know.
Heâd feel the differenceâthe softness of your curves where youâd once been lithe, the weight you carried now, both physical and emotional. The image of what youâd been years ago, the version of you he might still hold in his mind, clashed violently with the reality of who you were now.
But then there was the feel of him.
Him, warm against you, the steady rise and fall of his chest, the faint scent of his characteristic cologneâit was all so achingly familiar, so Ominis, that you couldnât bring yourself to care about the way youâd changed.
Tears spilled freely down your cheeks as you let yourself sink into his chest, your arms lifting to wrap around his waist. You clung to him, the years of distance and silence collapsing between you as if theyâd never existed.
His hand moved gently, brushing over your hair in a soothing rhythm that made your heart ache. âI missed you hopelessly.â He murmured, his voice muffled by your hair
âI missed you more than anything,â you murmured, pulling back just enough to look up at him, tears still streaming freely down your cheeks. âI thought about you every day.â
Ominis pulled back slightly, his hands still resting lightly on your shoulders. His sightless eyes searched your face as though he could somehow see you, the corners of his mouth twitching into the faintest of smiles. You felt his thumb brush against your sleeve, as if he needed the tactile confirmation that you were truly there. One of his hands slid down to grasp yours, his fingers curling firmly around yours as if to anchor you both in this moment.
For a long, breathless second, neither of you spoke.
Then, without a word, Ominis turned toward the shopâs entrance, your hand still firmly in his. He moved quickly, his steps sure as he crossed the space to the door. Releasing your hand only briefly, he flipped the sign to Closed and twisted the lock with a decisive click.
âTo hell with work,â he muttered under his breath, the faintest hint of a smile tugging at the corners of his lips.
The words caught you off guard, pulling a startled laugh from youâa sound you hadnât realized youâd been holding back.
When he turned back to you, his expression softened further, though there was still an edge of something you couldnât quite name in the set of his jaw. Relief, perhaps. Or the determination of someone who wasnât about to let this moment slip away.
âCome upstairs,â he said, his voice low and steady. âThe shop can wait.â
He didnât give you a chance to argueânot that you would haveâbefore leading you to the small staircase tucked behind the counter. His hand stayed in yours as he guided you, his grip firm but gentle, like he was still afraid to let go.
The stairs creaked faintly under your feet as you followed Ominis into the flat above the shop. The scent of cedar lingered here too, mixed with something faintly herbalâhis cologne, no doubt.
âForgive the state of things,â he said quickly, his tone uncharacteristically self-conscious as he gestured toward the room. âI wasnât exactly expecting... well, anyone. Least of all you.â
But as your eyes roamed the space, you couldnât find the âmessâ he spoke of. The room was tidy, cozy, and so very him. A small bookshelf stood against one wall, lined with neatly arranged tomes you recognized from your Hogwarts years, alongside a few newer additions. A comfortable-looking armchair sat in one corner, its seat draped with a soft, worn throw blanket. A half empty mug of tea sat forgotten on the small table beside it, next to what appeared to be a half-finished crossword puzzle.
There were small signs of his life everywhere: a folded sweater resting on the back of the chair, a walking stick leaning against the wall by the door, a well-cared-for violin resting in its case near the bookshelf. The window was framed by simple curtains, their edges charmed to shimmer faintly in the light, a detail that felt unmistakably him.
âItâs perfect,â you said, turning to him with a soft smile.
He let out a huff of disbelief. âHardly. Itâs small, and I wasnât expecting guests, so itâs a bitââ
âNo, really,â you insisted, stepping further into the room. âItâs... you. I mean that in the best way.â
His lips parted slightly, as though he wanted to argue, but he seemed to think better of it. Instead, his free hand gestured vaguely at the space. âI havenât had much reason to bring anyone up here,â he admitted, his tone quieter now. âI usually keep to myself unless Sebastian or Anne drag me out for something."
You turned back to him, catching the faint blush dusting his cheeks as he moved to straighten a few items on the table near the armchair. The sight made your heart ache in the best way, the years falling away as though youâd never been apart.
âItâs nice to see youâve kept up the crossword habit,â you teased, gesturing toward the table.
Ominis smirked, his confidence returning just enough to quip, âItâs either that or let my mind wander, and we both know that can only lead to trouble.â
You laughed, the sound light and easy, "That's true."
He gestured toward the couch near the window, its cushions plump and inviting. âSit,â he said, his tone soft but insistent. âI'm sure youâve been traveling all day.â
You hesitated, still standing near the door, but Ominis stepped closer, his expression gentle. âPlease,â he added, his voice quieter now.
With a nod, you set your bag down near the door and crossed to the couch, sinking into its cushions. It was as comfortable as it looked, and you let out a quiet sigh as the tension in your body began to ease.
He moved toward the kitchenette. âTea?â he asked, his head tilted slightly in your direction.
âYes, please,â you said quickly, your voice softer than you intended.
Ominis nodded, his movements fluid and purposeful as he filled the kettle and set it on the small stove.
âIâve got chamomile, mint, and⊠some Earl Grey that Sebastian swore Iâd love but tastes like someone soaked socks in bergamot,â he said, the corner of his mouth quirking into a smirk.
You laughed softly, leaning back into the couch. âChamomile sounds perfect.â
He nodded, plucking the sachet from its place with an almost practiced precision, his hands moving with the same quiet grace you remembered so vividly. Despite the ease of his movements, you could see the faint tension in the set of his shoulders, the way he hesitated before reaching for the mugs.
"Did Sebastian and Anne know about you coming back?" Ominis asked, his voice calm but carrying a subtle edge of curiosity.
You hesitated, fingers tracing the edge of the couch cushion. "No," you admitted softly. "I didnât tell anyone. I didnât⊠want them to spill the secret. I thought it might be better this way."
He turned slightly, his sightless eyes tilted in your direction, one brow arching faintly. âBetter for whom?â
You huffed a humorless laugh, biting your lip. "Me, I guess. I thought if I just showed up, it would be easier. Less... complicated."
Ominis tilted his head slightly, as though weighing your words, his fingers brushing the rim of the mug as he prepared your tea. "You thought sneaking back into Hogsmeade unannounced would be less complicated?"
A faint smile tugged at your lips despite the knot of nerves in your chest. "Okay, maybe not less complicated. But at least it meant I wouldnât have to explain myself to Sebastian. You know how he gets."
He let out a soft laugh, the sound light and genuine, and it warmed something deep inside you. "Indeed. He is relentless," he said, placing the mug of chamomile tea in front of you on the low table. "Though, I canât say Iâd have been any better. If Iâd known you were coming, I wouldnât have been able to focus on anything else."
You looked up at him, startled by the quiet sincerity in his voice. He wasnât smiling anymore, his expression open and unguarded as he sat down across from you, his own mug cradled in his hands.
âI didnât mean to make you wait,â you said softly, your fingers curling around the warm ceramic. âI justââ You paused, your words catching in your throat. "I don't know. I suppose it doesn't matter. I'm here now."
Ominisâ lips pressed together for a moment, his brows furrowing slightly as though he wanted to press further. His hands tightened almost imperceptibly around his mug, the tension in his shoulders betraying his thoughts.
But then he exhaled softly, the lines of his face smoothing as he nodded. âYouâre here now,â he repeated, his voice quiet but steady, though you could hear the unspoken for how long? lingering in the air.
You quickly took a sip of your tea, the warmth a welcome distraction as you scrambled for something that would steer the conversation elsewhere. âThis tea is lovely,â you said, offering a smile that you hoped looked effortless. âEverything is. The flat, the shop... itâs all incredible. You must be so proud of what youâve built.â
Ominis tilted his head slightly, his expression softening into something almost amused. âThatâs kind of you to say, but I hardly think a well-stocked tea shelf qualifies as incredible.â
You laughed, grateful for the easy banter. âItâs not just the tea shelf, though it is very impressive. The shop looks amazingâI noticed the display when I walked in. And the enchanted holly on the door? Itâs such a nice touch. Itâs all so... you.â
He leaned back in his chair, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth. âI did have some help with the hollyâAnne insisted. She thought it might âsoften my cold, foreboding reputation.ââ
You grinned, picturing Anne bustling around the shop, her infectious energy clashing against Ominisâ quieter demeanor. âI think it works. Though I canât imagine anyone thinking youâre 'foreboding'.â
âOh, youâd be surprised,â he said dryly, his smirk deepening. âAnne says I scare away the first years who stop in. Apparently, my âstern demeanorâ doesnât pair well with curious children looking for enchanted scarves.â
You laughed, the image of wide-eyed first-years inching cautiously into the shop playing vividly in your mind. âIâm sure youâre not that bad,â you teased. âMaybe they just donât appreciate your charm.â
Ominis quirked an eyebrow, his smirk softening. âCharm, is it? Iâll be sure to tell Anne you said that next time she accuses me of being the âshopkeeper equivalent of a Boggart.ââ
That earned another laugh, lighter this time, and you shook your head. âIf she really thought you were a Boggart, she wouldnât have helped with the decorations.â
âShe likes to keep me humble,â he replied, his tone full of wry affection.
But even as Ominis joined in your banter, you could see the way his fingers drummed absently against the side of his mug, his thoughts clearly turning over something unsaid. He was playing along with your attempts at small talk, but you knew he wasnât fooled.
Still, for now, he let it go, his quiet smile lingering as he said, âSo tell me, how does it feel to be back?â
The question caught you off guard, and your smile faltered slightly. âIt feels... surreal,â you admitted, your voice softer now. âLike Iâve been gone forever, and yet somehow nothingâs changed.â
Ominis nodded, his expression thoughtful. âHogsmeade does have a way of staying the same. But you..." He hesitated, and his words hung in the air, unfinished but heavy with meaning.
Youâre different.
He had noticed. Of course he had. Ominis was nothing if not perceptive.
You lowered your mug to the table, your hands curling into your lap as if that could somehow steady you. The warmth that had spread through your chest moments ago was now replaced with a twisting unease, a voice in the back of your mind whispering, This is it. This is when he sees whatâs changed and decides it isnât enough. That you arenât enough.
"I know Iâm different," you murmured, your voice trembling under the strain of your nerves. It cracked as you spoke, barely louder than a whisper. "I⊠Iâm not the same person I was when I left. I know Iâm not exactly how you remember me, and Iâ" Your breath faltered, hitching as you shook your head, your thoughts spiraling. "I just didnât want you to be disappointed."
âDisappointed?â Ominisâ voice broke through your spiraling thoughts like a sudden, sharp wind, and when you looked up, his sightless eyes were fixed on you, his expression taut with something between shock and frustration. "Is this... is this why you've taken so long to come home?"
The question hung in the air, sharp and unrelenting, like the edge of a blade poised to strike. You opened your mouth to answer, but no sound came. The truth was tangled in your chest, knotted with years of insecurity and fear, and the weight of it pressed down on your throat, stealing your voice.
Ominisâ expression softened as he straightened in his chair, his jaw tightening as though he were holding back his own frustrationânot at you, but at the very idea that you could feel this way. He exhaled slowly, his fingers tightening around his mug before setting it aside with deliberate care.
âIs that really what youâve been carrying all this time?â he asked, his voice quieter now, but no less intense. âYou thought Iâd be... disappointed? In you?â
The lump in your throat grew heavier. "Iâve been gone so long... and youâve built this incredible life here, and Iââ You hesitated, your breath catching as you fought to steady yourself. âI didnât know if Iâd still fit into it.â
âYou think I could everââ He stopped himself, exhaling slowly as he ran a hand through his hair. âMerlinâs beard, don't you have any idea how much of this life exists because of you?â
Ominis leaned forward further, resting his elbows on his knees, his hands clasped tightly together. His fingers curled and uncurled against one another, as though he were searching for the right words. When he finally spoke, his voice was softer, but no less firm.
âDo you know what I thought when you walked into that shop today?â he asked, his words deliberate.
You shook your head, though he couldnât see it. âNo,â you whispered.
âI thought Iâd finally woken up from the longest, most frustrating dream of my life,â he said, his lips twitching into a faint, almost self-deprecating smile. "And now, youâre sitting here, telling me youâre afraid Iâd notice youâve changed. Of course youâve changed. Iâd be more worried if you hadnât. Life does that to people. It changes them. But just because you're different doesn't mean..." he swallowed, his words catching for just a moment before he pressed on, his voice quieter but laced with conviction. âJust because youâve changed doesnât mean youâre any less.â
He paused, his fingers tightening where they rested, his knuckles pale with the effort. His expression softened as his words seemed to tumble out, as if he couldnât hold them back any longer. âThat couldnât be further from the truth, actually.â
You blinked, caught off guard by the sudden shift in his tone, by the faint flush creeping up his neck.
Ominis sat back slightly, his hand running through his hair in a rare display of bashfulness. âItâs been seven years,â he continued, his voice quieter now, almost hesitant. âSeven years, and in the brief time Iâve had toâto touch you, to hear you, to smell that very same perfume you always wear, youâve only⊠Merlin, I donât even know how to say this without sounding foolish.â
You felt your breath hitch, your pulse quickening as his words sank in. He wasnât looking at you, not exactly, but the intensity in his voice made it feel as though he could see every piece of you, laid bare and vulnerable.
He exhaled slowly, tilting his head slightly in your direction as he gathered his thoughts. âYouâve only improved,â he said finally, his voice low but unwavering. âDespite whatever ridiculous notions youâve been carrying around, you havenât diminished. You havenât become âless.â If anything, youâre... more.â
âYouâve been away, yes," he continued. "Youâve faced things I can only imagine. And yet here you are, sitting in front of me, as strong and resilient and...â He hesitated, his lips curving into a faint, almost shy smile. âAs breathtaking as the day you left. You think Iâd notice the changes and find fault with them? How could I, when every single one is just another piece of the person Iâve been missing for so long?â
Your hand flew to your mouth, your vision blurring with tears. "Are you... you sure? You really don't have to say this, Iâ"
He shook his head, raising a hand to stop you, though his touch hovered just shy of reaching across the small space between you. âOf course I'm sure,â he said, his voice soft but insistent. âIâve never been more certain of anything."
He drew in a slow, measured breath, his shoulders rising and falling as though he were steadying himself for a duel.
âIâve spent seven years wondering if Iâd ever get the chance to say this,â he admitted. âTo say all the things I was too much of a coward to admit before you left. And I wonât waste it by letting you believe for even a second that youâre anything less than extraordinary," his voice softened, trembling at the edges as he stood from his chair. For a moment, he simply stood there, his sightless eyes cast downward as though steadying himself for what he was about to do. Then, slowly, he moved forward, kneeling on the floor in front of you with a grace that made your breath catch.
His hands reached out, tentative but deliberate, brushing over yours where they rested in your lap before curling around them.
âYou donât have to say anything,â he said quietly, his voice raw with emotion. âBut I need you to hear this. I need you to understand.â
You opened your mouth to respond, but he shook his head, cutting you off gently.
âI love you,â he said, his voice trembling slightly, his thumbs brushing over the backs of your hands. " Iâve loved you for so long that I donât even remember what it feels like not to. And I know I shouldâve said this before. I shouldâve told you when we were still at Hogwarts, when you handed me the shop, when you left. But I was scared. Scared of what it would mean, scared Iâd ruin what we had. And then you were gone, and I thought⊠I thought maybe Iâd lost my chance.â
You couldnât speak, couldnât move, your heart pounding so hard it felt as though it might shatter through your ribs.
âBut now youâre here,â he said, his words almost a whisper. âAnd I canât let you leave again without knowing how much you mean to me. You are the most extraordinary person Iâve ever known, and Iâve spent seven years building a life that, no matter how complete it might seem from the outside, has always been missing you.â
You stared at him, your breath catching as the world seemed to slow around you. The face youâd waited seven years to see againâits every detail etched into your memory but now somehow more vivid, more realâwas right before you. The faint furrow of his brow, the slight parting of his lips as though bracing himself for your response, the glisten of unshed tears in his sightless eyes.
It was all so achingly familiar, and yet time had made him even more beautiful in his quiet, unassuming way.
And you loved him.
You always had.
The years apart, the missed chances, the countless letters youâd written and rewritten but never sentâit all fell away, leaving only this moment. This man. The only person who had ever made you feel like you belonged.
âIâve loved you too,â you whispered, the words spilling from your lips unbidden, your voice trembling but resolute.
Ominis stilled, his brows furrowing further as though he hadnât quite heard you. âWhat?â
You reached out, your hands shaking as you cupped his face, your thumbs brushing over the faint stubble on his jaw. His breath hitched, his sightless eyes searching the space between you as though trying to see what your touch already told him.
âI love you, Ominis,â you said again, your voice steadying as you saw the hope flicker to life in his expression. âI always have."
His lips parted, his breath catching audibly as he tilted his head toward your hands, leaning into your touch as though it were the only thing grounding him.
âSay it again,â he whispered, his voice trembling.
You smiled through your tears, leaning closer until your forehead rested against his. âI love you,â you murmured, your voice soft but sure.
A shaky laugh escaped him, a sound filled with so much relief and joy it sent a fresh wave of tears streaming down your cheeks. His hands moved to cradle your face, his touch reverent and tender as his thumbs brushed away your tears.
âMerlin,â he breathed, his voice cracking with emotion. âI canât believe... after all this time...â
âBelieve it,â you said, your voice filled with quiet certainty.
His grip tightened slightly, his hands trembling as he pulled you closer. âPromise me,â he murmured, his breath ghosting over your lips. âPromise me youâll stayâIâm begging youâdonât leave again. Merlin, I... I canât go another seven years without you. Not knowing where you are, if youâre safe, if youâll ever come back.â
You didnât hesitate. âI promise.â
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summary: While on a stakeout in the heart of Russia, Bucky learns that touch can bring something more than pain and he will willingly give himself over to the ice if it means keeping you alive. pairing: Bucky x reader word count: 10.5k warnings: SMUT (18+), đ¶stake-me-out tonightđ¶, some violence, near drowning, hypothermia, that good olâ we-gotta-share-body-heat-or-you-might-die trope a/n: this was written for @star-spangled-man-with-a-planââs follower celebration! My prompt was âhave you been crying?â This clearly took on a whole life of its ownâŠ
Bucky didnât care much for the cold. It always seemed to be more of a challenge to his mind than his body. It took him back to darker memories of enclosed spaces and lapses of time, to handlers barking orders and the electricity of the chair. Whenever a chill swept up his spine, he had to remind himself of who he was, had convince himself he was safe and not about to lose another decade under ice.
The serum pumping through his veins aided in keeping the shivers to a minimum and allowed him to tolerate more than most when it came to freezing temperatures but it didnât make it any easier to sit in an unmarked car, deep into central Russia, watching as his breath left his lungs in small, isolated fogs.
He started to wonder why he ever agreed to take on a reconnaissance mission in a place where the icy cold of the air stung in his nose with each inhale. That was, until he heard the soft rustle of your jacket beside him as you yawned, readjusting your position, and he remembered.
He went for you.
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Summary:Â This wasnât anything new for youâ on the contrary, youâd sucked Sebastian off enough times to know how he liked it, what made him crumble in your hands and sing praises of your name. But Mallowsweet hadnât been a factor then, and you hesitated for a moment as you considered whether or not you were taking advantage of him like this. You looked up at him once more, the question hanging silently in the air, and with the enthusiasm of a puppy Sebastian nodded hungrily.
Alternatively summarized as you and Sebastian getting high and fooling around.
Word Count:Â 4.1k
Warnings: 18+, aged up characters, explicit content, recreational drug use
Full fic can be found here on Ao3! PART 2 with Ominis now included! PART 3 can also be found here.
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